Conditioning: The Desensitization of Terrorism With My Friends

He must have lived with Jeffrey and Missy for a few years before the confrontation.

It's called desensitization and it doesn't take 9 years to convert people from those whom can not accept mental torture to those whom will tolerate it.  All it takes is a pretty face, money and promises and even the most staunch believer in human rights and non-experimentation will accept more than they ever did before, especially with me.  Since I get assaulted verbally, emotionally and physically every single day, it has become "acceptable" for police, my friends, my boyfriend and other observers to "overlook" what the problem with this is.  I didn't volunteer to be tortured with this system.  That's what came with the desensitization.  What will these people put up with next?

This is not acceptable.  It is torture to allow this to happen in a vacuum.  Now one of the girls has decided to let Laurie live out one of her fantasies.  The big fantasy.  Getting to know one of her real family members is the story.  Whether this is just another one of Laurie's fantasies playing out or the reality, neither is sufficient to establish protection for her or my family.  This is feeding into Laurie's belief system that Laurie can convince others that she isn't some kind of psycho bitch from hell.  Personally, I don't really care about Laurie's fantasies, except the ones that end with someone dead.  This is a recurrent theme of Laurie's life...killing the objects of her desires while befriending other family members.  I've seen this with Steven and Sheree Frey, Christian and Tracy Johnson and others...this is the first time that one sibling has actually agreed to sacrifice her own family member for Laurie's fantasy.  I don't know if it is true.  Laurie likes to "test theory" these things all the time.  I wouldn't suggest giving a sociopath more of her fantasy than she's already had.

This situation is so dangerous now that sleeping isn't really an option...thanks to the desensitization of my friends and boyfriend this exists without any kind of stumbling blocks in place.  It is as dangerous as it can be made for me and my family.