I know that this is a bit disturbing for some of you, but it is something that needs to be addressed. If you are like I am, you have to listen to 24/7 talk about Lori's sexual fantasies. They aren't very pleasant. In fact Lori talks about some of the most disgusting things that I've ever seen or heard of. Coming from the woman that everyone is figuring out, it becomes her all day obsession. Let's start at the beginning.
Lori has a lurid fascination with gay porn, but not just any gay porn, rape porn. I am not really a fan of this genre and I've never equated violence or S&M with sex. Maybe I'm a bit too "vanilla" for Lori, but that's a compliment. I'm pretty outspoken about how I feel about this kind of sex...so much so that a friend once purchased a book for me, "S&M 101" as a joke. Seriously, that's the name of the book. I'm sure Lori stole that many years ago. But tonight I want to take a look at the more serious issue facing Lori and that haunts all of her victims.
Above you see a box cover featuring a friend of mine from San Diego, Rod Barry. He's in this movie as a model and actor, but the movie is not real in terms of rape. It's not like someone broke into his home and started shooting video of the rape. This is a fantasy that was played out with lights and cameras and a director and so forth. Whether you are into it or not, I want you to understand one thing, there is a HUGE difference between fantasy and reality, but not for Lori.
I once heard an interview with Ted Bundy, uncensored, and he said something very profound in that interview. When he was asked what the biggest contributing factor was for his sadistic serial killer personality, he was very clear. Pornography was his number one answer. It wasn't just porn, but violent porn, nevertheless he thought that it pushed a button that he couldn't turn off. The fear in the eyes of the victims is something he alluded to. That moment of fear. It's controlling and powerful beyond anything else. That's what Ted Bundy had to say.
Forward to now. I've heard of some women that are "turned on" by gay porn, but Lori is turned on by one kind in general. The box cover above shows you the production company that makes "Breaking and Entering" a series of movies where an actor pretends to break into a home and sodomizes the person inside. Now, you and I both know that it is not possible for this to be real because in a rape scenario there aren't lights and a camera and someone filming as someone breaks into a home. It's a set up. It's not real. Lori isn't so sure.
After decades of knocking gay men out and implanting them, I think Lori's obsession with "Breaking and Entering" became a reality for her and her brother. From what I've gathered, the information suggests that it is the little sister that fantasizes about raping a gay man, while her brother watches. Lori is much more brutal than these movies depict. Though I've never seen a whole movie, I know that the actors aren't beating each other over the head with bottles and intentionally infecting the rape victim. Lori's obsession with gay porn has led her to photograph the rapes that she is involved in and videotape some of them too. What I was told was that she wanted to black market produce them on the dark web as "REAL RAPES" of gay men. The problem and difference between Rod Barry's movie above and Lori's is that in Rod's movie, he's consented and is acting. He could stop the action whenever he wanted to. Lori's movies are more like Andrew Stuart Luster's movies that depict a man knocking a woman out and raping her. Those movies were real. There was no consent and that's what makes Lori excited. There isn't any intentional infections in Andrew's movies, but Loris are filled with violence and attempted murder, allegedly.
I can tell you with confidence that these pictures were from my rape. You'll note that my eyes, though open, look drugged and half awake. This is because the drug used to knock me out has the effect of leaving a victim paralyzed during the rape, but not completely unconscious. My ears still worked fine and my brain worked fine. I wear a wire that allows my team to monitor my thinking and they can hear what Lori has to scream at me during this gay bashing. From what I hear, it's quite horrendous. My point is that the whole rape is recorded by my team members.
You can see in the picture above that one of my eyes is actually closed because I am unconscious, but the rapist opened my eye so I could see her.
This second picture was printed and distributed. That is distribution of a sex crime. It was sent as a post card a few months after my rape to the home where I was living. There are two points that I would like to make here. The first is that you can see from my face that I am not happy, probably because Lori has beaten me over the head so severely that this happened.
This MRI shows severe trauma to my skull and brain. I've had people ask me if the guy in the MRI was still alive because of these injuries. So what I want you to notice is the look on my face in the two pictures above and then look at the MRI and you tell me, is this a fantasy or a gay bashing? I can tell you that in Rod Barry's movie, his skull was not smashed to pieces and nobody put blood in his rectum. The line for Lori is much different than that of a porn actor, what she films is the rape and control of a gay man. If there is any doubt about it, you won't believe your ears when you hear what she screams at me. She literally yelled so loud into my ear that I couldn't hear out of it for months and months.
If there is any doubt about who is in the MRI, I have the entire screen with my name and date on it.
So my first point is that even though I am knocked out and paralyzed, Lori and Brian know that the victim can hear and think like a normal conversation. What is next is even more frightening than the skull being smashed. I must have been awake and alert enough to know that she was putting her tainted blood in my ass. I couldn't do anything to stop her. Now I want you all to know something else. This is the same rape that the PSPD refused to do anything for me and said that there was "no rape investigation" and that I had "mental issues". Um, I don't know about any of you, but this isn't the skull of a "mental issues" person, it's the skull of a rape and attack victim.
The photographs, I assure you, I did not pose for. I would never have posed for something that makes me look so helpless. I would also like to call to everyone's attention that Lori, to lots of people, has told them to "hit him in the face." Long before this rape she would tell people to do this. She told Christopher to do it. She's told Jonathan and Anthony to do it. What you are seeing is her fantasy of violence and control played out in a "porn movie" setting like "Breaking and Entering". There is no way that a police department, that was given this bottom picture, can tell me that I'm not the person in that picture and that the results from that night was my smashed skull, broken tooth and other injuries. There was so much frozen blood in my butt that it literally looked coagulated and brown when it came out. Lori saves this blood in her refrigerator for these types of situations.
The distribution of the picture from that rape is to everyone that is on this system as an operator who knew what she did. She was so proud of her brother and herself that she wanted to advertise it. It's a threat and it is definitely me. It was photographed, it was morphed, it was sent to a printer who made the postcards and then it was sent via the U.S. Postal service. That is horribly illegal, but the Police Chief said there was nothing he could do for me? Now you know what it is like in Palm Spring, California if you are a gay man that is implanted. The police won't help you...even if you were beaten nearly to death.
Also, and Bryan Anderson can check with Detective Browning and others, Lori told everyone that this whole thing was an incident of "rough sex" between me and two other men. That's the most bullshit thing I've ever heard. I hate "rough sex" and didn't have sex at all that night...I was beaten and raped. Do you think someone with skull injuries like mine is feeling sexual? No. This was an attempt to kill me in someone else's home and to make him look like he had something to do with it. That's not what happened.
What happened was that Lori and Brian made up a story to get one of us out of the home so that they could do just what they did and to steal drugs. It was completely premeditated and it was completely photographed. What I want people to be angry with is that the Chief of Police was given this postcard and the blood work from my doctor that showed that it was at this time that I was testing positive for TB antibodies and Hep C anti-bodies and I got syphilis from this too. I take tremendously careful time to get my blood work done. For years you don't see me with an STD until directly after the rape, but here's the important part. Since Lori refrigerates her blood for these infections, the HIV she has died, the Hep C died and the TB died...this means that I was infected with the dead virus or bacteria from all three which is exactly what I tested positive for. I didn't get the new strain of HIV because the fridge killed it. Same thing with the Hep C and TB. Apparently it doesn't kill syphilis.
I gave the police these test results and a year's worth of blood work before the rape. You can see that I'm diligent about getting this kind of testing done...but the first and only time I got an STD was directly after the rape and I don't use needles.
The distribution of that postcard using the U.S. Mail is about as blatant as I've ever seen a rapist get and the PSPD still wouldn't help? Come on!!!! This was such a horrible thing to have happened on top of the next thing that happened which was the at home interview I gave to Officer Kelly Fieux who literally paraphrased my rape report as, "So what you are saying is that they fucked your ass with a Coke bottle?"
He would then arrest me the very next night on a call from Lori that was made from her home miles away. There was no way she could have seen anything that happened before the arrest because it was all behind a fence in the same yard that I lived in. I was then transported to the jail in a towel and nothing else...maybe a bowtie that I was told to wear.
This was a situation that I was thoroughly humiliated by but the worst part by far was seeing the initial DNA report and then having the Chief of Police tell me that I was right on the money after I read it only to have him call me a year or so later denying any DNA at all. Nobody knew how damaged my head was and still is.
At that gay bashing, Lori took off the gold band bracelet my mom and dad gave me. There are only two of them in this world. My dad has one and I had the other. She also took off my gold rope necklace. What was done to me was horrific and I doubt that her attorney, M. Katherine Jensen, ever knew who she was representing at the time was such a brutal monster.
So Chief Reyes, who broke my skull? Who infected me with multiple STD's? Who stole my jewelry? Who fucked with the hospital? Why did Kelly Fieux act the way he did? All of that is recorded too. What I want to know is how is the gay community suppose to think the PSPD cares about any of us when this rape took place a block or two from where your office is? No district attorney was contacted because if one was at the time of the first DNA report, there would have been a huge investigation. All this shit just goes to show you what we are dealing with in Palm Springs.
Her favorite thing, indeed.
He would then arrest me the very next night on a call from Lori that was made from her home miles away. There was no way she could have seen anything that happened before the arrest because it was all behind a fence in the same yard that I lived in. I was then transported to the jail in a towel and nothing else...maybe a bowtie that I was told to wear.
This was a situation that I was thoroughly humiliated by but the worst part by far was seeing the initial DNA report and then having the Chief of Police tell me that I was right on the money after I read it only to have him call me a year or so later denying any DNA at all. Nobody knew how damaged my head was and still is.
At that gay bashing, Lori took off the gold band bracelet my mom and dad gave me. There are only two of them in this world. My dad has one and I had the other. She also took off my gold rope necklace. What was done to me was horrific and I doubt that her attorney, M. Katherine Jensen, ever knew who she was representing at the time was such a brutal monster.
So Chief Reyes, who broke my skull? Who infected me with multiple STD's? Who stole my jewelry? Who fucked with the hospital? Why did Kelly Fieux act the way he did? All of that is recorded too. What I want to know is how is the gay community suppose to think the PSPD cares about any of us when this rape took place a block or two from where your office is? No district attorney was contacted because if one was at the time of the first DNA report, there would have been a huge investigation. All this shit just goes to show you what we are dealing with in Palm Springs.
Her favorite thing, indeed.
