I've been getting "friend" requests from Christopher as recently as a week ago. I know that this facebook page isn't really something that he would do. I also know that Lori runs around telling everyone that "He's not Kevin's boyfriend". I don't know how he could be if he was living in New York City and living his life.
I'm happy for him. I want you all to know that. Leaving Palm Springs, California is probably the best decision that he ever made under the circumstances with a serial killer and all. One thing I want to remind everyone is that Lori has a tendency to cling to other people's relationships current and past. I'm not waiting for Christopher and he's not pining away for me. Nobody has the right to do what Lori has done to me with Steven Frey and Christopher Monti. She literally clings to these stories from my life like she is part of those friendships.
I have no ill will towards either Christopher or Steven. What I do have is a problem with Lori LaFond. Constantly ruining my sister's marriages, my relationships and everything in between. I love Christopher for who he is. He is a great guy that I have a ton of respect for.
No matter where he goes or who he loves, I will always love him for himself.
I don't know why Lori has this need to keep me involved with Christopher when her friends Jeffrey and Missy did everything they could to keep us apart. It's sinister the way some people get involved in your life then pick the parts that they want to destroy with their bad ideas and weak fathering techniques. Jeffrey all but sent Christopher away. His son knows what this is going to cost him now. His son was entrusted with this relationship and he ruined this for the both of us without so much as a second thought.
I wish nothing but happiness for both Christopher and Steven. What they endured because I am who I am is not something that I am proud of. I certainly tried harder to stop this for them than they did for me. That's just who I am. It's not any kind of indictment of these two men. They are terrific people that got caught up in a game that little nasty drug addicted girls play. These girls are trying to cover up my brother in law's murder and the reason Lori is here is to make sure that happens. Jeffrey's help in Missy and David's regard is considered a threat to me and my family.
I'm better off alone anyway. Whenever I care about anyone, Lori treats them like a punching bag for emotions. I'm not down with that any longer. I've got only so many years left to live then I rest forever. Now what I want more than anything is to move on to a new part of my life.
All I can tell you is that Jeffrey is negligent for all the crimes that Lori has committed against Christopher and Steven's family by allowing her to create all kinds of financial and personal accounts for them.
Jeffrey has this thing about controlling everyone and everything in their lives. I'm taking that back. I've got better things in my future that don't involve the Katzenberg's or the Monti's.
I think that Lori kept trying to involve me with Steven long long long after I'd moved on from that relationship. The same thing happened with Christopher. It's been ten years since I last saw him and I'm not really thinking it would work out anyway. Now that I've had so much time to think about the shit that happened, I need to learn to live with someone that cares about me. It's important to me that everyone understand that I'm still a human being no matter what Jeffrey tells you. I have feelings and emotions like everyone else. He seems to think that he has the right to toy with them. I'm not one to be toyed with.
One thing that the Katzenberg's should be aware of is that when loyalty is compromise, I'd never show them my hand again. No more loyalty to any of you. I have a job to finish. I'll take care of Lori in the court system.
I don't know why Lori has this need to keep me involved with Christopher when her friends Jeffrey and Missy did everything they could to keep us apart. It's sinister the way some people get involved in your life then pick the parts that they want to destroy with their bad ideas and weak fathering techniques. Jeffrey all but sent Christopher away. His son knows what this is going to cost him now. His son was entrusted with this relationship and he ruined this for the both of us without so much as a second thought.
I wish nothing but happiness for both Christopher and Steven. What they endured because I am who I am is not something that I am proud of. I certainly tried harder to stop this for them than they did for me. That's just who I am. It's not any kind of indictment of these two men. They are terrific people that got caught up in a game that little nasty drug addicted girls play. These girls are trying to cover up my brother in law's murder and the reason Lori is here is to make sure that happens. Jeffrey's help in Missy and David's regard is considered a threat to me and my family.
I'm better off alone anyway. Whenever I care about anyone, Lori treats them like a punching bag for emotions. I'm not down with that any longer. I've got only so many years left to live then I rest forever. Now what I want more than anything is to move on to a new part of my life.
All I can tell you is that Jeffrey is negligent for all the crimes that Lori has committed against Christopher and Steven's family by allowing her to create all kinds of financial and personal accounts for them.
Jeffrey has this thing about controlling everyone and everything in their lives. I'm taking that back. I've got better things in my future that don't involve the Katzenberg's or the Monti's.
I think that Lori kept trying to involve me with Steven long long long after I'd moved on from that relationship. The same thing happened with Christopher. It's been ten years since I last saw him and I'm not really thinking it would work out anyway. Now that I've had so much time to think about the shit that happened, I need to learn to live with someone that cares about me. It's important to me that everyone understand that I'm still a human being no matter what Jeffrey tells you. I have feelings and emotions like everyone else. He seems to think that he has the right to toy with them. I'm not one to be toyed with.
One thing that the Katzenberg's should be aware of is that when loyalty is compromise, I'd never show them my hand again. No more loyalty to any of you. I have a job to finish. I'll take care of Lori in the court system.
