You can't believe what it feels like to advocate for people that absolutely don't give a fuck. At times I think this job has been the most frustrating thing there is, and at other times I wonder what kind of parents would allow their own kids to behave this way. All I wanted was a fucking lawyer...the cops, especially Bryan Anderson, don't want me to have one.
When I reported my rape, I should have been assigned a Riverside District Attorney, not doing so caused a domino effect on police misconduct and huge mistakes with confidential informants. This case has gotten so little attention that it makes me wonder about the friends that I have, their parents, the police, the judiciary and basically everyone that knows that what I am telling you is the truth. There is no case that I've ever heard of where the victim of a brutal rape is treated by all of the above like a problem when all I tried to do was help them out. It's a lesson that I have learned and something that I will always remember. There isn't any good in the world when it comes to people with money.
Chief Bryan Reyes must think that he's got some kind of stupid fag that doesn't know what he is doing. That's a mistake he is going to live to regret and I'm not even angry any longer. I'm simply disappointed that everyone that wanted me to step forward has now run away from the scene of the crime. It's ridiculous to even write about my feelings any longer because it just makes Jeffrey more proud of what he did to me and my sister.
As far as I'm concerned there is a big disparity between some victims and others and I intend to do more damage to the reputations of those that think they've gotten away with an attempted murder and coverup. There is no excuse great enough to do what all of these people have done. The evidence is being hidden away and not one single person besides myself has the decency to think of anyone but themselves. Selfish and self centered idiots.
There will come a day of judgment for all of these people, but for now, I remain silent.
