I can't imagine living in the nightmare that is my life. First there was Andrew Cunanan in Miami, while I was there with my then boyfriend...we were there just before the whole Versace thing went down. Just barely missed an encounter that would have ended poorly for the two of us.
Then I find out that Lori LaFond, the other nightmare, is the person behind all of the stalking that I've been experiencing for decades, and wrote about. To go into a whole diatribe about why I have these horrific feelings when I think of her, I think I'll just say, she is the nightmare I always knew she was.
Most of you that have heard about this microwave hearing thing, know that this is possible. What you don't really grasp is another aspect of this crime I call "dream sequencing". This is when you fall asleep and someone uses microwave hearing to guide your dreams. It's a true case of Freddy Kruger coming into your dream and terrorizing you. I've seen great white sharks, falling off a mountain and all kinds of stuff that I see through my mind when someone talks to me. What I would really like to to is show all of you what that is like sometime. You sleep, but someone guides your dreams while they monitor your EEG's to make sure it is upsetting you...or causing a reaction.
Since you don't hear microwave hearing through your ears like a radio you would leave on while you slept, Lori's friends enter your mind through the audio cortex of your brain. In essence, your mind is still well at work even though you sleep. The suggestions and subliminal tones of what Lori wants to accomplish are then transferred to your mind. Literally, if Lori wanted to stick me in the boiler room with Freddy Kruger chasing me around, she could by simply talking about it. The environment and story all play out through your brain while you sleep.
It use to bother me, but what I've learned is that it is the perfect way of finding out what she and Missy are up to. Christian participates most of the time, but the words are still Lori's and the objective still Missy's. There are a lot of people that can't handle this kind of "dream sequencing" and frequently Lori gets way to fucked up to tell it the way she planned. I'm sure somewhere along the way someone stops her from saying some of the stuff that she wants, but most of the time it's Lori unplugged.
Right now, there is something going on with a plan against my sister. The six people in that house are plotting again. I am not thrilled at the prospect of someone doing something else to my sister, but I am even more disappointed in David and Missy again for going to that well once too often for my taste. I've already explained to the two of them that if I find out they contact my sister again, then the two of them won't be able to work on any aspect of this case with any of our information until discovery happens pretrial. That's not going to help either of them at that time.
Lori's recurring theme of hurting my sister is very well known by Jeffrey and his family. If this continues, I will seek other methods of stopping this entire household of misfits from living where they are. Continuing to dream sequence me when I go to bed will result in a forfeiture of the home they now reside in. I can do more than I have in the past. I think maybe losing their roof might be a bad thing for these drug dealers.
At this point, it is unclear what kind of damage that Lori and Brian's presence has brought to the high desert where we live. I know that there are many past instances of people being hurt. I know that I have a friend that lives in Yucca Valley whose husband once lived near Lori in Sunfair Heights and he is likely implanted from way back when. There are other cases of false accusations against parents that were allegedly molesting boys. This is just one of those situation where Freddy Kruger has come back to town to get rid of all the people that she harmed so long ago.
You can't imagine what it is like living my life. I think it is the reason that I've become interested in the true crime genre. The book about this crime will be complete and fine. I know that I can write the story, I'm just wondering how many others want to do this too. The more the merrier, I say.
I am concerned about the other "Elm Street Kids" also known as my friends from high school. What they don't know could kill them. I tried for many years to keep Lori away from all of them but when class reunions show up, she likes to try to set me up for an ambush. I don't attend my high school reunions simply because the first three were set up to be disastrous...besides, given a choice between seeing UB40, my favorite band and a class reunion...I'm heading to a concert. Why do you think Lori attends my class reunions? I have no idea other than to find out information about my friends so that she can terrorize them. I've heard her bring up things that I planted in her head using this system. Like having a child with a woman from Texas...that was a lie I told Lori in my head...she blabbed it to the world. Porn movies, I did, also revealed. I simply don't care. I did what I had to do to survive Lori and I am not ashamed of my body or what I've done with it. Lori is just jealous like always.
Yesterday I talked about sacrifices that I've made because of this crime and how I fight it...I've had to lose track of lots of my friends to keep them away from Lori. It's imperative that they are exposed the least after my family and team members. These people have seen Lori's hate when we were at school, they don't understand her homicidal tendencies. I should probably find the guys that she did this with in high school, maybe they grew up.
