I'd rather you go down in history, Lori.
It's one thing for me to spend any of my time in Lori's Private Hunting Grounds, adam4adam.com, but when you see all of the targets in one place you can almost hear Lori licking her chops waiting to pounce. I've just completed the last day of my online informant work. I can tell you that Lori is still superbitch when it comes to my personal life. There is just something about the way she thinks my sister will become her friend and ally.
I'm not the least bit interested in other guys. Right now I am not desirable in terms of life situation. I have a stalker that kills people with her diseases. Though I knew she was dangerous, I did not know that the size of her mental capacity was as small as it is. This is an unfortunate situation where you have someone that is highly volatile in a less than smart body and mind. She makes so much shit up in her head that she can't distinguish what is real and what she's dreamed up.
Several times in this project I've delved into the heart of Lori's problems by allowing myself to go on a gay man's hookup site, though I must say, it isn't any better than it was. Lori is still raging jealous and still looking to manipulate gay men into telling her way more than she needs to know. I found the people I needed to find and I'm happy to report, I've now deleted the account after taking a look at Lori's sexual perversity. You can't imagine how easy that was.
For months, maybe even years now, I've been thinking about where Lori is the most vulnerable and where she thinks she is the most strong. This is a cybercrime of espionage and lies. I was able to make contact with some of my friends from the past and assure them that I am still the same guy that loves and cares about them. There is no further need to explore where Lori is willing to go. I find it really interesting that in all the years of showing people that Lori has a really big problem with gay men, that she hasn't found a way to calm her ass down. The prospect of her being able to "cock block" with a fake profile or made up information is still going on. It's not that I care so much as I need to know that she is still leaning on the gay community like a parasite. Rest assured, she is.
I had to listen to every scream, holler, and yelp when someone would ask me any kind of question, sexual or drug-related got the biggest response from Lori. I'm not interested in putting anyone in danger. What I wanted to know is how involved Lori would try to get again. I can only imagine that she and her brother were making new profiles all day long hoping to set some kind of lure trap again. I'm simply not playing that kind of game. When I want information, I go to where Lori's sexuality takes her. Oh, of course, there's that whole lesbian side, but what I was looking for was how you compare her lesbian feelings to her need to torture gay men. Can the two be linked? Are they separate? I can tell you one really important thing, she gets really upset when I won't follow her plans. I don't hurt Christopher...she should know that by now.
There are important things and meaningless things. Lori is still looking to turn people in and she is still trying to gain momentum. I'm not buying into any of it. Nothing has changed. Lori is still trying to control everyone and everything. I'm not willing to go there any longer. It's dangerous if you are on drugs, but I could feel her hatred much better sober than ever before. She's really uptight right now. She needs some kind of violence. We should all be extra careful.
For those of you that were wondering, no I didn't talk to anyone on the phone and I didn't hook up with anyone. This was simply a fact finding mission. I know that some of you were all worried or something then I must warn you, you must not know how important this is to me. RuPaul told me to not "fuck it up", I listen. It's not as dangerous for me as it used to be. I don't take anything seriously, because the odds are that it's just Lori on the other end making problems for other people. It's kind of easy when you are looking for things the way I did. I found them...she's still out there and she's still planning on hurting more people. This has to stop.
For four days I've seen and heard Lori going crazy thinking that I've made some kind of error or that I am on the verge of relapse...not happening. I love being sober and I really love messing with her. Lori couldn't get sober if all the meth in the world disappeared, she'd still have a little something in her purse (or somewhere else).
I would like to apologize to my team and especially to Christopher, Anthony and Jonathan if they were ever thinking anything different. The fact is this, there can be no "hook ups" with Lori near by. She is way too ready to pounce upon the opportunity with that big vagina of hers. I realize this long ago and haven't even bothered with it. Unfortunately there are still people out there that need help. I'm not forgetting our lost brothers...to those that still suffer, I'm here for you. Trust me, those who needed to know found Lori LaFond's facebook page extremely informative. "I thought her name was Jessica," and "So that's what her last name is" are some of the comments I received. I need to show everyone that if Lori is going to pretend to be a nice girl now, she is still remembered as the drug dealing hag that ruined lives for the past 30 years in Palm Springs. I can't help it if Lori had a reputation with other people that makes her look like a liar...all I can do is show them who she says she is now.
What you hear from Lori is astounding when she thinks that she "knows me" so well. This is the same girl that says she hasn't known a single thing about me since high school...which is it Lori? I'm the one that didn't know her in high school or since...we've never been friends or shared mutual friends before. Now all of a sudden I'm finding out that she's made up this whole lie about me and my family that supposes that she is somehow "involved with us"; that's not true. She involved herself with us without us knowing, is true.
I can't remember the last time I heard Lori acting so upset and so overwhelmed with obsession for me and my friends. I'm not going to fuck this up Lori, you are. You are the person that will make all the mistakes necessary to put you in jail. I have very little to say about it. Far be it from me to stop a drug addict from self destruction. You can hear the pressure cooker going off in her mind, but I remain, unimpressed. This shit she tried online is a hundred years old to me...I don't care about her online games or her police false reports. Let her make every mistake she can. The digital footprints from the last four days will show that her residence is stalking me. That's just the fact.
So Lori, while you sit around acting like you Know-It-All, remember, we aren't telling you a god damn thing. Smooches cooches...
Now for those of you that were wondering, "What's Kevin's point," here's the deal. Although it appears that I was online on the verge of relapse...lol...what I wanted to know was what kind of communication was Lori having with Christopher and my friends. Part of this crime is Lori forcing people to fear for my life and the lives of their loved ones. This should serve as an example between informants as to how Lori acts when she is stalking us. Informant to informant with Lori in the middle, as usual. Did it feel as incredible as you thought it would Lori? Now you know what the whole thing was about...your meddling and obstruction. Now Christopher has heard about you stalking me and you put him in fear for my life.
Aw, that wasn't obvious? I guess I should have told you what I was doing before I did it right? Score again for the smarty pants people, we do so much better than the meth addicts again.
What I'm looking for now are any texts, emails, or conversations between Lori, Missy or any of Lori's friends and my team. They just love showing all of you that they are stalking me...you see, it's never really about what Lori thinks it is...I'm much more complicated than her usual targets.
