Lori's So-Lissa-tations and Meth: Heidi Fleiss and The Lesbian AIDS Mafia of Palm Springs, California

I think that it is extremely important for everyone to know what a fall from grace looks like.  I think it is even more important to understand that you don't have to have sex to have solicited an illegal act to be performed.  The way that Lori uses Missy as some kind of shield for protection has gotten way out of hand.  Missy does not have sex for money, but she does something else for money that is just as illegal.  Every time Lori gets into trouble she goes to her girl Missy for her "talents" but talent alone is not enough.  Squirming her way into families and destroying their relationships is not a talent, it's a detriment.  It isn't something to be proud of, it should be seen for what it is and let the courts decided if it reaches that level or not.
As drug addicts, we know how to get drugs.  We don't need to have a dime in our pockets to get them either.  I was an addict that never spent money on drugs.  I didn't have to.  I had my own and would give them out to other people, but wasting time on finding a way to get drugs, wasn't part of my problem.  The problem was that they were always present when I wanted them.  The key was to not want them any longer.  Once I broke my cycle of addiction down to the part where I identified meth as the problem of all problems, things got better.  They didn't get better because Lori got me arrested for being on drugs, she got me arrested for not being on them.  When I identified the problem there, her name was Lori LaFond.
Check for yourselves.  I don't have a single conviction for "being on drugs" or drugs at all.  What I got in trouble for was not using drugs so that Lori could get me in trouble.  For Lori, my sobriety is a problem, because it means that I don't do the things that she says I do.  I still don't.  I didn't then and I don't now.  I used drugs, but I didn't abuse them like Lori told people.  I abused myself.  The drugs didn't do it, I did.
What I did not do was call the police every time that I walked out the door like Lori did to me.  Report after report, 911 call after 911 call, calls to my sister...and on and on.  Lori would never stop trying to turn me into someone that I'm not.  I'm not some kind of person that says "I'm perfect be like me."  Lori is that person and she is far from perfect.
The life of Heidi Fleiss is still something that Lori thinks she could do better than Heidi.  Lori doesn't understand that a 52-year-old meth addict is the now Heidi Fleiss...not the then Heidi Fleiss.  The now Heidi Fleiss has nothing.  She lost everything.  She's been in jail.  She's been in rehab.  The only thing that Heidi has now is her name and her infamy.
What Heidi Fleiss was good at, isn't doing her any good now.  Why?  It's really kind of the same drug addict story we all know so well.  Once someone took a serious look at Heidi Fleiss they found out that the party had ended long before Heidi thought it would.  Her world of drugs and solicitations ended.  She could no longer be Heidi Fleiss, Hollywood Madam BECAUSE SHE WAS HEIDI FLEISS!  No changing of names was going to help her and she knew it.
I'll just bet there is a time that Heidi looks back on and thinks, "If I had only stopped right then, I could have succeeded."  She didn't know when to get out.  Hey Lori, the party ended and the time to get out has passed.  You aren't who you think you are and you are definitely not Heidi Fleiss.  You are the girl that implants and infects people, for pleasure.   You party all day and night hoping to regain some past glory that never materialized.  How could it?  You, Lori, are a complete mess.  You can't control other people like you use to and you can't control yourself enough to stop.  Drugs, drugs and more drugs, but your "girls" aren't doing very well now.
Lori LaFond doesn't change, for anyone.  The smell is still there.  The past is still lingering.  Your crimes against me and everyone else are becoming known.  The more you fight to hold on to something that you DON'T have, the more you will lose.  You're Lori LaFond, master of nothing, Queen of Emptiness.  I can't fill your void with my life any longer and I won't.  You aren't my victim Lori, you are my bully.  I stand very firm on the ground that I built up...not with you, in spite of you.  Who I am, who I become, who I am with, is still not one tiny bit of your business.
You need to stop thinking that you are some mastermind of a sophisticated organization.  You are a little girl drug addict that thinks that she has the world by the balls, but you're a lesbian that has nothing to do with balls...just a loud-mouthed drug dealer.
I hope that this is taken with the truthfulness that it was meant.  We all make mistakes, but some of us make them over and over again.  Lori is a habitual mistake maker and no matter what controversey she tries to start now, she won't be able to be a success because of me, Missy's body or David's relationship with the Katzenbergs.  Your cards have been played, you lost.  Walk away and go to jail, Lori.
I don't want you near me any longer.  You've caused far too much damage for me and my friends and now it is your turn to see how "It's just jail", it is.  Jail is for criminals Lori not who YOU DECIDE THE CRIMINALS ARE.  Now it is my turn to show you what it's like when you have nothing and nothing has you.