It's Like Walking On Eggshells Made Out Of Razor Blades

 

I have been waiting to become a whole person ever since Brian LaFond tried to kill me for his sister's birthday in San Diego.  I haven't been treated like the victim of a horrible gay bashing and rape, no, I've been treated like the bad guy for saying anything about it.  Seems odd that I would even want to help law enforcement with something this important after all the work I've done and the evidence that they screwed with.

By all stretches of the imagination, this crime should have been over about ten years ago.  It would have already been through trial and convictions, and sentencing.  Instead, all these years later, we're still dealing with some weird need to help Missy Erickson and her family when there are hundreds of other families that needed to be helped to understand what this was.  Why are they so special?

I can't make any move because of the theft of that money.  Jeffrey used that as an example of what he could do to my friends that should have ended this crime 12 year ago.  I must have worked because I haven't heard of or seen one bit of work done on this crime or my own rape.  The message I got from Jeffrey, "Who cares if she raped you.  You shouldn't have gotten raped."  That's the message.  "Kevin means nothing and Missy means everything."  I'll remind you that she is still the person that told the last boyfriend to stop being my friend and told Christopher's family the same.

What this is isn't an investigation, it's a long, slow, deliberate homicide.  There has been a ton of planning against me and nothing on my side to help.  I can't even get the police contact I had involved because he's not competent to handle an investigation this size.  Not to mention his own police department's bungling of the crime lab report showing that Lori and Brian LaFond were involved in the rape.  That was my police contact's department to head and he's the person named as Lori LaFond's "four year relationship" boyfriend.  No wonder that lab report went from 18 pages long to one page denying everything the first report gave.  Same report number on it!  Same exact lab. Same lab tech.  Two different results?  That's not a second opinion, it's a total cleansing of the truth with a lie.  Two lab reports with one report number, one with suspects and the other without...ON THE SAME LAB REPORT?!?  That's obviously something that a competent Crimes Against Person's Captain would have seen.

You don't get second opinions from the same lab.  In fact, they don't even issue a crime lab report without being 100% sure and able to be testified to in a court of law.  What Lori did was blank out page 2 of the report that had her DNA in frozen blood and substitute a "no result" report in it's place.  It's a total farce.  Any attorney that I could have hired would have had a field day with that lab and that Chief of Police.  Of course attorneys cost money and the police refused to assign a Riverside District Attorney to the case, why?  I'll tell you this is the reason.  If they had assigned the case to a DA off the bat, the test results would have been sent to that DA too.  Instead Bryan kept that from ever happening.  No report, no conviction of his across the street neighbor from 29 Palms, California.

The end result, I still have an arrest warrant out for me for violating a restraining order that Lori LaFond took out on me using a job she didn't work, a sister's affidavit that bald face lies, and my best friend who even admits that Lori has slurred me for being gay in high school.

Talk about not being guilty of something...I haven't done any of the things that I was accused of, but Missy Erickson is the "poor helpless piece of cheesecake"?  Jeffrey's sympathy for this person has kept an innocent man from getting justice for a lifetime of harassment and bullying.  She tried to take my life at 19 years old.  Does he have any sympathy for me? Not one bit, in fact, nobody does.  Instead, I still look like I was lying about my rape even when my skull was crushed to pieces.  Even when she wanted to "finish the job" in Arizona.  This whole thing smells of hate to me.  I feel hated every single day of my life now.  

I haven't felt loved or appreciated ever.  I feel like what I established as a friend meant nothing.  It was all just a joke to them, but to me, I lost a brother in law...which is far more serious than Missy Erickson's lack of guilt.

One simple thing...and a captain of business, a billionaire, decided that my rape and attempted murder meant nothing.  He literally watched while Lori LaFond faked a restraining order for a place she obviously didn't work and a crime lab report that was in her possession that she blanked out and sent back to the police, while Bryan Anderson was still there.  How can that happen?  It can happen because nobody cares, that's how.

Nobody thought how it would feel to have lost a family member to the person that tried to kill me again.  They even stole the MRI's from the Emergency Room radiology lab...TWICE to keep me from being admitted to the hospital.  That's how guilty Missy Erickson is.  She used her own nurse training to steal evidence of an attempted murder then stole $35,000 from my mother and me, and she is still getting treated better than I am.  It's sick.  Jeffrey has had my money for over half a decade and he still hasn't made an appearance.  I am an adult.  If I commit a crime I have to be responsible for it.  So far, I haven't committed a single crime but I've paid a huge price for all of the lies that Lori and Missy have told.  Missy's parents aren't more important than my own family.  We've been dealing with Lori LaFond since 1979.  The only way to defeat her lies is in a court of law with evidence.  Period.  But someone just won't let the evidence be seen by anyone.

To me, it looks a whole lot like Jeffrey is still trying to help Missy Erickson get away with it.  There is no other way.  She should have been held to answer for the bail hearing where she lied.  All of this could have been avoided for all of my friends if they had just supported me one single time.

What I've had to endure in this slow long homicide is unbearable.  There isn't a single true crime that I've ever heard of that rivals what has happened in the first twenty years then you add the second twenty years and the unbearable has become absurd.  So many cops protecting themselves and so many families ignoring the problems.  I can't imagine putting someone through what everyone has put me through and still thinking that I shouldn't say anything about it.

I've been severely injured and I'm still not important enough to stop this crime for, but I know of a couple of other guys that have been put through something equally as hurtful.  They might as just as well have told us that we don't matter to anyone.  That is the message that Lori gave us when she raped us and the one that all these parents have enforced by doing nothing.  Lori was right, we don't matter to anyone.  They matter to me.

The longer this takes, the worse it gets for Jeffrey and Missy...that's all I have to say.