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I just want to die. Honestly, I've never been so upset to hear that my own friends are so deceptive and borderline criminal. I've never been so dismayed. Seriously, my friends would rather see me tortured than turn in the people that raped and infected them.
I'm sick.
I want to crawl in a hole and die.
What a horrible way to treat a friend, even worse, what a horrible way to involve someone that tried to help you.
I need some time away from this to cope.
If I don't write for a few days, please understand that I'm dealing with far more than I ever thought possible. I want people to remember, I'm an honest person. I don't lie to people because it causes other people pain. I'm really at a loss for words.
