My Friends Are Not "Bug Chasers" And I Don't Want Lori To Use This As Some Form Of Fantasy, It's Not

Do you know what a "bug chaser" is?  Do you know that Lori thinks that this is something that she is going to try to say about all the men that she has infected over the last thirty years?
The truth is that a "bug chaser" would probably be the last gay man on Earth that Lori would want to infect, there isn't enough "pain" involved in the diagnosis for Lori.  She is, by far, much more interested in infecting someone that tries to avoid the HIV virus with safe sex and monogamy, than any gay man that finds it sexy or fetish worthy.  Lori isn't about granting someone their dream or fantasy, she's about taking it away.  She wants gay men to feel the ways she does...angry, hateful, and ungrateful to whomever it was that infected them.  She's the opposite of a "bug chaser" she's more of a "bug collector".  A woman or man, that seeks out HIV negative men and women, so that she can devastate their lives with an HIV positive diagnosis.  Remember, Lori is a sadist, making anyone feel good isn't her thing at all.
I'm not trying to separate people with HIV into people that got it one way or another.  I've said this before, "Once you have HIV, it doesn't really matter how you got it because there is a bigger issue."  That may be a bit short in the explanation.  The reason I say it that way is that I don't want to alienate anyone with this disease that is now manageable.  There is a difference in our criminal investigation, however.  Our HIV infections are derivative of rape.  There is no consent of any kind in rape.
In my case, on or about the twenty-year anniversary of my HIV infection, Lori knew very well that I was already HIV positive, she should, she gave it to me twenty years earlier.  What happened was about her sexual sadism and serial killer side of her personality.  I remember having a conversation with Steven Frey, in his home, about how horrible I think date rape drugs are and that having sex with someone that is knocked unconscious was despicable.  This pricked up Lori's ears.  Steven shared the same opinion as I did.  Neither of us thinks that someone that is knocked unconscious is a sexual object.  In fact, it's tantamount to sex with a dead body as far as we're concerned.  Sickening.
It wasn't more than a week after that conversation that Lori and Brian LaFond would enter Steven's home and brutalize me while I was unconscious.  Of course, Lori didn't have to try to infect me with HIV again, but over the years her strain has become more virulent.  She's traded the virus back and forth with her brother many times.  She knows from years of infecting knocked out gay men that the more blood she inserts into their bodies, the faster they die.  I was already on HIV meds.  So re-infecting me didn't happen.  She also has acquired other deadly viruses and bacterias in her system so re-infecting me at the time was exposing me to bacterial staph, Hep C, syphilis, and other deadly diseases.  She put so much frozen blood into my body that someone that wasn't taking HIV meds may have succumbed.
You see the important aspect of what we are doing here is showing that there is a FEMALE that is raping gay men and implanting them with a microchip.  I've heard her say, "I have to show him who the boss is around here!"  I guess that's the way she thinks she is going to show it, by emasculating a man then told him all about it.  I don't think it is important to witch hunt everyone with this virus to see who infected them, but in our case, we can stop other infections from happening by simply finding the girl that infects and implants gay men and women.  It's important to note that Lori calls implanting and infecting gay men, "making them part of her family."  Um, I don't want to be "part of her" anything, and that is directly why she targets us.  She doesn't want a bug chaser, she wants a bug avoider.
The urban legend that is pervasive in the gay community is that there is a group of people, including Lori, that seeks out HIV negative men so that they can make them positive.  I'd heard about that in San Diego.  The rest of that story is that she implants these innocent men with a microchip then follows them around hoping to blackmail them with their HIV, even before they know they have it.
It is most important to note that ALL PEOPLE WITH HIV CAN LIVE LONG HEALTHY LIVES IF THEY TAKE MEDICATION.  No matter who you got it from.  The thing with our victims isn't just the HIV, it's the implant.  Find the HIV infector, find the RFID implanter!  It's simple really.  Gay men don't usually get HIV from a woman, so if we can find the brother and sister that are untreated and HIV positive, we can then find who is behind electronic harassment in our area.  Lori and Brian are the brother and sister that do this.  It's that easy to explain.
It's not just about infecting gay men, it's all about controlling them when it comes to Lori's sexual sadism.  There probably isn't anything better than raping a gay man for Lori; it's total power and control.  She knows from watching all the other implanted gay men in our area that her reputation, as "Jessica", isn't good.  All the gay men that I know, can't stand her!  So the more that she hears about how these gay men feel about her, the more angry and hostile Lori becomes.  She loves to watch what people think and negatively affect the outcome, but she hates knowing that no matter what name she uses, Lori LaFond is still undesirable for men and women sexually.
We're all paying for that opinion!!!
Lastly, I want to remind Bryan Anderson about who told him I was HIV positive and when?  I know it was Lori LaFond, after all, she was involved in a "four-year relationship" at that very time.  Now let's fast forward twenty years later to that report from the crime lab.  Now that we know that it is a female's DNA and that the female is Lori, what was her intent on freezing that blood and sticking it up my rear end?  I already have HIV and "she knows it", so a second dose means what?  I believe that it means that over twenty years she's learned that a huge amount of blood overwhelms the victims and they succumb to HIV or bacterial pneumonia.  She's not smart enough to know that the freezer killed most of those diseases, so I got an antibody response, which is on those lab reports I submitted to the police after the rape.
I'm just saying that the broken skull and the second exposure to HIV after twenty years, was different than the first and the attempts to take my life even higher.
Also, Lori is notoriously cheap.  Syringes are hard to come by at that time for Lori so she wasn't going to waste one on her humiliated rape victim, so she stored and froze her blood so she could turkey baste it into my body.  First, she has to use an object like a plunger to make the victim bleed, which you can see with the bloody underwear I put on after I bled through my jeans.  Lori isn't going to give up a poke or two with a needle to draw her own blood and then stick it in the victim like she did in 1987...no, now she's found a way to store her blood and put much more in the body of the victim with a different method.  It's just the way she is.