Just in case it isn't clear, I'm not really all that happy with hypocrisy when it comes to the case of the electronic harassment victims of Palm Springs, California. I watched, of all things, a Youtube interview with Neil Giraldo, Pat Benatar's husband, yesterday and he talked about a quote that said, "...it's amazing how many things you can accomplish when you don't worry about who gets the credit." I think I like that quote more today than ever before. I agree with Neil, to a point. There are a lot of friends that have suffered for this investigation and have sacrificed so much for so long.
I am so proud of their efforts and I think, in some ways, I take this so much more personally for them than I do for myself because I write about it publically. I have to speak for the voiceless. When I talk about what they won't, it's like saying what they want but can't for whatever reason. Some of these parents are furious with Jeffrey and Missy Katzenberg...(Missy isn't a Katzenberg, but she thinks she is.) There are so many gay male victims of this crime that were "girl powered" to death, literally, that I need people to listen to what is their voiceless cry for help. You see, they suffocated under what they could not stop because of two men that couldn't stop the insufferable need of some man hating women that believe in their souls that men are weak and controllable. This is the heart of this crime. There is more that goes into it, but it does linger at the heart of this crime.
When I encountered this aspect, it seemed very foreign to me. I consider myself rather evolved when it comes to women's issues. I've studied. I've worked for. I've learned from the best that women have to offer. I actually seek them out for understanding, so when I encounter "man haters", I usually cock my head like a puppy that doesn't understand. It's foreign. I see them as equal. I see no difference, mostly I see them as a yang to most men's yin. A necessary part of the circle. Equally different and the same. Picking me out to be the "ultimate" man to hate, is a huge mistake. I'm not that man. I'm the other one.
I'm offended by Jeffrey on every level. I find him to be contrary to my belief system. I find him to be cowardly. I find him to be far less than supportive. I find him to take far more than he gives. What I've read and watched doesn't match up with what he actually does in person when it matters. I saw far more than I experienced. The show was more impressive than the live version. I'm much more creative. He's much more representative. I'm poor. He's rich. I'm sensitive. He's not. I'm not a father. He is. I'm fatherly. He's not. I'm a mentor. He needs one. What I lack in show business experience he lacks in personal relationship follow through. What he has in family values, I have in family follow through values. I actually practice what I preach, he just preaches. He teaches lessons, I use the lessons to teach. I lived in the streets, he threw up on them.
There is much to be learned about what I've experienced in this situation, but today, I've had far more than I needed. He's left the building after 9 years of torturing me and my friends...he ruined our investigation and, as I told you all he would, he scooted out of town like a bully after school. Oh, he left his girlfriend here with Laurie to continue to ridicule us...but took his wife to make it look legit. You see when you are a coward, you do things in the background to make shit look bad to someone good, then you scoot off to act like you were never there. A coward says they will help then ruins everything...a hero stays after the coward leaves and says, I'll still help you. I'm still here Jeffrey and you...you still are a coward.
