Think of Christopher and me as the boy in front and the boy in the back of the jackass. I'm in the back because Jeffrey always shits on me and my family. Then imagine that the jackass wasn't there when we started to dismantle Lori's system of torture and evil. The ass only got there when he thought that he could interfere with what we were doing. You can think of the ass as Missy Erickson, Lori LaFond, Jeffrey Katzenberg, Bessie Smith or any of Lori LaFond's friends that helped her get away with raping two young boys in Sedona, Arizona. The Jackass is an obstruction. Only our jackass has a big mouth and tells people what to do. He even tells people to keep the two boys apart and to make them unfriendly towards each other.
In this perfect example of what life is like with Jeffrey, there is no reason to believe that either of the boys can move the ass on their own or together, so the best thing for the boys is to remove the jackass completely. How can that happen? It's the truth that will put the ass in a stable that he can't get out of. The demand that my friends/teammates/informant employees not talk to me ever again, is called an obstruction of justice. These were my friends that I employed in the job of informant work. The facts of the case against Lori, directly involves them and what Jeffrey did was split informants. Rest assured both Christopher and I are informants in the most formal sense. All anyone has to do is tell a prosecutor what Jeffrey and Bessie did with their best friend Missy Erickson. That alone can put him in jail with his two best friends and will end this crime. He will have to explain his association with Missy and Bessie and that will bring to light their problems with Lori Jean LaFond.
I've just spent the last two days being screamed at courtesy of Lori Jean LaFond who, despite being ordered by an Arizona court not to, is living with her brother and her bail surety. This illegal relationship is a violation of her fake bond filed by Missy Erickson. Using Jeffrey's father's money and Jeff's, Lori was able to secure her release apparently so that she could come back here to "shoot my face off" is what she said last night.
While Lori is loading her shotgun for my facial, her entire family is committing the crime of harboring a terrorist and other crimes. There is no better example of the lack of respect that the six people in that home have for law enforcement than the people who are there despite what a court has ordered. Missy, Brian and Lori, by law, should not be living together. Missy being the bond surety that did not deliver the defendants back to court, and never intended to, should never be living with the two that were ordered not to live together by the Arizona court, still enforceable in California.
Lori wants to use a shotgun to "shoot my face off". I have to listen to threats like this every single day while the jackass continues to obstruct justice in the same manner he always has. He uses his money and influence to torture me and my family. I'm done with the whole way that he and his son have misled everyone involved. Nobody has ever been able to steal from my mother the way Jeffrey did and he is just so proud of forcing me to live the way he has. I hate this desert because it is hot and miserable but the worst of it comes because microwaving the way I am causes more problem in my brain than the colder parts of the year. We are on the 12th year since Sedona without one single bit of progress on my end. Not one single thing is better than 12 years ago. This is all because of Jeffrey.
I've been here before. I know what it takes to end this crime. Since Jeffrey won't do it on his own, he has to be made to talk! Jail is the perfect example of how to make an obstructor of justice speak. He actually paid for Missy Erickson to live in a home after Sedona where she lied her pussy off to secure Lori's release. That kind of assistance wasn't planned for, for one reason. What kind of idiot would do something that stupid??? Apparently, Jeffrey is that kind of idiot.
Something happens to a person when they grow tired of the excuses that have been used for over a decade. They start to not believe you Jeff. I'm done with whatever it is you continue to think will work. It does not work for me or my sister. In that regard, you've used your entire family to lie for you and I can see how you feel about your son. There are two very different philosophies at work here. Mine that asks for ideas about how to end this crime and Jeff's there is ONLY ONE WAY, HIS! Unfortunately, his way comes with committing crimes against me and my sister. Sounds like he has picked a side to me. That's fine.
Either put him in jail or do something, Christopher, before you end up like him, a bitter old man that thinks he is the ONLY PERSON that matters. You are going to have to tell the truth anyway, why not use it to secure the destruction of Lori's terrorist network instead of waiting for Missy Erickson to create some kind of illusion of innocence. I have a real problem with Jeffrey torturing me in favor of Missy Erickson. A REAL PROBLEM!!! First of all it is highly unethical. I don't work with the unethical. Second, it's cruel and unusual. I don't know how many days off I've spent having to listen to Christian and Lori going off on a drug binge while he rests on his laurels basking in the problems that he has caused for Christopher and me.
It is really hard to believe anyone anymore. I've decided to step away from those feelings and just work on my own delivery. When that happens, I am much more secure in the damages that Jeffrey, Bryan Anderson and others have caused me. I am tire folks. It's as simple as that. Jeffrey heaped even more responsibility on me by not supporting his own wife and son. He didn't do anything but say, "I'm in charge" then did nothing. He's not in charge of anyone. I don't recall him in the interview for the informant work, nope, he wasn't there. I worked my ass off and nobody listened because "Money Bags" decided to shack up with Missy Erickson. I'm sure that his decision will be regrettable beyond his wildest bank account. In the meantime, I wanted to let you all know how disappointed I am in your betrayal. I worked my ass off for you and helped each and every one of my friends with the information they needed to supply to a prosecutor, in return, I got kicked in the face.
In the meantime, all of my hard work was shoved to the bottom of the trash can while Jeffrey tried to rejuvenate Missy Erickson into a sober person with values. I had no idea that my project would become a halfway house for an incredibly addicted douche bag. This is not something that I would ever have tried. You don't work with the criminals to support the advocate, that is contrary to my value system. You also don't split the informants and keep them from talking but apparently that is something that Christopher agreed to. This situation has lost my interest now...every day is drudgery and not something I want to be involved with. I'm numb from the constant microwaving of my body and angry at Jeffrey's entire family for coming here and locking me in the dungeon that I have to live in. I didn't want him here in the first place.
Nearly every single thing that I'd stopped from happening, Jeffrey made happen. I can't tell you how disappointed I am that he brought my sister and family into this whole mess. I spent decades keeping them out of it, but he insisted on making it all about my family. Of course, he agreed to not tell them the truth too. What we have now are all the things I tried to do for decades being shoved right back in my face. I had to avoid my high school classmates out of fear that whoever was so diligent in stalking me would start stalking them...but Jeffrey included them so now they are all in danger too. My family has been shoved around like a box of old crayons and I wanted to make sure that you all know that he isn't concerned. There is a serial killer on the loose and he isn't concerned. Isn't that concerning any of you???
What I think should happen is having a prosecutor talk to Mr. and Mrs. Erickson and others to find out just how far Jeffrey has gone and what they have been told about their daughter. Someone should contact them with questions like, "Where is your daughter living?" "What does your daughter do for a living, did she mention working for Jeffrey Katzenberg?" "What does she do for Jeffrey?" "Have you ever heard of Kevin Bond?" "To your knowledge has Missy ever been accused of stealing from Kevin or his family?" "Does your daughter know Bessie Smith?" "Does your daughter know Lori Jean LaFond?" "What is the relationship between Lori and Missy?" "Did your daughter go to Sedona, Arizona about 12 years ago?" "What was the reason she gave for the trip?" "Were you aware that there was a restraining order in place between Lori and Kevin?" The questions for them are endless and they should be put on the spot because their daughter put them there. The same should be done to Bessie Smith's family.
What I am concerned about are the lies that these parents are believing. I've spent my whole life being stalked by Lori and the LaFond family. She's used everyone she can find in her family tree to hurt me in one way or another. I've never spent a single moment using my family that way. I never wanted to see or hear from her since the day I graduated from high school. Jeffrey insists on continuing this horrible crime against me and my family. He also insists of keeping me on the edge of fear and death. I'm so worn out by this constant threat that I don't do anything that I want to any more. I don't live, I exist, but that's about all I do. I regret helping his son more than just about anything. Helping one of Lori's targets was supposed to be a good thing, I know now that it isn't.
I'm still in good spirits though. I know who I am and that what I did was legal and done with a pure heart. I have a whole lot of people that know that I'm not Missy Erickson's twin. I would never target a family for suffering. She's a whole different kind of monster than Lori, she wants to leave you with the impression that she's angelic, I'm not that naive. Drug addicts never get to be angelic. Their trust level is low. No matter how sober a person is or for how long, they never regrow their wings. Just ask anyone in our program, we are the broken ones that never completely recover their innocence. They are imperfect and they stay that way. I've known drug addicts and alcoholics that never joined our program, got sober, and they wear their halos like some kind of shiny new outfit, it really makes me mad. I really wasn't what Lori made me out to be, but I'll be the person that has to drag that shit around forever...
Thanks to Jeffrey, my mom won't ever be able to see me as the good guy I am. My father won't either. Jeffrey decided for me how my family would know me forever...I hate him for it. He had no right to steal my happiness from me, there wasn't that much to begin with. What I did would have been perfection and redeemable, now it's a pile of shit on his wife's carpet. He wanted me to be dirty...so he made me that way. He wanted me to be stupid, and now I am. What he wanted was to take away what I was doing to make it someone else's. In his line of work that can get you blacklisted. In my line of work it's deadly.
I don't ever want to come across as ungrateful, but what do I really have to be grateful for? I am grateful that I am who I say I am. I am grateful that even though they lie to me, my family. I am grateful that what I said I would do, I did. I am grateful that I didn't ever compromise my truthfulness for a lie just to benefit myself. I am proud that I am more like my grandfather than I am Jeffrey. Rich doesn't mean you get to break the law just because you can. Rich means what it always means, you have more money than others, that's all. It doesn't mean you are a good person. It still doesn't mean you are smarter. It will never mean that you treat people as equals. What it means is that you have more money. That's all it means. There isn't one shred of evidence that proves that Jeffrey is a good man...not one tiny bit. Not one tiny bit of evidence in this case proves that Marilyn is any different. There is a lot of evidence to the contrary and that's disturbing to me.
I worked harder for nothing than anyone I've ever known. I've never seen less support for someone doing the kind of work that I've done in support of someone like Missy Erickson who literally stalked my life for a chance to look like a good person. She's not a good person, she's an opportunist that watched Lori kill my brother-in-law and tried to kill me, numerous times.
All I wanted to do was make my mom and dad proud of me. I wanted to show my sister that she was wrong about me. I wanted Christopher to be my lifetime partner. I wanted my friends to be free of Lori forever. Jeffrey took all of that from me. I wanted my nieces who lost their father to believe that I did for them what he would have. Jeffrey denied that too. Instead, he let them believe what Lori threw at them...he continues to get a charge out of keeping me from helping them. I think that is despicable and hateful. It's important that I AM THE PERSON THAT DID THAT because of what Lori told them. For Jeffrey to do it, misses the point completely.
He's been privy to too much of what I was thinking and for a person like him with his intentions, it became a game. Keep Kevin hurting at all costs. Make sure that he is never happy and continue to hold his own money in front of him like some obtainable goal that he will never reach. What Jeffrey is, is the male counterpart to Lori LaFond. Like we needed one of those. Someone that can do what she can't. I've not had a conversation with another person in years...not lying.
Jeffrey hasn't learned a single thing about what I was doing. He just "la-la-la'ed" any conversation that involved me being involved. He's such a jackass. I'm just not the kind of person that he would help, but I also didn't ask him either. When I did is was a flat "NO". So I didn't ask any longer. Rest assured, when he asks me for help, "No" will be repeated. I will not help someone that hurt my mother. My sister. Me. I refuse. There are other people that would help me that he wouldn't let help. His constant bullshit about having to is a death warrant for me.
He can't finish what I started after doing what he's done. To say that he was the absolute wrong person to involve himself in my project, is the biggest understatement. I want to distance myself from him as far as I can.
So my suggestion to end this problem now is this. See the U.S. Attorney about what Jeffrey told Jonathan and Anthony after Sedona, Arizona while Lori still had her restraining order. Having these two talk about what they experienced in Arizona while on vacation with me could have proven that Lori was lying about where she worked, lied about everything on that restraining order and she would have been in violation of federal laws that prevent Lori from being free. Instead, someone reported the rape of two little boys from across state lines which carries about the same kind of sentence. Jeffrey's employees violated that restraining order because they were really working for Lori LaFond and trying to kill me. How do I know? It was Missy Erickson that stole the MRI's from my visit to the emergency room years before and David ended up at my niece's home taking my saving's account from my mother. These two violated that restraining order and Jeffrey had to keep it silent so he told Jonathan and Anthony to stay away from me. That is an obstruction that has lasted until this very minute. He's a cock.
This happened before the permanent order hearing took place illegally. The case was stayed in federal court and both could have been present, even if Lori wasn't, at that hearing to tell the judge that Lori was stalking me. This is a problem for me and them.
Solution, put Jeffrey in jail for that obstruction. Believe me there is good cause to do so knowing what has transpired, then force him to tell the truth about what he knows. Instead of sending Lori back to Arizona where she would face charges of child endangerment with her brother, I ended up with a 3-year restraining order and a warrant for my arrest. So this situation went from shit-tastic to absolutely fucking ridiculous because Jeffrey interfered in my investigation. He hasn't said a word since. Fucktard.
Jail will end his obstruction...and it will open his mouth for the first fucking time. I've had enough of his bullshit.
