I think that you learn thing about people in some of the harshest ways possible sometimes and when you do, you get the most significant lessons about the kinds of people there are out there.
In this case of electronic harassment, as many of you know, I was being stalked while working for the U.S. Department of Justice then shot at. The Clerk of Court that I worked for was "in on it" as he told me, "I have people watching you everywhere" and there are notes about the people behind the shooting talking to him about what my private conversations with my psychologist and I were talking about in my private sessions with him. Those conversations between my doctor and myself were told to my boss...things that only he and I were in the room for but that Lori listened in to and told my boss. I told the court anyway, but Lori told him too.
In my apartment I began noticing that someone was drugging my drinks and I would pass out almost burning down my apartment and drawn pictures of machine guns and bullets coming through my windows at my eyeballs were found under my pillow from out of nowhere would just show up...I was scared to death.
I was told by my own boss that he had people following me. I had been writing about this phenomenon for years and when he told me about it, I knew it was about him. It scared me beyond belief and I told my attorneys about it. They knew it was true. They wrote about it and commented on it. When you are then shot at and are told that the people following you are reporting to your boss, you get very frightened. Then I found out that someone was breaking in to my apartment while I was at work.
After I resigned my position for safety reasons, I was resolved to find out who was behind all of this stalking. What I found out was that Lori was causing car accidents and calling this clerk of court and telling him and apparently my attorney about it. A hit and run DUI where I was hit from behind by a car and was arrested for having poppers in the back seat of my car. Not illegal by the way, but I was arrested anyway and was charged. This information was given to the Clerk of Court while I was still in negotiations to get my job back. He was literally talking to the girl that conspired to have me shot at.
A second DUI came when she put something in a drink left in my car and I fell asleep and passed out while driving my vehicle...I passed out.
Again, Laurie called the Clerk and told him I was in rehab.
Both DUI's I had nothing to do with but I lost my car just the same...
5 years no vehicle but I still had to run to San Diego every other month for hearings that the Clerk would continue for no reason at all...I would ride down there for another continuance...for nothing.
I was eventually offered another job back, but under some severe conditions like drug testing at the clerks insistence at will. I knew that someone was able to break into my apartment and drug me when the clerk's people were following me so this was simply his way to follow the law to have me fired...it was ridiculous to take the job and dangerous too. I simply resigned for the safety of my fellow employees.
What I would later find out was that Lori's brother had taken pictures inside of my apartments. Not just the one downtown, but Cindy Sasse's old apartment I'd moved into before that. There he was, sitting in the apartments that I was living in when I wasn't there. He stole my yearbooks. At one point he even convinced my landlord, Yvonne Wylie to have me leave my home for four consecutive weekends so that she could show it for an open house while I still lived there paying rent. Brian would come over and rob me while I was still living there.
Mailings found in Lori's home in Palm Springs were actual mailings to me at that address in San Diego, taken from my mailbox. My high school reunion picture was stolen in San Diego and taken to her in Palm Springs just months before my shooting.
When I contacted John Morrill, the other day to talk to him, it was to help him avoid the problems that the last Clerk of Court had with Lori. Now he has already believed her bullshit. She will now try to have one of these people that works this system hired at that court and they will do her bidding for her. John will never know that this person even does this. She will call and ask for favors and John won't even know it. This is a court that is already way behind and court orders could go missing and this kind of person can cause all kinds of office problems...especially for John.
What I was trying to do for him was teach him about what his predecessor did wrong and to teach him about what this was like. Offering to help him out with his current situation was my way of telling the Dept. of Justice that I still cared about that court. There is no problem with my loyalty or security in that position simply because I don't do anything that Lori asks. The very last think that court needs is anyone inside like she has at the Larson Justice Center. The drug cases that this court hears are way too sensitive for Lori to know about on any level.
What Lori has done in Palm Springs is a travesty. Getting her foot in the door in San Diego, a city riddled with electronic harassment stalkers, is exactly what that court does not need. There is already evidence that she has had defendants that have been inside of that court that I, myself have arraigned then seen in Palm Springs, and that she wanted in that court house desperately. There may even be connections to the pipe bombing of the front door of the E.J. Schwartz Building after I left.
John is blissfully unaware of the danger that lurks...he's just not that kind of person. I am more worldly and more educated about this crime.
He's not thinking about domestic terrorism...he's thinking about Clerk's Office rhetoric. I've been part of a much bigger world than he's aware of going on around him and it is not pretty. It's an ugly dangerous world he is living in down there and all I wanted to do was let the U.S. Attorney and the San Diego District Attorney in on it without all the conspiracy theory and with cases that they can actually look in to with real evidence and a real victim with real suspects. I know how this crime works...but nobody wants to hear about it. Even John.
Sorry I cared.
