Life Under The Bus: Lori Is Trying To Kill Someone, To Her It's As Easy As A Turn Of Phrase

It doesn't mean what you think Lori...so stop looking for this bus driver!

Oh those instant personality changes of Lori LaFond.  I think most people that truly know her have seen how quickly she can go from "rage monster" to "homicidal maniac".  Just now, I thought about how many times Lori has thrown Anthony under the proverbial bus, then she started kissing Anthony's ass, as if he doesn't know.  Jonathan is still dead under the bus, with his mother and his sister...because of Lori.  Posting Jonathan's alleged obituary and naming his mother,father and family as the people that cremated him, not only served to make Jonathan look dead or a liar, but made them culpable if he should turn up alive.  These scenarios are happening all the time with Lori.  How can she make someone else look guilty of a crime while she extorts money from them?  It's as old as the crime she committed back in high school that she should have been put away for.

As you read in the header, Lori likes to take a phrase that everyone understands as a metaphor or an idiom, like a "head on a chopping block" or "throwing someone under a bus", as a violence request that she can use.  Just tonight I have the perfect example.

I was driving in to work and when I was on my way she said, "Brian (her brother) told her that it was "Killing Time".  What she omitted was that he neither told her that nor did he mean it that way if he did.  It's her way of condoning what she wants to do to me. Kill me.  You see if she can make people believe that her brother "told her to do it", then, she can make another attempt and say..."My brother is the one that told me to kill Kevin, so I did," if she gets caught.  This is Lori's World, and she decides who lives or dies.  Remember that.

I doubt her brother told her anything like that, but she needed other operators to believe he did.  Then she thinks she has carte blanch to pull out a gun and come hunting for me.  Turning a phrase to suit her needs.

When Lori was on the microphone before her infamous restraining order, she was on here telling everyone that the police were mad at her and she was going to be fired.  That can be coined as "Lori's head was on the chopping block".  Her attorney filed a restraining order on a common business idiom.  In addition, Lori then said that I said her "mother's head was on the chopping block".  Like I was literally going to take the two of them out, with an axe and treat them like Thanksgivng turkeys.  Come on folks, Lori is the person that sets this kind of bullshit, childish, turn of phrase to mean something that it doesn't.  Saying someone's head is on the chopping block doesn't mean that someone is going to kill someone, it means that they are going to get fired.  If an attorney is too blind to understand that, then they don't need to be practicing law.  Other lawyers would eat her alive...and I don't mean with a fork and spoon or a knife.

Now she wants to use, someone saying "killing time" to mean she should consider this "Open Season For Killing Kevin".  She thinks that she can say this on this system, like a cell phone call to me, then act like she didn't either say it or mean it.  I've heard the conversation.  I know what she meant.  I'm the police informant that has told you she's a drug dealer...why not look into it and see if I'm right?  I don't work on drug cases, I work on electronic harassment cases and they involve drugs, but they also involve a whole lot more.  Drugs seem to be the most insignificant element to this crime, but they shouldn't be.  It is the drugs that make Lori act out like a crazed rapist, forgetful, violent and above the law.  Meth is like that for her.  False sense of power and control are earmarks of her personality disorder that all of her multiple personalities share.

Lori has this thing about making me mad at Jeffrey Katzenberg.  She wants his involvement to be against me.  I can tell you right now that I am not Robbin Hood trying to take from the rich and give to the poor.  I want to be the other guy.  The guy that takes back from the criminals and gives to the victims.  This is the truth.  Why shouldn't I get mad at Jeffrey Katzenberg?  There is no such thing as a "helpless billionaire", he or she, doesn't exist.  If one tells you that, then you know you are being lied to.  I have too many wealthy friends and family that taught me that lesson.  My own grandfather was a "get involved" kind of guy.  He ran for Congress. He damn near won his seat too.  I learned from honest hard working people how to live my life and it wasn't money based.

So if there is anyone out there that believes that I'm after money or fame, think again.  What I am looking for is justice for the LGBTQ  community of blacks, lesbians, gay men, and people of all color, genders and sexual preferences that were victimized by this girl.  That's who I am.  That's who the federal judges trusted that I worked for and learned from.  I'm not someone that would ever go this far without a really good reason.  I know what the punishment would be for someone that didn't know the truth and couldn't prove it with the right investigation.  I did this right.  I know I did.  I know it is brilliant and so does Lori.  She is just doing what she always does.  Looking for anyone to blame but her.

You want to know what Lori did after she pushed a kid in front of a moving car in high school?  First she ran away as fast as she could with her "friend" agonizing on the ground with a broken femur and hip.  She could have pushed him to death.  Instead she ran away and tried to blame everyone.  She tried to blame people that weren't even there.  That person was me.  When that didn't work she blamed the guy with the broken leg. Like he jumped in front of a moving vehicle.  He didn't, he was pushed by Lori.

Where do you think Lori ran to after she did this?  She ran right to a friend of mine's house and started telling people that I was driving the car that hit the kid!  This is one of my very best friends too!!!  Almost immediately her father came around and knew all about Lori LaFond, the "problem kid from the Marine Corps. Base" and he threw her out.  She then ran over to another friend's house and continued to lie about my involvement.  I was at home studying because I knew going to this party, was a set up to get the "flaming faggot" beat to death.  I wasn't having any part of it.  You see Lori wanted to gay bash long before she started to do it.  She did it verbally to me on several occasions in high school, then sent others to do it after she graduated and got HIV.  She had motive...I was a witness to the lies she told about my father when he was acquitted.

It does seem odd to be a 50 year old man that has a girl trying to kill me now to the naked observer.  I admit that.  What these people don't know is how I can prove it.  I can.  I have the disease that shows it.  I have the friends that saw it.  There are pictures from it.  There are bullets left at the crime scene.  Truthfully, I think that Police Chief Reyes needed to know the whole story about who lies to his department, but that wasn't what I was looking for.  I wanted to know one answer.  Who nearly beat me to death down the street from his headquarters?  That's the only question I needed answered.  When the answer was Lori and Brian LaFond, the police chief lied to me or should I say, he did something illegal.  He ignored a DNA result from  his own crime lab for a doctored up, one page, "get out of jail free" card, for his snitches.  Who cares if they rape gay men and give them HIV? Who cares if the gay community is decimated?  Who cares what happens to these men for the rest of their lives because of their criminal records?

I'll tell you who, I do!  I care that this system is being used by the police.  I care that it is illegal for them to participate.  I care that innocent, safe sex having men, are infected intentionally so that they will die without getting justice.  I care about the parents that don't understand how their college graduate can't get a job in a resort town.  I care about the finances of every single victim that she has put on welfare, disability and in a grave.  I care about underage boys being infected on film and Lori trying to market them on the dark web through my friend Anthony.  He told the police the truth, they walked away.  The police chief even represented Lori in court.  He said it was someone else...but it was Lori LaFond.  How do I know Chief Reyes?  I have friends inside the organization that tell me everything.

If nothing else, Police Chief Reyes needs to watch his procedural steps from now on and that too is a victory.

That a simple turn of phrase could put Lori in "killing mode" seems to be odd.  It's just as odd as when she was in Sedona, Arizona, following me on vacation with my friends, then telling everyone that I was somehow committing "workplace violence" for a career I didn't know she had by saying that "I'd heard she was a lesbian now" and that I was trying to eliminate her as a suspect in my informant case.  Instead of seeing the pictures of her in Sedona at that time and knowing that my friends were summoned to meet her there "or else", she focused on the word "lesbian".  Why?  Is her fear of homosexuals so great that she would lie?  LOLOLOLOLOL!!! Of course it is.  She's done this before.  She does it all the time with her own brother.

As if someone questioning where she lived was a crime or saying that I'd heard she was a lesbian was one.  Gay people live with gay people.  That's what we do.  Look at Lori right now, she's living with two lesbians, two gay men and one "questionable" third man.  Was saying that "I'd HEARD she was a lesbian now," wrong?  It's a fact.  I did.  Not just from her on the microphone, but from Jonathan Mendenhall and others.  It's not "workplace violence" for Lori to fear being "outed".   She told her lawyer, that represented the City of La Quinta and her, that it was dangerous at work for her to be though of as lesbian.  That's fucking offensive!!!  That's the City of La Quinta's unsafe workplace that's the problem if that was the case.

That's what you would think if Lori did work there.  I challenge Lori to come up with the names of the people she worked with.  Who was her boss?  Show me any person there that knew the person that filed that application.  What happened was simple.  She lied.  She lies all the time.  Show me pictures of her at events involving these co-workers.  Don't just listen to a person on the phone...show me hard evidence that this is who she is.  See how much activity Lori LaFond has on her Social Security Number and how much they paid her under that number.  You can't phone in everything Chief Reyes, I think his gutless call to me that dropped my case shows you just how fake he is.  A real man would have talked to me in person, not some pussy assed phone call that gets him off the hook.  This is the same man that told me, in front of Anthony, that I was "right on the money" and "we're gonna get these guys" on the same day that he showed me the original DNA report from the Riverside Crime Lab.  If there was no result on that report that was seven or eight pages long, two sided (16 pages), then what did he mean when he said that to Anthony and me?

You see what he did was the same thing I complain about Jeffrey Katzenberg for.  He took too long to do his job and Lori red herring-ed the rest.  She came up with a solution that made me look like a liar, as a victim of a brutal attack, then made herself look like some kind of victim of mine.  That's what I call totally fucked up!  It shouldn't happen with the number of people that know the truth either.  Nevertheless, the DNA report was solid.  I know it.  The Chief of Police knows it.  Anthony witnessed the statements...and I still got fucked.

Let me ask all of you something very important.  How would you feel if a person beat you nearly to death in a friend's home, put AIDS virus and other diseases up your butt during the attack, then managed to keep you from getting medical attention, got a copy of that report, then manufactured a new report that looks like a child did it, only to have her file a restraining order against you at a job she doesn't have right after she stalked me to Arizona for a week?   Would you be mad?  Would you be pissed?  Sure you would, but if I make too many waves, I'll get arrested for being mean to my rapist?  HUH?  Is there such a thing?  There's still a warrant for it...but it comes with many trappings for the Commissioner, district attorney and their secretaries.  They lose their jobs for what happened.  Lori can't risk that to her precious system of rape and imprison.  I don't play by those rules.  You shouldn't either.

I pay taxes for better representation than this.  I vote for better results than this.  I volunteered to do informant work for free for this.  I quit my career working for the U.S. Department of Justice for this so don't tell me that I don't know what doing this would cost people, I already paid.  It has cost the LGBTQ community lives.  When that happens a cop's career is less important to me than ever.  Someone needs to protect the people in our community and I'm that guy.  Whether Lori LaFond likes it or not.

I'd rather die trying than cower in fear like the police.  I agree that breaking the law at your job means that your family would suffer...that's why you don't do it.  That's why the City of Palm Springs has each cop sign an agreement not to use wireless communication devices at work.  That rule came into being during this crime.  Who's to say that it wasn't meant to keep the police from doing this and they broke that agreement?  They are above the law when they enforce it because they don't enforce it against themselves.  This is a recipe for disaster.  It could be the black community.  It could be the Jewish community.  In our case, our person of extreme interest, hates gay men and the women that help them.  That's why.  

What has come from this is a much higher understanding of what it is like to advocate for a minority.  I would and could never say that I understand fully what the plight of the black community is, but I can tell you that I want to know now more than ever.  Same thing goes for women that were raped.  It makes me want to do something extraordinary.  I think I'm doing just that.  I can do more.

I've said that I'm different than a lot of people that this happened to and I should be.  I've lived with the carnage of Lori's hatred for decades.  I've lived with the same disease too.  I've lived with it, but Lori hasn't.  That makes her very angry.  It makes me wonder just how far she'll go to stop me too.  I've already seen the tears and dried the eyes of too many family members.  I've already experienced the ridicule of speculation.  I've chosen a path of complete honesty in the face of many who would say otherwise.  It's who I am.  Who are you?

I just heard Eminem's song where he uses the lyric, "I call this Walk on Water-gate" and truthfully, that's what this has become.  It's like Walk on Eggshell-gate in Palm Springs for too many gay men and their families.  "How dare you talk about my family," Lori screams?  This is the same family that she used to kill my family member.  This is the same family that she likely implanted and or infected as well.  This is the same family that worked at the City of La Quinta that she used to pretend it was her.  This is the same family that our community loves and supports here in 29 Palms, California.  The same one that lost their patriarch last year and mourned.  I'm not claiming that anyone in her family other than she and Brian are involved in this crime actively.  Her family may be victims of it too.  One of Lori's steadfast rules is that to be her friend you have to be able to fuck over your own family.  That's what she says and look who she lives with.  Each one of them will tell you that Lori has fucked over their family and there is nothing they can do about it.

There are many layers to this crime.  It starts with personal and grows to world wide concerns...I chose to deal with this problem locally because of the victim pool and the disease she gave us that links to her.  I grew up here.  I know the victims.  I know the criminals.  I know what the risks are.  None of that is as important as it is against the law and I'm a law abiding citizen.  It's terror and I'm reporting it.  I'm talking for my friends that died because of it.  This system is a Juggernaut of a crime wave and it only invites chaos.  Never has this system been used to help anyone until now.  If you can't beat the system, use it to your greatest advantage to do good.

I can beat it.

The circumstances that followed my rape were intolerable.  The entire episode was meant to destroy a life, but more importantly, it was a "too well oiled machine" to not have been done to others.  That really concerns me.  A system that uses hospitals, police officers, cities, the judicial system and prosecutors in this manner is corrupt.  It's wrong not to say so too.  Lives are being tossed on to a bonfire that keeps other people warm at night.  I'm not a log.  I have a voice and talent.  I won't provide warmth and comfort for people that use me to heat their homes and pay their bills.  I'm not entertainment, I'm a person.  I'm not a sad reality show like "The Truman Show", I'm a police informant.  How I chose to do this job was innovative because of necessity.  It breaks from the norm.  This is a normal crime, with abnormal behaving law enforcement and hospital care.  A city that can't protect the people that work there from discrimination should have been much more of a concern to a lawyer that represents the city.   The city should be ashamed of what they did.  It cost lives.  People that I could have helped died because of what Commissioner Best did for Lori LaFond.  They handcuffed and gagged me and I work for the People of the State of California.  Simple phone calls could have saved lives instead of costing them.  The public's safety is not best served by ignoring this crime.

I interviewed with police officers in my home with my parents present.  I have nothing to hide.  I didn't lie to them and I would never lie to the police.  Never.  I have integrity and respect for the law and it's officers which, by the way, does not mean just POLICE officers.  The law is defense/prosecuting attorneys, judges, staff, police officers, probation officers, pretrial officers and so many others.  I respect the law, I don't bend it.  I don't want anyone to think that I would ever disrespect my friends in law enforcement.  I have too many friends in the FBI, U.S. Marshals Office, SDPD and other places to do that.  I know good law enforcement when I see it.  I lived it for many years.  I was law enforcement's contact in the court system, they called me.  The buck stopped there until it went before my judge.

For that I got a bullet through the window of my driver's side car door one night.  It was a bullet fired by jealousy.  It was the same bullet that killed my brother in law.  I've seen it inside my car door when the police in San Diego found it.  Others have too.  Barbara has seen the same bullet.  How many others have?  Did the kid in Covington Flats meet that bullet?  I don't know, maybe someone should ask Lori LaFond, she was with that dead man just before he was found near Joshua Tree National Park.  If this is close enough to be in the park, this crime is federal.  U.S. Marshals should be looking into Lori LaFond for this crime already.  I was shot at as a federal court clerk, another federal crime.  My co-workers were stalked and contacted by Lori as recent as last year, another federal crime.

The situation with Lori is one of drug abuse, mental health, physical health and a life of crime.  It has nothing to do with her gender or sexuality.  It has to do with rape, violence, intentional infection and all the trappings of this system that she used.  It isn't any different if she used a cell phone to do it either.  The technology is exactly the same.  I have a mini cell phone in my head at my temple near my audio cortex.  It is placed there and not somewhere else to read EEGs and listen in on conversations.  It's not unlike planting a bug in someone's home without a warrant. Simply because you can't see under my skin, doesn't mean it isn't there.  The cops already know it is.  You aren't suppose to see a bug, that's why they work.  The fact that this technology has been used to provide protection for celebrities is a fact.  The problem comes when Lori or the police use this information to arrest people.  How can they be sure that Lori is ever telling the truth.  I can introduce them to so many people that would tell them otherwise, including her own family.

You see she isn't protecting her family, she's keeping them from finding out what they already know.  Lori is a drug addicted mentally unstable thief and a liar.  They know it.  We all know it.  Am I the only reasonable person that thinks like a citizen any more?  I've got the broken skull and genotyped HIV to prove it too.

With Lori, you have to keep your eyes on her the whole time.  She likes to phone it in.  She likes to email it in.  She likes to text message it in.  How can you be sure it's her or not someone else?  You have to see her in person and confront her with all the fake id's and ask, "What do you need all of these for?"  What were you doing with them?  It's already a crime to have them with her picture on them...why isn't that important enough to have her brought in for questioning and go from there?  It is anywhere else in the world, just not Palm Springs, California.

I have one id.  I have one name.  I can account for every single dime I've ever earned and I can account for everyone I've worked with and who their families are.  You see I can do this because I'm the real deal on paper, in person and in life.  If you check me, you'll find out, I don't lie.  I had a high government clearance.  High enough to be trusted with the safety of many federal judges in and out of the courtroom.  When I couldn't provide that protection because I was being stalked, I resigned for their safety.  I'm that guy.  That annoyingly sick guy that is honest, hard working, truthful and 100% American.  That's me.  You?  I don't ask for unthinkable favors from the police chief.  I don't want them.  I want the law to do what it does for everyone else everywhere else but in Palm Springs.

I have a good mind to contact the Riverside Lab and tell them that the Chief of Police in Palm Springs has a lab report in my case that he says has no DNA on it.  How do they feel about the money he wasted and the time it took to put the real one together.  Also, they are obligated to know what he said and why it is a lie.  The original still exists.  The fake one only exists in the Police Chief's hands.  I want to see where I went from being "right on the money" to " there's nothing we can do for you".  Where did that happen?  I never deviated from the account.   If my skull was crushed inside of Steven Frey's home, why isn't he or someone else being looked for?  They questioned Steven, never charged, rightfully so too.  That doesn't mean the crime evaporates, it means the person is still out there.

How can we live with a police chief that does that?  I couldn't so I left.  I will say that he told me that I could say whatever I wanted about his department and that was completely unsolicited.  He said that right after he said there was "nothing his department could do for me" that was followed by the "say anything you want about us" statement.  I said nothing.  I didn't even put up a fight.  He knew that there was  rape and that he was letting the rapist go and he knew I would be furious.  I didn't give him what he wanted.  I wasn't going to be THAT guy either.  In a case of police corruption, it is better to record that conversation for later use.  We have it Chief along with the visit to the Palm Springs Police Department with Anthony, who also is implanted and also can prove he heard him say it.

Situation normal, all fucked up at the PSPD.  This is the reason they went through so many police chiefs until they found one that would let Lori do what she wanted.  That's why he's still there.  That's why the other implanted cops are still there too. It's also the reason why others are not there any longer too.  This project came in the absolute nick of time.  The crimes Lori would have been allowed to commit would have been atrocious.  The problem is that there are too many people in that apartment complex that knew what kind of person she was.  You give a monster food to grown and they grow...into a bigger monster.

When Chief Reyes showed up to court for her, Lori was talking to me the whole time.  "This should be funny," she said.  Then he admonished me on the court record, something that, as a court clerk, I am diligent about correcting and Lori squealed with excitement saying, "Thank you Sgt Rey-ass!"  All I could do was look at him and tell him I wasn't going to stop.  Too many little boys were being infected and filmed by the "red leotard water park pedophile"...again, I'm not the guy to turn away. Who are you?

You see I did what the PSPD refused to do.  I investigated.  It's not really hard when the criminal never stops following you around, contacts your sister, has her friends steal your money and most of all when she never stops talking about it.  Chief Reyes, if you were under some kind of impression that you were working with or contacted by an "outstanding person" you are the joke.  There isn't anyone from her REAL past that would do anything but shake their heads and agree with me.  Lori LaFond is a joke of a human being, but what does that make the people that believed her unquestionably?  You can't believe anything she says.  You can't honestly think that this person has a personality that is similar to anyone you've ever heard of.  She's unique in the world of criminals, but not as unique as she thinks.

Search it.  See if you can find a person that has done what Lori has done.  You won't be able to.  She's rare. She should be studied.  I believe that her family has known about her mental illness for years and years too.  I talked to a professional about and she flat out told me, "There is absolutely no way that Lori's family doesn't know what she is really like.  It's impossible for her personality type not to brag about her crimes, she just does it like she's snooping into people's lives...they know she's like this."

I'm most concerned for police officer's spouses' and children too.  Come on.  This is a fetish for her.  Police humiliation is a thing for her.  The wives, husbands and especially the children of these cops are in serious danger...the information their law enforcement officer is handing to her is unmeasurable.  It's fodder for blackmail.  Look I don't care if a cop is having an affair, she does.  It serves a purpose.  She'll call a cop's wife and tell her just to stir up shit.  She's like that.  Ask my father.  He didn't even do anything and she made up a salacious sexual encounter between him and two students.  Years apart too.  Do you honestly think she would avoid using a REAL AFFAIR to secure favors?  Come on!

It's a culture of fear that lives in the hearts and minds of the people that were implanted in Palm Springs, California because this is a crime that happens in your sleep, without one shred of memory for most victims.  Then there is the police follow up that amounts to a hill of beans in terms of investigation.

The police detective in my case TOLD ME, that if there wasn't DNA on my clothing other than mine he would never let me talk to a district attorney.  When the test came back and THERE WAS DNA, the police came up with another excuse not to talk to a district attorney.  It should have happened the second they got that report, why didn't it?  Instead they gave Lori more time to send more cops to my parent's home to try to rattle me, but I made my mom and dad stay.  I have nothing to hide from them.  Lori just wanted to see what would happen?  Like always.  What needs to happen is the operators of this system "need to see what happens" to a monster like her when she does this to people.  They need to see the carnage.  They need to see the numbers...and then I want them to tell me that I didn't do what I was suppose to for them.  I did that too.  I gave them all an opportunity to help this investigation...some did, some didn't.

I think that the most ironic thing about this entire situation with that misdemeanor warrant I got that CAME DIRECTLY FROM LORL LAFOND'S RESTRAINING ORDER (THE ILLEGALLY ISSUED ONE) is that the entire application is full of information about what Lori did to the Commissioner.  If he had taken two seconds to read what it was about, he might have learned that doing this "favor for a friend" was exactly what I was exposing.  His special treatment of "special forces unit" defendants.  The "Steven Frey thing".  The "wake up and smell the coffee" thing.  It was all in there or on the website.  He simply complied again with the steps that Lori's taken in the past to destroy the human rights of these gay men.

So this is what life is like living under the bus that Lori pushes you before.   She has used this scheme so many times with so many incompetent people in Palm Springs that simply earn a paycheck and don't give a fuck about justice.  As one person said, if you're under the bus at least you have a roof over your head...that's better than many of my friends that aren't alive anymore because of her.  I wonder what Lori's father would say?  I'll bet he's not very proud of her.