A fucking serial killer and rapist is loose and reading the minds of her victims. Robbing them their entire lifetimes and taking their health away. Rather than focus on the fact that a monster is loose in California's blazing hot desert, the families of my friends, are having barbecues and fighting with each other as to "the best way to hurt Kevin some more". It's sickening to me and I want nothing further to do with either. There is no choice between Missy Erickson and me, because I don't want to be invited to that fight. These were MY FRIENDS not hers and she still thinks that she can sweet talk herself into their lives like she didn't torture the fuck out of them before their parents knew. I won't be put in the middle of this tug-o-war, simply because Missy is living with the monster and she is diseased by her. I won't go anywhere near someone that is Lori's friend or fuck buddy. I'm not willing to climb down that sewer.
Look, I could get into all the details of whatever problems that Lori and Missy made up between the Katzenberg's, the Mendenhall's, the Monti's and even my sister, but the fact remains that fighting against each other in the name of the girls that are responsible for these crimes is absolutely ridiculous and immature.
I am forced to live as a decoy for all of these families now. By whatever decisions that were made on my behalf, not a single one of them fixed any of the problem. My life is a 14 year trip to Sedona, Arizona with everyone that went there to help Lori kill me living just down the street from my entire family. This makes me very upset that in this amount of time nobody could do anything to stop the problem...Lori's military stolen computers, her drugs and her violence. This is concerning to me both as a friend and as a person. I am perfectly fine in saying that I know that even though I brought you all the truth that it, in no way, set me free. That's a sad commentary on what my friends' parents' are like.
Rather than get angry, I just wanted to let them know that nobody has a responsibility to me before, during or after this case. I know what I feel by this apathy and longevity of this crime. I can't believe that I made a mistake that was this poorly thought out. It's sad and it has been way past lonely out here all by myself. Of course they all still have to watch Lori because she has already threatened all of them and they need to look out for themselves. To me, even worse, that means that they know how horrible she is and they still haven't done anything to help.
My sense of nationality is much stronger, obviously. This crime is now worldwide. Lori is trying to convince everyone that she is still in control of everyone's lives. My question to her mother is, if she thought so much of you to name you in her restraining order against me, then why isn't she allowed to go to your home? Jackie's home? It's because you know her to be as dangerous as I do. If you want to help put her in jail, I would suggest that using any previous Eugene warrant would work. These people don't understand the gravity of the situation.
Folks, I'm done working in teams because none of you know what's best for the public. You don't know what is good for this country or our community. I offer something up to let you show your pride, hand deliver it to you, and you all passed. I'm good. I'll do more with this case without people that don't care about me, my family and my future, while you are out there enjoying yours. I would never redo what I've done on this case for you.
If you can't prioritize stopping a serial killer or child rapist, which some of you know 100% for sure is the truth, then we need not speak any more. If you can't even imagine that, then this case is far too much for someone like you to deal with. It's probably too dangerous.
Lastly, I would like it if you all would stop blaming me for Lori's behavior. She was taunting you for years before I came along and you know it. I gave her a name and showed you her high school year book picture to prove it. I explained the technology and told you where it came from. I explained Lori's youth behavior as it was with regards to this technology. She was never mine to give to the world...she was my bully. I forgot about her as easily as I'd run into her anonymous ambushes. We never spoke. We aren't friends. I would never do anything with her and neither would any of my friends. I explained who she was to help you understand. I shouldn't have. I wish I hadn't and that I'd saved it for other people's families.
There is a big difference between a year and fourteen. I know. I lived it.
