Surviving Lori LaFond: Man, This Sounds So Familiar...I'm Not Joking!!!

***WARNING: THIS IS VERY SPECIFIC***
For those of you that know the television docuseries, "Surviving R. Kelly", I want you to understand something.  What I am hearing on this interview with one of his victims isn't much different than what I've heard about Lori LaFond.  I'm serious!  Jonathan, Kevin, Angel, Kendrick and all kinds of gay men were treated like this when it came to Lori's threats.  "Either do what I say or I'll be forced to call the police on you," Lori demands from those of us that are implanted and enslaved.  We have nothing after she has begun her propaganda with the police.  Our reputations are shattered.  Listen to the "Bee Keeper" video or ask some of the officers that were present, I'm sure what you will find out is that Lori thinks that she is some kind of gay sex cult leader.  I still have to hear her voice telling me what to do and it sickens me.
I think Lori knew all along that I would never go along with her trying to treat me like some kind of "sex slave" who she called "The Hardest Working Man in Showbusiness".  I'm not down with anyone telling me what to do sexually or controlling me with my HIV status.  There is so much grooming that goes into the relationships that she has built over the years with the victims of this crime that most of them do "lesser favors" for her so that they don't get arrested or summoned to Her Highnesses' home.  It's gross the way she tries to pleasure herself at the introductions between my friends and herself.  I can't imagine walking into a room with her in it.  To know that Christopher, Anthony and Steven had to, makes me sick.  It's like she fantasizes about my friends so much that she thinks it's real.  I'm feeling nausea.
Was Lori's sexual control so desperate that she literally had someone go out and find these men to come over to pleasure her?   Some of my friends are priests, who in the world is going to solicit a priest for sex?  I can't imagine that this isn't what was going on in Cathedral Canyon or at the La Palme Apartments in Palm Springs.  I know what she talks like and I know the things that some of these victims have done for her.  I do know she likes to photograph rape victims knocked out and then threaten them with "child molestation" allegations because she tried that with me.  I wrote about it in my diary.
What I can't understand is how she maintains control if this is true.  I guess that is up to my team members to describe.  The stories should be very interesting and sad.  I know that there are movies with young boys in them and Anthony has seen these too.  I do know that she sends people out to destroy sexual situations between gay men too.  I know that when I've had sex even with myself, she was controlling and tried to say things to other operators that would embarrass me.  Why would I say that if it wasn't true?  I know what she was like with Christopher too.  I know what she was like with Steven Frey, we had a non-sexual relationship for a long time simply because, "Lori doesn't allow that."  Ask any victim of this crime.  They'll tell you that she doesn't allow things like sex or relationships withing the victims pool or even outside of it.  It all has to be about HER, all the time.  Personally, it creeps me out.
Sexual frustration and drug "Jonesing" are two of the "most powerful" elements to her torture.  I'm sure that people like Bryan Anderson know what this is like too.  If he doesn't, I'm sure that there are police officers that will tell you that "sex" is always the topic of conversation between them.  She sees men as toys to be played with, but the abuse doesn't stop there.  Women are also not allowed to have relationships without Lori getting involved with them.  I have one friend whose wife and he were in the same kind of boat.  Lori would listen in and try to interrupt all kinds of things or she would sit on the microphone and describe what was going on in their bedroom.  It's so much sexual denial that Lori feels powerful because of it.
Trust me, I'm telling you this to inform you.  I don't have some weird sexual hangup.  I'm mostly good with what other people do being their business, unless it comes to children and rape.  No non consensual sex should ever happen.  I think that is one of the reasons that she so brutally raped me in Steven Frey's home.  Her brother wasn't any better at talking about doing these things either.  Of course, he would tell me that he had "complete sexual control over Steven Frey."  If he wanted to punish Steven, he would go over to his home and force him to sit on the wooden end of a plunger.  This prompted me to go to Steven's house one night when I didn't hear Brian on the microphone and I saw him there, in Steven's home, while Steven was unconscious, climbing out of bed with Steven lying there.  There is even an online comment from Lori, posing as Steven Frey about this incident.
I simply was a friend going over to check to make sure he was okay.  I will tell Steven about it now, but at the time, I thought that perhaps he had a friend there.  Now, looking back, Steven didn't wake up or move when Brian LaFond jumped up out of bed presumably because his sister was on the microphone telling him I was outside.  Jonathan and Barbara knew about this event too.  Of course, Lori wanted me to look like some kind of stalker for going over there, but after the stories I heard from Brian, I had to go and make sure someone wasn't hurting Steve.  I know now that this was a precursor for my rape.  This was one of the rapists in the same home, in the same room that I was beaten nearly to death in.  It wasn't Steven that raped me, he was sent somewhere else so that the home would only have me in it.  Lori cleared out the residence so that only one of us would be there to beat and rape.  I was that person.
This is not a fantasy, look at my broken skull.  I'm not the kind of person that thinks rape is sexual or a fantasy...I can't stand it and that turns Lori on apparently.  That's what I've heard.  I can't believe that the women in the R. Kelly documentary are lying when I hear what I hear on this interview and so many others.
A predator is among us...she needs to be tested for these diseases.  Listen to what these women are saying...they know that R. Kelly gave them STD's and he's kind of proud of it.  He knows that's what he is going to do and has them write a letter to that effect even before they have sex with him.  This is what you do when you've had bad experiences in the past with women that you have done this to.  I think that a predator of this nature has a certain procedure for keeping him or herself safe.  In this case, that we are in, Lori uses HIV as a way to sexually control these men.  If you have sex with this person, I'm going to tell them that you have HIV and the police.  Like consent doesn't matter.  I think she thinks of these men and women that she's infected as her property once they are infected...her own slaves.
Fortunately science has caught up to her extortion.  She thinks she's ruined these men and women for other people saying, "Who would want you now?"
That's a slave concentration camp over there in Palm Springs and Steven even called it that himself.  He, like I am now for the last ten years, decided to be celibate rather than put himself through any more of her control.
So if Lori bears similarities to R. Kelly, would her new hit single be, "I Believe That I'm High"?  LOL