Her Plan Is Still So Obvious: Lori, I, Unlike YOU, Know That Not Everyone Is Gay...That's What YOU Say, Remember My Dad? Steve Fabian? Mr. Collins? Mr. Duke?

 

Okay, my latest dream interpretation of Lori's induced sex dream was pretty telling today.  Unlike Lori, I will spare all of you the details of what she went in to, but I will point out what she is after when she does this.

Yes, folks, one day after explaining that Lori is some poor woman's version of Freddy Krueger, coming into your sleep and inserting a nightmare, she was at it again today.

This time, really simple one.  Lori was talking about sex with men and how she could humiliate a man that was doing so.  Then she tried to insert a daughter of one of the men into the story.  A young non-adult girl.   As the nightmare continued, Lori tried to make me feel like I was non-sexually hurting this girl by having sex with her father.  Strange?  It gets worse.  Then Lori talked about two women involved.  Remember, I dream in gay.  Whenever Lori starts one of these sex rants, I know she is doing it because the characters all become bi-sexual.

Rape is not sexual.  I was raped.  I don't want anyone else to be raped and stalked.  It's not the life for anyone to live.  If I have to stick my neck out for the safety of the unaware public then so be it.  Just be very careful if you run into this person.

At this point my mind shut off and I was back to the point I am always at with Lori and her microphone, wondering, "What the fuck was that all about."  For me, completely non-sexual.  For her it had all the elements.  She got to humiliate the Kevin-character, then she brought in some underage minor female (which breaks my heart to even have to endure), then she made me inadequate, then she added females.  The whole dream is mean to make me look like some kind of perv to my team who is well aware that I would never, could never, and won't ever engage in any kind sexual anything with a child.  Lori inserting her character into something like this is weird and makes me uncomfortable, dream or not.

This also reminds me of the period after the rape in Palm Springs where she kept telling me she'd photographed me with a minor while I was knocked out.  I wrote about it then too.  This was supposed to scare me into not reporting the rape out of fear that some photos would show up that I couldn't explain.  This did two things.   It admitted that she was the rapist and it admitted that she had photographed the rape.  Then came that postcard from the rape with my face on it being punched out.

I just want to go on record telling all of you that it was Anthony and myself that tried to tell the police about the boys that Lori drugged and put on film a long time ago.  These films exist.  Lori's been caught in this position at her apartment complex's pool and at the waterpark where she was thrown out.  The police may have charged her under an alias but they let her go...never really looked for her again.  I am 100% against child trafficking and abuse.  It makes me sick.

Lori has this thing about hearing me say that I love kids.  I should, I am a credentialed teacher and I've been trained as a youth mentor by the Polinsky Institute.  None of that was sexual.  It's just sick to think that someone can take a good thing and turn it into something sick.   Wait a minute though, Lori's been doing this her whole life.  She did this to my father.  She did this to Coach Fabian in Palm Springs.  She did this to two other parents that I know well too; Mr. Collins and Mr. Duke.  None of these people are child molesters, but Lori wanted them to look this way.

Lori has even fantasized about some made up relationship between me and my best friend who isn't gay.  She even went to him and said she'd heard that from other people that I'd told.  That is the absolute furthest thing from the truth.  What she said was a lie.  She did this so that she could cause problems...like always.

Ever notice how all the problems that Lori has with everything has to do with "gay" or sexuality?  I think it isn't "gay" or "sex" it's DRUGS!  She has a pre-existing mental issue but the drugs cause her to go crazy.  She just is dying to find anyone that will say that I "think people gay and say things about it".  I don't.  That is what she has done to all of these father's before too.  They aren't gay and they aren't having sex with kids.  Lori makes all that shit up.

She thinks I outed her or something but that's not true either.  From the information I gathered she has been a lesbian her whole life.  I thought of it as an advancement in her maturity to have said this to people and come out.  "Good for you," I thought, says the kid she bullied for being gay in high school.  Apparently, she's still in denial, but her girlfriends aren't.

Remember, I am not afraid to tell you all what she talks about when I am asleep.  It doesn't happen when I am awake.  It's only something she does in my dream state.   This is called dream/nightmare induction and the microchip that allows it is inside my body where she put it.

Most victims are afraid to tell what they have had to endure in these dreams but I am not.  They don't want it to look like it is a part of their subconscious.   I am telling you my subconscious is just as offended by Lori as my conscious.  I have not one bit of violence in my past and absolutely nobody accusing me in the past of any crime against a child.  It won't ever happen because I am not that type of person...AT ALL.  I am the opposite.  Protecting children from this crime is what I've tried to do all along.  Think you might want to help me on this Marilyn and Jeff?  It's important.