...um I forgot something important.
You don't care about me. I do. Geez, what was I thinking. Rule number one. You can hit this blog a thousand times a million but the first rule of Lisa is, nobody gives a shit about you. Only you give a shit about yourself. If you want somebody to care about you, care about yourself. Love yourself, Hate Lisa. Now I remember. It's not about loving Christopher, it's about loving Kevin.
When life becomes complicated there is really only one person that you can ever count on and that's yourself. You have you. Everyone else has someone but when you are down and out, lets face it, most of us don't have that person to rely on, they disappear when you are electronically harassed. There was one point when I gave a priest a chance to show that faith worked, how silly of me. How many priests do you know would give up a chance to show that faith actually works? Just this one. That's not the priest I need. I need a priest that actually realizes that faith, even artificial, works. I do realize that actual faith is different, but when you are dealing with a situation that needs verification like this one does, artificial faith combined with synthetic will do just fine. What some people don't understand or have a complete lack of understanding about is the nature of what we are as human beings. A need to complete the spiritual cycle...to connect what is real with what is unreal...this is as close as you could get without breaching the two. It is as Godly as God will let us get or it wouldn't be.
If God had intended us not to let us have something that arises from our bodies from the unknown that can be quantified and transmitted from our inner self through space to another person and read by another person we wouldn't know it. It's time for that to happen. It's what aliens do...it's time. It's telepathy...but it's human and it is real. It is the basis of thought. It's Godly and it needs to be understood for it's good and bad, just like everything else. It came from a spiritualist to a priest...someone that understands the realm to someone that understands the Word. Christopher doesn't know what he's doing half the time. He's just not open to some things...but he does understand God. The applications of the wider things sometimes escape him but the Word doesn't. Love and peace and the Word are his realm. That's the Word. The frame work is there for him to interpret, but sometimes he's bogged down with the laws of this and that. God doesn't really obey laws...those are a bit too man for him. Laws of religion restrict humanity but there are basics for life and love and growth.
I am responsible for me so go and live your lives again. What Jeffrey and Marilyn do to control my family is what they will deal with. Forget about me. Move on.
It's time for other things to become important. Jeffrey is basking in the attention that he gets from being an asshole. He likes playing the villain as most of you know. For some reason there is a need for this from him. The disturbing part of this for me is the AIDS aspect. I didn't think a man of his caliber would actually use germ warfare and HIV as a weapon. That's a particularly sinister twist used by Marilyn and Jeffrey. I've been pretty strong in my advocacy for people to get tested and how to fight this crime and for the two of them to want, so badly, for my health to become a question, is frankly, diabolical. I really want people to understand something. You don't fuck with something that fragile as a joke. EVER! I've been fighting to stay alive for thirty years...thirty years. Would you do this to a cancer survivor? This is AIDS...this isn't something that you do...Jeffrey has taken the crime and made a joke of it.
Um.
Is this thing on.
AIDS and intentional infections of it
Are
not
a
joke!!!!
PERIOD!!!!
GOOD FRIEND OF ELTON JOHN'S FOUNDATION!!!!!!!!
What the fuck are you doing? How in the fuck is Elton suppose to be inviting you to his foundation party when you two are the ones that are keeping one of the biggest advocates of stopping intentional infections from catching the west coast's biggest criminals????? Hello Rocket Man...come in Rocket Man!!! Your friend is failing!!!!
It's been a long long time...I think it's gonna be a long long time before I get to take any more HIV meds E. J. thanks to Marilyn's husband and his girlfriend. Help.
I need every lesbian in the country to know who Missy is and what she's been up to. We need a complete Missy boycott. No Missy Pissy anywhere in the LGBTQ community. A complete Missy OUT! I want every Liptstick, Bulldyke, Barbie, baby dyke, mommy and in between lesbian to know one thing...MISSY PISSY is not welcome in the LGBTQ community anywhere!!! Wherever there's a dumb blonde asking the question, "Am I really like that" I want there to be someone going, "bitch please we all know you Missy Pissy, step back before you get slapped silly"?
