This morning and afternoon while I slept, Lori was telling me all about her secret desires and sexual freakishness. It all involves her being some kind of bisexual woman with a hot gay man. The rest of the fantasy has something to do with her boyfriend being homosexual and she not welcome when other gay men want him around but not her. This is one of her oldest fantasies where she thinks that I am some way involved in crystal meth use or anyone that would be interested in her. There is not one single chance that this would ever happen.
I am sober now for probably 11 years or so. I never ever think of drugs or crystal meth. I won't use opiates to fix my broken skull that the police thought "broke itself" though I was left with bloodied jeans and obvious MRI's. The police in our area have some vested interest in Lori LaFond continuing to terrorize the families of gay men that don't want to fuck her. I am definitely in that category. I don't think of her in any kind of sexual manner. I don't find her to be any kind of objectified sex object. In fact, I think of her as a diseases, freak, out of control, drug dealing sociopath that thinks that men are somehow interested in her. I couldn't be further from that model if you tried.
Lori needs to understand that her fantasies don't involve anything that I find interesting. Her odd sense of "beauty" being attracted to her isn't well-founded. I've never seen anyone that was attractive or otherwise sexually interested in her. She pees herself, poops herself, is loaded with STD's and her brother has to be there for all of her excremental encounters with my boyfriends and friends.
There isn't anything sexual about that is there?
In her restraining order, she tried to make another fantasy of hers come true, "He seems like he's becoming more and more obsessed with me," Lori wished. The truth is that I'd been horribly raped and beaten. The information from Jonathan Mendenhall was that Lori LaFond was responsible for that rape. If she has some kind of problem, let her take it up with a dead man. It isn't an obsession for a rape victim to find his rapist, it's an absolute right guaranteed by law. I am well within my rights to point out who I know is behind that crime and the rape of my own boyfriends. Steven and Christopher were both raped by Lori LaFond and yet, even though they said so, Bryan Anderson won't arrest his ex-girlfriend. Isn't that supposed to happen?
Lori is so obsessed with all of us, that's why she raped us. The rape is a result of HER OBSESSION with gay men that would never lay a hand on her. Jonathan said the same thing about himself. So there are four of us with the balls to tell the truth. Jeffrey's son isn't one of them and neither is Martin. Wonder why?
