If you don't know by now, I will tell you again. Last night Lori "directed another dream" of mine using this system and what she said made me sick to my stomach.
Not only did she start off by talking about how three gay men were living together in an apartment, but she went into this whole story about how everyone living around them was stalking them. She told me that everyone had put up pink colors all over their cars, homes, apartments and residences to show these three men how much they hated them. By the end of the dream one of the men was shot and killed. She went on to talk about how this was about hating "gay men only", not lesbians. She literally went on and on for hours while I slept. If there are any police officers out there that she has done this to, then you know what it is like. The dream was a dream about hate and how much she hates me and my friends, to the point that she wants to kill us.
Christopher is no longer an issue for this investigation. I won't allow him to participate in anything that I do ever again. His lack of respect for me as a human being is over. I won't ever let him, his mother or his family into my life. They are content to sit back and allow the same girl that put him in jail to harass and hurt me as much as she feels like it. I've been doing this for a very long time and one thing I do know is that I can do much better than a lazy good for nothing piece of shit like Christopher. I don't love him and I never will again. It was wrong of me to feel like that in the first place. I know better than to love someone that hits people in the face. That's not love it's violence and he deserves to be prosecuted for it. I look forward to doing just that.
I will have Christopher Monti prosecuted for the assault he committed against me in Cathedral City. This is the same assault that Jeffrey Katzenberg allowed with his "friend" Missy Pissy when the pair were sent to my home to steal the keys to my apartment. This is over. I am no longer going to protect anyone that goes around slugging people for Lori LaFond. He is too dangerous to be around if you are a victim of this crime. I've seen it more than once now after Christopher met with Lori and Brian in a home near Jonathan Mendenhall. Christopher was allowed to live in an apartment that I paid for until he started doing everything he could to help Lori. He even wrote a list of things to steal from that apartment. Now he needs to pay for the violence he caused. Violent behavior from Christopher is not acceptable.
This is just another person in the area that Jeffrey has hired to try to hurt me or my family. Look at his track record...all he has ever done is deny my relationship with him and hurt my family. He's a liar and a thief. There were items in that apartment that were stolen...and I intend to make sure he's responsible for his actions.
There is no doubt that Lori told Christopher to physically assault me...she did it because I am gay. In California, that is a hate crime and I intend to see it charged that way. For all of the things that he promised, he's done nothing. I want him charged and I will see that it is done. We're finished.
He's been in hiding for about ten years and is definitely on my shit list forever. Once Christopher decided to work for the man that tried to hurt Anthony, Jonathan and myself, he picked the absolute wrong side. I will never forgive him for that. I also will never forgive Jeffrey's wife for meddling with something that she had no god damn business being involved with. She can't catch her son's own rapist because she is too busy playing mother to Christopher Monti.
Jonathan, I do not want Christopher helping us. I do not trust him. I do not love him. I do not believe in him. I think he is out for himself, as usual. I think that allowing him into this investigation is a huge mistake. I think his unwillingness to do anything productive is looming larger than anything else. He isn't necessary. What he is, is a criminal that helps Lori whenever it benefits him. I've grown tired of all this holding himself out there like he "cares about me". He doesn't give a shit about me or my family, just himself. I don't want him involved any longer. What he has involved himself with is the complete destruction of my own mother. The decline is sad and it is everything that I think about now. What I can do to him is what he's done to us.
His own family should have to see what their son, brother, grandson has said and done to my own mother. Even my own rehab counselor was used to help break my mother's heart. I will never forgive him for his trespasses. This isn't a man, he's a child. I should never have put the kind of work I did on this project for him. He wasn't worth it at all. I made a stupid promise to his mother that has stabbed me in the back ever since. I've received letter that I would characterize as hateful from her and her daughter. All I tried to do was explain why Christopher was getting in trouble, I didn't realize he was going around hurting people for Lori and Jeffrey. Now I am done.
11 years is far too long to believe that someone is going to be there for you and they aren't. You, Christopher are a piece of garbage and I won't ever speak to you or your family again unless it is through a lawyer. Christopher's mother can find someone else to help her son out now...I'm done. Next time raise a child that isn't so selfish, Marie, this one is a brat.
