Th Reason: Just When I Get Tired Of This Whole Thing I'm Reminded Of How Many People She Touched

It's just all those things that come out of her mouth that you just hear and wonder, how can she say that and not get her face slapped in?  I mean, she has people sitting right next to her and it comes out of her mouth and even if you are someone that tolerates her, how can you resist not just wanting to slap the crap out of her?  Laurie just has this way of saying things that nobody should ever say to someone else that makes my skin crawl and my ears hurt and when I hear her say it I just always hope that there isn't a kid around listening to her.  She's been like this her whole life and it's never been any different.  Now she says this trash in front of people on my party line (for those of you that listen in) and it's like, how in the world do you put up with her?  She's not suppose to talk on this, but she's constantly interrupting people to comment with some of the worst opinions that nobody ever asks for.  Think what you want for now, but when my team shows you how remote neural monitoring is accomplished you will see that it is nothing more than a cell phone number that can be used like a party line with multiple listeners...and it is recorded.   Laurie's comments will make your skin crawl too.  She's such an evil little girl.

I've realized today that there is a very important reason why I have a big adventure ahead of me.  I need to make some very important people in my life aware of some very important things.  I know that it will make some sense to them and I know that it will help them to understand some very important things.  What I am realizing is that what has happened to me isn't just about me.  The Laurie-effect has had a tremendous outcome on many lives around me and I had no idea the impact it has had on some of my closest friends and some of my dearest colleagues.  I had no idea the events that took place could have such an impact, but they did.  I don't know how much of an impact that they had, but I know that some of what happened gave Laurie the confidence to do more than what she should have and it has created a situation that has put my friends in a bind that I know I can explain.  Some of my friends were put out of work.  Lost jobs.  Lost their careers.  Some of them lost as much as I did.  I don't know how much of that came from the confidence that Laurie gained from what she did to me?

I do know that there is proof that Laurie did have impact on what occurred with me for a long time with my situation and it would seem that she is trying again to regain that with someone there again.  I want to ensure that doesn't happen.

In fact, what I find out more and more often is that Laurie and her brother have had more impact on other people's lives than I had ever imagined.  Of course there was the HIV infection thing.  I've had friends from San Diego that vacationed in Palm Springs that ended up getting arrested or being infected by Laurie while they were on vacation.  I've had friends in Palm Springs that were implanted after they met me.  I've had college friends that were phoned for years after meeting me or contacted online.  I've had neighbors and girlfriends contacted for decades about me.  I don't really know how deep the damage is.  To be honest with you this whole thing is a lifetime of stalking and lies.  I'm not sure how many lives have been ruined or interrupted by this girl, but I am sure that there are a lot of falsehoods that she has spread and none of them are good.

My main concern now is how do I communicate to all of these people that this girl is the one who ordered the shooting of me in San Diego while I was working at the Clerk's Office?  They need to know that she was involved in my brother in law's death too.  She was his drug dealer and caused the death by lighting the fuse that eventually caused the confrontation that ended his life...allegedly.  There are text messages to that effect.  About a year an a half after that...I was her next target.  Think of all the contacts that she's made over the years trying to make that happen.  Hundreds of them. Neighbors moving right across the street from my boyfriend and myself to keep an eye on me.   These people I knew in college in Riverside and all of a sudden they moved across the street from me in San Diego when I moved in with my boyfriend.  Laurie loved causing these kinds of conflicts in my life, but they were never really that severe.  People knew I was gay and I didn't really care.  I was friendly with these people anyway, so I didn't care.  When these coincidences would happen, I would simply brush them aside.  Now I know why they would happen.

Now I have the daunting task of trying to save one friend in a high ranking position while Laurie tries to befriend him, like she did the last Clerk of Court, and let him know what she did to me while I was still employed there but it seems like she's already been in contact with him, so I have to play it cool.  If I act too friendly she'll try to seem like she's some kind of FBI agent and I'm under investigation, a total lie, and if I tell him what the truth is, I may be breaking my confidentiality agreement, but I don't care...I want my friend to know what kind of trouble she caused him and the court.  He needs to know something.  She will lie to him. He's too good of a person to fall for this.  

Now what is going on here is very important for everyone to understand so I'm going to lay this out for all of you.

Laurie has a way of thinking that most of you may not understand so here is my way of explaining it to you folks in San Diego and Palm Springs.  I am a member of two communities that I am very loyal to.

First I will always be loyal to the people of the U.S. Department of Justice and, in particular the Southern District of California, San Diego...that's U.S. Attorney's Office, Clerk's Office, Marshal's Office, Federal Defender's Office, Pretrial Office and Probation Office...and all of the offices that work there.  They are tremendous people that do a tremendous job. When I worked there I was the happiest I have ever been.  I learned more, had the best experience and knew the best people I'd ever worked with.  This crime of electronic harassment and cause stalking entered that place because San Diego is a hot bed for this crime.  It is rampant there.  Unbeknown to me, I had been a victim since I was 19 years old.  It was impossible to know.  When I was stalked and this crime became personal to me, I wrote diaries about it for years prior to my shooting.  After I was shot, the perpetrators of that crime contacted Sam Hamrick, the Clerk of Court, and committed a crime with him, allegedly.  This is the subject that I would like to speak to the U.S.Attorney about.  I would like the current Clerk of Court to know about it.  It compromised the safety of many of the people that no longer work there and may have played a part in their early retirement from the court...that is unfair and I want the judiciary to know about it.  My shooting was the result of a crime.  Sam admitted to me that, "He had people watching me everywhere..." and I told my attorney about it long before I resigned my position.  There is evidence that these people stalked and followed other employees of the court, some of which are still employed there.

After resigning my position, for the safety of the rest of the employees of the court, knowing that I was still being followed by these people that Sam had "watching me", I vowed to find out who they were and moved to Palm Springs.  There I became an informant for the police and spent many years researching this crime.  What I found out through insiders with this crime was astounding.  It was someone that I knew from high school that was behind this crime.  I was drugged and beated/raped and the police covered up the crime.  At one point I called members of the U.S. Attorneys Office in San Diego and told them that there was "something very wrong" going on out in the desert at the PSPD and that I was an informant (there is a formal agreement).

My concern now is this.  Now that Sam has left the federal court in San Diego, he has become the Clerk of Court for Riverside County and lives in Palm Springs.  We already have a huge problem in the other community that I am loyal to.  The LGBTQ community is the other community that I serve.  Because of this crime, the gay community for thirty years has been at the losing end of the electronic harassment war in our area.  With almost 650 gay men and women illegally implanted (we have a log of victims names in the criminal's own handwriting) they are arrested more often and entrapped more often than any other minority over the last three decades.  They are also intentionally infected with the HIV virus by one woman who has been genotyped in a case study of victims and is known to have a brother doing this crime with her.  A sister and brother team that implants and infects gay victims of this crime.  Additionally, officers from this department are also implanted with these devices and are using this equipment on the job.  They are communicating with the criminals as a go between the victims and the police.

It is simply a case where we can no longer, as a community survive.  The courts are sentencing these victims to illegal sentences.  They are receiving unfair treatment by the court.  The bias towards these gay men is that they are guilty at their arraignments.  There are two Commissioners that flag these electronic harassment cases as "special" and the victims are almost always given unequal treatment.

There is proof that the criminals are contacting the courts and asking for harsher punishment for these men and they are receiving it.

Now that Sam Hamrick is the Riverside County Clerk of Court and living in Palm Springs, has shown himself to be a "friend of Laurie's" in the past, we stand no chance of this situation getting better for us, only worse.  We have to have this situation noticed and changed or our community will die.

So in Palm Springs we have a Police Chief that covers up rapes, a district attorney that thinks she's talking to cops on the phone and will prepare warrants, a Commissioner's secretary that does favors for Laurie over the phone and two Commissioner's that do favors for some kind of "special forces" team they think comes from the PSPD's under cover meth squad...and now, Sam Hamrick, Clerk of Riverside County Courts...um, this isn't good everyone.  Laurie has stacked the deck here before against the gays, now isn't the time to hold back the evidence that Jonathan and Barbara have about what Laurie and Brian did in San Diego...it's time to show.