I haven't found a better picture on the internet than this one when it comes to Lori's illegal experimental kink for torturing a man's private areas while he is knocked unconscious. Lori's been fascinated by a sector of sexuality at different points in her freakishness. It would appear that with women, she loves to bite nipples, breasts, and butts. Not just bite, but rip and tear them to pieces. At some point her illegal fetish for shaving also comes into play. Eyebrows, vaginal regions, penile reasons, anywhere a person grows hair and she thinks will cause shame. These acts committed while a victim is knocked unconscious means that the target is awake one minute in a regular state, then completely paralyzed the next, in that state Lori likes to talk to the victim while she experiments on the immobilized body. Then come the photographs and films.
I can't speak for the girls, because Lori's sickness with them is something they need to talk about, but as for the men, I feel like I have a lane. I will say that rape is rape; it's an act of control and violence. For Lori, control and violence ARE SEX, for the victim it's a ride through Hell in a body that can't move, but a mind that can see and hear her...and the mind reacts to everything she is telling the victim. When you hear Lori tell me that she is "Lori LaFond" and there is nothing I can do to stop her from what she is about to do to me, it's chilling to think that we can't find a police officer in this valley that will stop her. If this was one of their kids or themselves, I think the reaction would be much different. In my case, I know who Lori LaFond is and that she has attacked me in front of others in the past. In private, she's even worse.
I've always had a feeling that Lori was a killer. Even as a bullied person, I thought that her obsession with people bordered on "freak show" and that it came with a level of violence that you could hear in her voice...and see in spurts. That she is worse when other people aren't watching, isn't a surprise. It would be interesting to get her family's real response to the question, "Do you think that Lori has the capacity to kill?" Knowing that she is the female voice on this system, I know from what I hear from her and from the attempts that she has already made on my life. For our purpose here, I'd like to know if you exclude what they know about her time with us in Palm Springs, did she exhibit "killer traits" and how early was that?
To the extent that the crimes that she commits against her gay male rape victims, I don't know any straight males by the way, the crime is obviously a sexually based attack. I don't know of any man, though I am sure there probably have been, that would stick a needle into a man's balls to try to castrate. For a woman that self proclaims hatred of gay men, that seems a little bit further than say shooting him, strangling him, or stabbing him with a knife elsewhere. No, a needle to that area is a statement. It's an experiment. It's control.
Let's say a man had raped her and she'd found a way to get revenge upon him. I could see the female going straight to his business to attack. A sexually based attack for a sexually based attack. I'm sure this has happened in cases when men did things that a woman didn't like, to the point where she cut off his junk or shot him there. It stops the abuse...though the psychological affects for her may not ever change or even worsen.
In Lori's case it's not about what these men did to her, it's about what they refused to do to her...and FOR HER! She is fascinated and angered by gay men...obsessed and feels less than them in terms of having sex. Lori has stolen, downloaded, and seen more gay male porn than anyone I've ever heard of. Her lean towards "control type" videos, like S&M, CBT, extreme bondage, and sadism...show a love for dominant and submissive. For a female rapist, the knock out is vitally important to achieve this goal. Not because there aren't men out there that would participate in this kind of relationship, but because gay men won't with her. Lori is far too small and weak to overtake a man. Lori fetish isn't for consensual dominant/submissive relationships. Her fetish is for THE REAL THING. THE REAL RAPE...not a role played watered down version. She wants to see the fear in the eyes of a victim. The real fear and frustration.
She also wants to see them stop breathing. She wants to take life as an ultimate show of power. I've heard her say this. As she progresses even deeper into her serial needs, she is getting more sexually violent. The discovery that she could see what the gay man was thinking while she was sodomizing him, beating his skull in, while he can't move, is the power she likes, but once she sees the hatred for her actions from him, she moves on to death for them. They know she's a woman and that they have seen her...even if just subconsciously. If you look at the two pictures from my rape that I've shown, you can see my eyes ARE open but dazed. My brain saw her there and she was screaming, "Yes, it's Lori LaFond!!!" Like I was going to remember all the shit she'd done to me and my family, and know immediately that I was in trouble without being able to move. Like I said, I always thought she would kill me.
My thinking is recorded and so is Lori's voice. Lori's mother and sister could probably identify it if they heard it. They may even know it themselves...I've heard there are some pretty disturbing pictures of Lori in a situation with her own family. I know she's written and said horrible homicidal things to them before too. I just know Lori. She can't keep herself from this kind of evidence...threats are a part of her every day life.
It's not just threats any more though. With me, it never was. With my brother in law it was an ambush. With her father it was a long slow homicide...with germs. With my own father, it was a sexually based lie, one that intrigued Lori to try it for herself with our science teacher less than a year from the accusations Lori made against my father. I think that Lori hated her family...and I think it manifests itself in her crimes.
She attaches herself to people faster than anyone I've ever seen. Even when a person is clear that they aren't interested, sometimes they don't even meet her, she targets them for her illegal rape fetish. That's what a rapist is! In Lori's mind she's setting up "a relationship" with that person, often times she has been known to call them "her brother" or "her boyfriend", but they are always gay men...incapable of consenting because there is no attraction. Which brings me to her "lesbian" tendencies...why is a lesbian raping a gay man? The answer is simple, they are the ONLY men she can control with the police department backing her up. She wouldn't dare rape a straight man...she's afraid of them.
No, I don't think that her lesbian sexuality is the reason, it's about her hatred for gay men.
You see the brother that she lives with is not an exception for Lori. He may have been the only brother that paid the kind of attention to her as a child but then she found out he was gay and a cross dresser...that meant he fell from grace...Lori was slighted in her eyes. That coupled with her own homosexual feelings, magnified the other. Rejection of homosexuals was her way of hiding her own feelings towards women, then her mental faculties focused on the violence she was capable inside of her. That was pointed at gay men. When she stole a needle from an AIDS patient and used it on herself, she got a "homosexual disease" back in the early 80's. I say it that way because that's the way Lori thinks of it. That only bolstered her hatred for gay men even though she got it through no fault of any gay person. Her violent capabilities grew even more towards gays.
I was one of the first gay men that she knew...outside of her own brother. She wrongly believes that all sisters of gay men feel the same way she does....slighted. That's why she pretends to be our sister. Somewhere along the line she thought it would be similar to her if she pretended that she hated us like she thought our sisters would. It's a total mess inside her head. She then moved us into a boyfriend position...which was obviously another reason she could use when we began to keep her from us. "Oh mom, we broke up, I found out he was gay," she tells her mother, like any of the men she made up as boyfriends had anything to do with her.
Lori was "in love" with her brother AND he fucked up by being gay. Not even one of those gays that are prominently featured in society either, he's not attractive, not muscular, not hung...nope, he's just an average gay man...that cross-dresses, of all the things Lori hates the most. She then proceeded to make her mom, dad, and sister hate him, police too. Just like she does to all of us.
No, the needle in the testicles is about, "You won't let me control you, but I'm going to anyway!" It will be a constant reminder that "Lori is in control of you." Same thing with the shaved eyebrows. Every time you look in the mirror, you will think of Lori. She'll tell you that it is a warning. She'll tell you not to tell anyone. All of this is present in her pedophile feelings towards underaged boys too. She's typical, "It's our little secret." Even the film company she wanted to start for her kiddie porn company was tongue in cheek, "Little Angel Videos". She's doing things in those videos that are not angelic to these kids and she is making sure that none of them will be "little angels" ever again. All of this stems from a past of not having consequences for her actions. Her family suffered those for her.
Lori wants to sexually control Jonathan Mendenhall...she's obsessed with it. I am not a candidate for that role simply because she's knows that could and would NEVER EVER have happened, and won't ever change. Her need to inject Jonathan's testicle was an attempt to control him sexually without him having to participate in sex with her. If she can't have him, nobody will. It's sick. Her human trophies are the most sick part of this whole crime. She thought she'd have them forever and they are forever scarred, but as we take more and more away from her, she has less and less to be proud of. She's deathly afraid of running out of victims and their families. I say we take them all away from her...and let her friends deal with what she's like.
I will say that there are many people that she has tried to kill...she calls it, "Making them disappear." I call it killing a witness to her crimes. If a rapist could rape then be given a free pass to kill her victims....and she's homicidal....why wouldn't she?
