Man, how much meth is Lori using? Last night she went through some kind of weird sex dream (Lori constantly has fantasies about gay men and sex parties with her in it; weird) and then she started talking about the people that I worked with while I was at the U.S. Justice Department. There is no doubt that Lori was stalking me down there with the names she was pulling off some kind of notebook. It's always amazing to me how someone with such a plea of innocence is so bad at understanding that she's only making herself look way more guilty.
I don't know if she's trying to kill herself with drugs or if she really believes that this junk is helping her, but one thing is for certain, the amounts she is using to stay awake all day and night are tremendous. I have never heard someone so guilty being so careless with her words. She must really feel invincible. I know that I've never met anyone with an ego as large and undeserved as Lori LaFond. She's living a charmed life with all the hate she spews forth.
As for me, I still know I can love far more than she can hate. I've already shown her a million times that I have friends that will not tolerate her hatred of the love that I have for Christopher, my friends and their families. She knew from the beginning that I would never put up with being treated like some kind of slave to her, she just thought she could stop people from knowing what she's done. I'm not the least bit impressed with her role as serial rapist and killer.
She still tries to use words like "family" and "friends" to jostle everyone's understanding of who is whom. Let's be really clear again, her blood family has nothing to do with this crime in terms of what Lori did...I bare them no ill will, but Lori still does. She throws out things like, "Kevin hates my family." That's not true. I've said it before and I'll say it forever, I don't know her blood family, at all. All I've ever said is that with her here in 29 Palms, they are in grave danger, just like my family. Lori's "family" are the five people she lives with. I've tried my very best to tell all of you that her mother and sister that live here are not criminals, they are good people that are in the position to turn Lori and Brian in for all the bad things they've done. That's it. Nobody should blame her real sister and mother...her friends spend way too much time helping Lori under duress and manipulation.
I just wanted to post today because Lori has been ranting and raving all day long about "what she deserves", I want to go on record that I want the same thing. I want Lori to get everything she deserves, no more, no less. We've treated her better than she would ever or did ever treat any of us.
