It is very unfortunate to have to tell everyone this but it has become apparent that the plan to fight this war against the criminals involved in electronic harassment and cause stalking suffered a serious blow when Jeffrey Katzenberg and his three or four goons involved with Lori and Brian decided to stall long enough to contact as many people as they could in the San Diego area to stop us from getting through to the people that we needed to. Jonathan and Anthony blew it by not doing what they needed to do and so did Barbara. They played around too much instead of getting to where they needed to be and partied too much. Rather than seeking out the people that I told them to get to, they sat around and did nothing. Now the pieces that would have been easy to talk to won't give any of them the time of day because Jeffrey has poisoned the well. He's dead set against helping any of the victims of this crime in favor of his money.
Unfortunately, this group from Palm Springs has completely turned their backs on the victims that live in Palm Springs still. They simply don't care any longer. They've moved on. They think that life has gotten so much better for them hiding out that what happens to us now is something that we have to deal with. It's like Christopher Monti says, "Fuck you, we're fine..."
Life with Lori and Brian is, as usual, dodging bullets and trying to survive. San Diego would have been the ideal place to go after the people that stalked federal employees and bombed the front of the federal building, but Jonathan's mother decided not to show that evidence to the U.S. Attorney, in favor of her son playing dead. It was simply easier to ignore the rest of us and hide him than it was to help any of the rest of us. Nobody is ever going to be better off with him hiding like an ostrich in the ground. He's living with an obituary in Michigan and Arizona that says he died on Christmas Day 2010 at his sister's home with his parents around him...but he's living in San Diego with a criminal warrant and a civil judgment from Palm Springs? How does that happen?
It must be nice to be rich? Is it Anthony?
Christopher's family is supposedly living out here somewhere too. That was always Christopher's dream. Now that it has apparently come true, it's no wonder he's disappeared and doesn't give a fuck about anyone but himself. It doesn't matter that everyone was worried that he went to jail for nothing or that someone was having him put in homes by the police against his will, just so long as he's okay now. He's a real gentleman. A priest...that doesn't give a shit about the people he preaches to. Like the kids Anthony once saw infected on kiddie porn videos that he's forgotten about now that he lives in a nice place provided to him by someone else. I use to provide him a place to stay too...guess that doesn't matter now either.
I guess what I'm saying is that friendships and alliances are only as good as the Clerk of Court that you work for...once they achieve a certain level of success, you aren't their friend any longer. You're just another piece of garbage that someone shot at because someone had you followed.
San Diego isn't the place to fight this war, it's the place you go to hide out and live with these criminals so that they can keep this crime alive. I wouldn't want anyone to think that this is the place where you could find justice. I use to believe that there was honesty in the U.S. Justice Department and the U.S. Attorneys Office...there isn't. I stayed loyal to them the entire time that I worked on this investigation...you know what I got out of it? Not one fucking thing. I got kicked in the teeth. This is what I got for 14 years of investigating who was stalking my friends...here is what they told me thanks to Jeffrey Katzenberg:
That's the thanks I got for getting my skull bashed into a million tiny pieces. For having all of my money stolen. For resigning my job to find out who was stalking my friends, including the guy that wrote this email. For having everything I owned stolen from me. For being followed to Arizona and almost killed. For being arrested seven times without one single conviction. All the time and energy I put in to putting together a case for the federal government to prosecute two major domestic terrorists...this was what I got for it...a humongous "fuck you". I just wanted all of you to know how much I appreciate your efforts. Especially yours Benjamin. You really are the worst friend I've ever had.
