Yeah, I know that sounds kind of bad, but if you went through what I've had to go through for the last ten years without a single word from any of them or from their parents...you would think them dead too. It's easier. It's over then. You don't have to put any energy into their families or their lives or any feelings that you have can die with them.
I want you to think about the "death notice" I received and put on this blog the day I received it from Jonathan's father. I posted it for everyone to see. I didn't hold back evidence of this crime, I shared it with everyone. Jeffrey knew it was a lie and instead of reporting it to the police, he told Jonathan to "lie low" and not to contact me. Jonathan then told Christopher and Anthony to do the same. In actuality, Anthony had done this months earlier when we got back from Sedona and his attempt to have me killed with Lori LaFond. He knew I would find out about it and disappeared. Then there was the letter from the Monti Family friend, "forget about Christopher" it said, mailed to my home, I posted it immediately, full disclosure. Days later Christopher was arrested and jailed for a year and a half. When he got out, not a word. In fact, not one word came from any of the parents of my friends that were all notified about Lori LaFond stalking all of us. Trying to kill all of us. Little did I realize that all of us, meant me and they were helping her.
Each one of them had been told to be violent towards me in the past, they said nothing. Christopher was, actually, and it was once again a red flag that I should have heeded.
To me, the three of them are dead. I don't consider them friends of any type. A friend doesn't let a serial killer chase you around and try to kill you. Could you imagine if one of your friends knew something like this and did nothing? For ten years? How about if they knew what the killer was thinking and watched her ruin your sister's marriage, steal your bank account, file restraining orders based on lies, and everything else? Would you still consider these people friends? I don't either. What I do consider them is dead. Dead to the gay community. Dead as American citizens. Dead people that are alive but have nothing to offer anyone but the secret of domestic terrorism that they use to keep themselves safe and push the killer closer to me.
All the while, any of the above information could have proven that there was someone after Jonathan, Christopher, and Anthony and proven that I was right. Of course, they already knew that so what difference did it make if I knew it or not. They don't give a fuck about me or anyone else, just themselves. This is an obstruction of justice and the inclusion of their own families names, including Amanda Monti and Marie Monti, just shows that these families lean more towards terrorism than they do for justice.
You see when the killer mentions the names of all of the family members of both Jonathan and Christopher, she has then included them in the crime. Christopher's attitude was, according to Lori, "don't get involved" but he was the god damned informant. Not to mention the false circumstances of his jailing. So what you begin to see is a pattern of intentional abuse directed towards me, over and over again. Hateful messages of emotional abuse that has left me crippled and distraught for over ten years now...but do you think any of those parents or family members thought of that? Nope, all they cared about was themselves. So I've been put through the absolute physical ringer of being tortured by Lori LaFond and her friends simply because I was the recipient of those pieces of evidence that I posted for my friends' families. One of which was an informant!
This is why I think of Christopher as a coward, because he is one. Some girl that I warned his mother about puts him in jail under false circumstances and the best his mother could do when a letter appeared that she had nothing to do with was....nothing (insert crickets chirping). This was ten years ago. Christopher has said not one single word and all I ever did was try to help his mother who once called me her lifeline to her son; now it's the noose that she hung me with.
I would like to point out that this was the period of the "workplace violence" restraining order AND if these were sent by Lori LaFond, they would be considered a violation of that order which could have proven that she was stalking me. Business cards I ordered were stolen from this address that nobody knew about. I've never even told anyone where I lived, but Lori knew where to mail everything. So thanks a lot parents of the dead.
At every turn when information came in that was helpful to these families, I posted it for them. Were they grateful? Fuck no, it was just another reason to hate me for it. I look at all of them as pathetic examples of selfishness. The head of the dick being Jeffrey Katzenberg whose son used this system to get my permission to monitor me, then turned it against me to set up another attempted murder, elderly abuse, and bank fraud. He even used this system to contact my sister and put her in a home where Lori had the key to rape her whenever she felt like it. I don't think that happened, but it could have...it's happened with Lori more than 800 times in Palm Springs. It happened to Jeffrey's own son.
There aren't words to describe how little I think of Alice Mendenhall, Pastor Mendenhall, Marie Monti and Amanda Monti. You had the nerve to ask me to help your kid and then you took and hid evidence of this stalker. What you aren't are parents. What you are, is up to a jury to decide. You aren't innocent. You are involved in crimes against a police informant that tried desperately to help your sons. Thanks for all the support you've never showed.
So yeah, these three are now dead to me. They breathe no oxygen and they have no heart beat. They can live with their commitment to God, but their lives should be plagued with heartbreak and pain. That's all they've caused me.
You sold out for money and comfort...I knew Anthony would, he lives off of other people all the time. Then again so did Jonathan and Christopher. I thought it was all about what Lori had done to them, apparently it's their personality types. I'm nothing like them. Given the same opportunity, I wouldn't have let them act this way, but their parents did. It shows you the lengths that parents with money will go to cover up their own kids crimes against other people.
This is my 8887th post...not one of these parents has had the kindness, consideration, or gratitude to even say thank you. Not one. None of them have any content in their character, so now you know why their sons don't either.
Martin and Benjamin lie in the virtual graves next to these three too. Even worse, they were less than 10 minutes from me for ten or more years. Neither ever tried to make contact. They got their permission and disappeared. I wish I had never told them yes.
I guess if you get raped in a Mendenhall home, your bribe means that you get to live there as long as you don't tell the police. Must be great huh Christopher. David Beach and you would make a perfect couple. Two fucking liars.
