If you like today's postings about the similarities and differences between the Blue Widow from Palm Springs, California and Maxim Tesak (The Hatchet) Martsinkevich from Russia, then you have my research to thank for it. I've had to do much of the learning that I've given to all of you, on my own. It really started with Dr. John Hall's book and a lot of honesty. I knew I was dealing with something that wasn't mental...it was a physical communication that I needed to understand. You need to understand that although I was implanted and infected at 19 years old, followed by gang stalkers until I was about 39 years old, I didn't hear "the voices" in my head until about 2006 or so...pinpointing when this could have happened to me wasn't going to be easy.
I would learn about microwave hearing, gang stalking and electronic harassment over time. It started by learning about biology meeting technology and biometrics. Then I looked into "hearing voices" and read Dr. Hall's book. After that I spent time studying at the library at U.C. Riverside where this technology has some roots with Dr. Ross Adey and Dr. Lin...I began to understand hearing at the Ultra Low Frequency placed inside of a microwave signal. With receivers inside of the head of a person, they could hear beyond the way I understood hearing to be. Without vibrations through the air, this kind of hearing begins in the audio cortex where sound waves eventually get to after being processed through the outer and inner ear and translated by the body and brain into the signals that microwaves to for us. In essence I was hearing without vibrations or air, just like the astronauts do in outer space or that jet pilots do when they fly faster than the speed of sound. Non traditional hearing that they don't teach you about in school.
Once I learned what it was, I was convinced that if I talked about what was going on with me enough, then I would be able to help other people that I knew were going through the same thing. Lots of people in Palm Springs. The gang stalking stopped...but the conversations between my thoughts and the criminals began.
What I am trying to get at is that to understand what I do about this crime, I need to immerse myself into the minds of the kinds of people that commit this crime. I've been a courtroom clerk for the U.S. Government, a legal document expert before that and I'm a certified paralegal, so procedural doctrine I am as expert as a person can be. Where I needed to study was criminology and serials...that's what I am continuing to do now which is why most of you have just learned about Maxim Tesak Martsinkevich. I've been studying serials and other aspect of this crime that are not very savory to me, but need to be understood so that I can help all of you. This can be seriously dangerous if I don't make this declaration now.
Because this crime allows Laurie to know what I am studying, it is important to remind any and everyone that I am a police informant, a victim, a witness and a boyfriend of a victim so my computer is full of searches about pedophiles, serial killers, drugs that paralyze leaving a victim memory-less, male rape, all kinds of psychoses....and stuff that, if I didn't tell you about here, might look suspicious to the lay person. It's what I have to do to keep myself safe. Understanding your situation necessitates understanding the circumstances that influence it. I just want that to be clear because Laurie has a tendency to say she has a friend that knows me and tells her things or that Laurie was sitting behind me and read it over my shoulder....all of that is bullshit. Laurie knows what she knows simply because she stalks me. I know what I know about her because of who I am...the victim, the informant, the witness and so forth. I don't ever want to have to explain that I use the computer to help me understand, not to learn how to hurt someone...just to keep all of you safe.
You get this way that I feel after a few days of researching serial rapists or killers. It's foreign to me to try to understand them although I've been reading true crime for years. What made them tick before never mattered before...I just read what they did and tried to solve the crime like everyone else. Now my life depends on knowing what is within Laurie and Brian's realm of possibilities. I just want you all to understand before Laurie says something like "he looks up pedophiles online"...actually I need to know how they operate and what they do for this kind of investigation. If I see any kind of child porn online, I flag it and let them know. I'm simply looking for information that tells me how the Blue Widow succeeded in this crime to keep it from happening in the future.
If you know Laurie like I do, she'll try to keep me from researching her criminal activity by saying that her sister peeked into my window and saw what I was researching then write, on her behalf, an affidavit that says she saw what I was researching, then her sister called my best friend to verify that I was the person she saw....bullshit, bullshit, bullshit...Laurie knows what she knows about my phone calls, messages, research and movement because she uses electronic surveillance and remote neural monitoring without my permission. I'm not going to stop doing my job of protecting my friends and informing their parents simply because she's got some kind of "control everything" psychoses.
If you know Laurie like I do, she'll try to keep me from researching her criminal activity by saying that her sister peeked into my window and saw what I was researching then write, on her behalf, an affidavit that says she saw what I was researching, then her sister called my best friend to verify that I was the person she saw....bullshit, bullshit, bullshit...Laurie knows what she knows about my phone calls, messages, research and movement because she uses electronic surveillance and remote neural monitoring without my permission. I'm not going to stop doing my job of protecting my friends and informing their parents simply because she's got some kind of "control everything" psychoses.
