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For the last few weeks, I have noticed an uptick in Lori's obvious psychosis which relies heavily on a "superiority complex" where she goes on and on trying to control who I am with her big fat mouth and her big boobied girlfriend. I'm not impressed with either and it bears the question, "Who owns my life?"
In the real sense, since I have to pay for the problems that I have, I own my life. In the sense that I worked really hard and got very little good feedback, I guess my friends own my life. My parents invested their time and money in me becoming a really good person and productive member of society, so there again, they own my life. What part is mine?
When Lori gave me HIV and implanted me into her torture system stolen from the 29 Palms Marine Corps Base, Lori believes that I am owned by the LaFond Family. A family I don't know. I do know that their crazy daughter is a psychopath that never takes "no" for an answer; like a rapist. She would go through this whole life thinking that she could do whatever she wanted to me and everyone would just go along with it. Everyone but me, that is. In that regard, I own my life. If I have to pay for it, I own it.
There was one point, in the past, when Lori and her friends had taken all the things that you see on the blog header from me. Money, family, friends, future, career and then she wouldn't let me establish any more. I felt suicidal then, but I learned something very valuable. Began taking anti depressants and stopped worrying about the past. I could never and would never take my own life. That's not to shame those that did, however. I can tell you that Lori makes the world an unlivable place. She even did that with her own family. Nobody wants to be around her. Death follows her conversations and her appearances in public.
I learned that no matter what, I'm still going to survive. It's what I was meant to do for other people. Lori will now embark on trying to recreate whatever it was that made me feel suicidal. Can you believe how she hears and reads things? I'm telling you I would never and Lori's telling people she can make him kill himself. I won't! I'm in a totally different place. Lori's more of a rabid dog than she's been in the past.
Believe me when I say, what she did to me and my life would ruin most people. Not many people can survive the stuff she put my family through and for me personally, she's tried to take my life at least four times...legitimately four times. There were other things that Lori did that I'm not even aware of...but she isn't someone that I fear. I fear the apathy of the other victims and their families. That's what I fear.
I fear that Lori will get loose again and spread whatever disease is eating her alive to another child. I fear that someone that lives near her will be sexually abused. I fear that Lori will take the lack of action as a "free pass" to put more children in videos where she is torturing them. Lori calls them, "Little Angel Videos"; mocking the child's innocence juxtaposed with her evil experimentation. Her charges from Arizona, filed under a alias, shows the depravity of Lori's crazy plan. It's sickening for me to think of another mother crying her eyes out because her son is HIV positive and he did nothing to become infected. It bothers me that there is anyone out there that would do this to adults or kids. I would rather suffer this life than have any more victims. If that is all I get, then I did the right thing by exposing her.
It feels right to tell the truth, but it hasn't done me any good. I hope that it did more good for others. That's all I can say tonight.
