Imagine the look on Laurie's face when the two rookies assigned to Warm Sands actually did wear ballet slippers and a tutu to work that first day with Rae Fernandez!!!
"This will surely make us look gay Rae," said Nick Andre to Officer Fernandez.
"It will Nick and don't call me Shirley, that's your partner's undercover name" chortled Rae Fernandez as Laurie told her to check their packages.
To be fair folks, Officer Nick Andre is NOT and I repeat this for Laurie, NOT GAY.
"The Queer of Living Dangerously" refers to Nick's rookie year when he use to sit outside of gay men's homes waiting for them to emerge so he could arrest them for something he had no evidence of and no probable cause. Nick, the "voices in your head" are not substantial for "probable cause" and, for the record, are on more meth than you ever busted a single gay man with ever. That you moved up the chain of command at the PSPD when you totally did not contact my police contact when I asked you to...upsets me greatly. You really fucked up my under cover operation. Rookie mistake? Almost cost me my life.
Tonight is dedicated to the rookie class that somehow defied your own superiors and managed to terrorize the gay community for Laurie for the past twenty years approximately. Utilizing a system of wireless communications that is clearly defined as not legal by the City of Palm Springs own rules, these devices aren't allowed. You must have seen and signed one to work for the police. The reason that these are not allowed is two fold. One, they are a distraction and cops need to be on their toes at all times for their own safety and the safety of the public. The second reason is for what this crime is all about. The use of such devices can allow a private citizen access to police officers beyond the color of the law.
The public is compromised by allowing police officers' private thoughts and communications with informants and other law enforcement agencies. This confidentiality is paramount in the efforts to stop crime and keep the public safe. In my case and Christopher's, we were already compromised when we went in to the police department to sign up for this case. I knew that when Steven Frey told me he'd heard I was a police informant at my initial contact that Laurie had told him. This would have given both Laurie and Steven a motive for rape. The thing is, I know Steven, I know he isn't capable of rape, but I also know that when he was selling drugs to Laurie, she would DO ANYTHING TO GET THEM. My involvement with the police would hinder that from continuing...hence, the rape happened soon thereafter.
What ensued after the rape was nothing short of impossible. I got arrested so many times without convictions by cops that seemed a bit off. I got harassed everywhere I went. I couldn't sit outside my own home without having police officers search my bag. I couldn't walk down the street without having a police motorcycle cop stop and search me. I couldn't go to the police to file a report for my cat being stolen without being arrested. I was never convicted, but I was arrested constantly for about six months while the police did nothing on my rape case...virtually nothing. It was like the cops were trying to arrest me in the interim time between reporting the rape and sending my bloody clothing off for testing. They, "held off" investigating a sexual assault. They didn't investigate a home of a drug dealer that had been convicted of sending me a death threat where my rape took place. (No offense Steven but this shows that they were "protecting you" for Laurie) For the record, I told Steven I was reporting this rape at his home, it would not have surprised him if the police did show up to investigate. He and I both know he isn't capable of hurting me.
By the way, we know Steven didn't commit the crime because one member of my team had Steven's permission to monitor him and we have the transcript. Steven can thank Jonathan Mendenhall for that. This will be very very helpful to you in the future. It shows you had nothing to do with my assault.
The case of my sexual assault was handled by people that listened and were compliant with Laurie. It got assigned to them, they did what she told them to do and when the time came she did the rest at the hospital, allegedly. This is something that I believe she's done before. It could have cost me my life when you see the MRI's. My head is so severely beaten and broken, most people can't believe it healed with just aspirin and ice bags. No medication. No hospitalization. Every other week being thrown in a jail cell or questioned, my head healed while Laurie looked for people to "hit me in the face" just like the "Perspectives" post card showed them. I guess some of her friends are so stupid they need a picture of what she wants done. How many of you out there think that that postcard, turned into the detective in my sexual assault case, blew it when he did nothing with the card. No research as to the photographer. No contact with the gallery. Nothing...? Kinda suspicious when you find out that I said it was my face being punched out.
What it appeared like to me, and still does, was that certain officers assigned to my rape case were "holding off" doing what they should have done, while other officers were being told to arrest me. Whom was telling whom that. The only person that I know in the middle of myself and the police is Laurie. Why would Laurie, a self proclaimed, "police officer" on this system, be telling the police not to investigate the rape and to arrest me? I think we all know the answer to that one.
I think that my biggest problem with all of this is the compliance that so many of these officers show to a woman that has nothing to do with law enforcement and has such a horrid record of hate versus gay men and involvement with other drug dealers. She hates gay men and knows all the drug dealers in the gay community? Does that ring any bells for any police officers out there? The police do know of one female that they can never find but has been reported endless times by gay men for various crimes from Cat City to Palm Springs, her name is Jessica. Laurie knows all the drug dealers that Jessica hangs our with and has turned them all in to the police, but Jessica seems to escape every darn time. Maybe Laurie is pretending to be Jessica? Does that sound reasonable to all of you officers that know she changes her name more often than her tampons? Why not ask one of these drug dealers, with a picture of Laurie, if this is Jessica? Steven Frey would know and so would Mikey. Jonathan Mendenhall knew. Martin knew. They bought and delivered drugs for her. There would be no need for Steven to lie or Mikey once they knew that Laurie/Jessica had already been identified by others would there? You see the problem that the police have with identifying Jessica was them. They couldn't see what was talking to them right in their own heads...the problem. That is, of course, if Laurie is pretending to be someone named Jessica.
I think what we have in this situation is a tremendous problem with communication between training officers and rookie cops. Laurie's advice IS NOT PART OF TRAINING. Laurie can NOT GO OVER THEIR HEADS AND TALK TO THEIR SUPERIOR OFFICERS. Laurie has not one big of law enforcement training. Laurie has no degree. Laurie has her own interests that she is protecting and the reason she forces these rookie cops to listen to her is that they are inexperienced and compliant. The training cop can not be an officer that is implanted with a chip. If the training cop is implanted with a chip he or she needs to make certain that the rookie does not get one and that if he does have one that he not listen to a thing she says. I've had a gun put one inch from my face walking home by a cop that was listening to Laurie. There was absolutely no reason for any kind of weapon to be drawn. It wasn't particularly late at night. I wasn't under the influence. I was simply walking and was compliant with officers...they pulled out a gun.
Laurie's system of "information output/input" is based on an officer simply "thinking about her" or "thinking her name". Officers need to understand one major thing here. How could you ever be off this system if whenever you "think of Laurie" she magically appears? This means that these officers are constantly having their lives monitored, at home, in bed, with their kids, with their wives...during their indiscretions...and this provides Laurie with information that can be used to "blackmail" officers into doing what she wants. She tried this one with Sgt. Anderson just yesterday and I didn't like it. This is the very reason why these devices are illegal by the wireless communications policy. They aren't safe. What one officer would never do, another officer might given the severity of his or her indiscretion that ONLY LAURIE KNOWS ABOUT. An affair? Homosexuality? HIV infection? Hates his partner? Hates his boss? These are all thoughts or actions or feeling that are none of her business and have no place in being brought to light by a third party. Laurie has a way of suggesting that "she might have to mention this indiscretion to his or her superior officer if Officer Rookie isn't willing to do her a favor..." This is extremely illegal. This is also how I believe my rape case went without investigation. I don't know what Laurie has hanging over Lt. Reyes, Det. Browning, Rae Fernandez, Officers Villegas and Dougherty or anyone involved in my rape investigation but someone decided it was more important than the crime committed against me. They chose themselves, their department or their career over the safety of the public, in particular, the gay male rape victim from the LGBT community. I think that is abhorrent.
I pay my taxes. I worked diligently for the Department of Justice until this crime became more important than that job that paid a Hell of a lot more than this one does. I volunteer. I vote and I deserve to know why someone else's problem became more important than me getting beaten nearly to death in a home less than a quarter mile from police headquarters. I was brushed off. I was dismissed. I was slandered. I was humiliated on the news and on the internet and so was my boyfriend. Two men that never had a criminal record prior to Palm Springs, that volunteered to help this department stop a terrorist. There should be better protection and better explanations for people like us not jail cells. The intimidation tactics used by some of these officers were brutal. They were illegal. They were not at all what they would have shown a woman in the same position. It wasn't all of the officers at first and then it was. The poisoning of my reputation for the sacrifice that I made with my career to help stop this crime was only worth it for one reason, because it was the right thing to do. That's called integrity and I know it may not pay the mortgage but it sure does earn you a place in Heaven.
There needs to be some kind of compensation made for the rookies that knew nothing about this crime, but they also need to be held accountable. People are human and make mistakes, but nobody is holding Laurie and Brian responsible the way they deserve to be.
Laurie would say, (excuse me for being crude) "Integrity never fucked me in the asshole" to wit I reply, and it never will.
What it appeared like to me, and still does, was that certain officers assigned to my rape case were "holding off" doing what they should have done, while other officers were being told to arrest me. Whom was telling whom that. The only person that I know in the middle of myself and the police is Laurie. Why would Laurie, a self proclaimed, "police officer" on this system, be telling the police not to investigate the rape and to arrest me? I think we all know the answer to that one.
I think that my biggest problem with all of this is the compliance that so many of these officers show to a woman that has nothing to do with law enforcement and has such a horrid record of hate versus gay men and involvement with other drug dealers. She hates gay men and knows all the drug dealers in the gay community? Does that ring any bells for any police officers out there? The police do know of one female that they can never find but has been reported endless times by gay men for various crimes from Cat City to Palm Springs, her name is Jessica. Laurie knows all the drug dealers that Jessica hangs our with and has turned them all in to the police, but Jessica seems to escape every darn time. Maybe Laurie is pretending to be Jessica? Does that sound reasonable to all of you officers that know she changes her name more often than her tampons? Why not ask one of these drug dealers, with a picture of Laurie, if this is Jessica? Steven Frey would know and so would Mikey. Jonathan Mendenhall knew. Martin knew. They bought and delivered drugs for her. There would be no need for Steven to lie or Mikey once they knew that Laurie/Jessica had already been identified by others would there? You see the problem that the police have with identifying Jessica was them. They couldn't see what was talking to them right in their own heads...the problem. That is, of course, if Laurie is pretending to be someone named Jessica.
I think what we have in this situation is a tremendous problem with communication between training officers and rookie cops. Laurie's advice IS NOT PART OF TRAINING. Laurie can NOT GO OVER THEIR HEADS AND TALK TO THEIR SUPERIOR OFFICERS. Laurie has not one big of law enforcement training. Laurie has no degree. Laurie has her own interests that she is protecting and the reason she forces these rookie cops to listen to her is that they are inexperienced and compliant. The training cop can not be an officer that is implanted with a chip. If the training cop is implanted with a chip he or she needs to make certain that the rookie does not get one and that if he does have one that he not listen to a thing she says. I've had a gun put one inch from my face walking home by a cop that was listening to Laurie. There was absolutely no reason for any kind of weapon to be drawn. It wasn't particularly late at night. I wasn't under the influence. I was simply walking and was compliant with officers...they pulled out a gun.
Laurie's system of "information output/input" is based on an officer simply "thinking about her" or "thinking her name". Officers need to understand one major thing here. How could you ever be off this system if whenever you "think of Laurie" she magically appears? This means that these officers are constantly having their lives monitored, at home, in bed, with their kids, with their wives...during their indiscretions...and this provides Laurie with information that can be used to "blackmail" officers into doing what she wants. She tried this one with Sgt. Anderson just yesterday and I didn't like it. This is the very reason why these devices are illegal by the wireless communications policy. They aren't safe. What one officer would never do, another officer might given the severity of his or her indiscretion that ONLY LAURIE KNOWS ABOUT. An affair? Homosexuality? HIV infection? Hates his partner? Hates his boss? These are all thoughts or actions or feeling that are none of her business and have no place in being brought to light by a third party. Laurie has a way of suggesting that "she might have to mention this indiscretion to his or her superior officer if Officer Rookie isn't willing to do her a favor..." This is extremely illegal. This is also how I believe my rape case went without investigation. I don't know what Laurie has hanging over Lt. Reyes, Det. Browning, Rae Fernandez, Officers Villegas and Dougherty or anyone involved in my rape investigation but someone decided it was more important than the crime committed against me. They chose themselves, their department or their career over the safety of the public, in particular, the gay male rape victim from the LGBT community. I think that is abhorrent.
I pay my taxes. I worked diligently for the Department of Justice until this crime became more important than that job that paid a Hell of a lot more than this one does. I volunteer. I vote and I deserve to know why someone else's problem became more important than me getting beaten nearly to death in a home less than a quarter mile from police headquarters. I was brushed off. I was dismissed. I was slandered. I was humiliated on the news and on the internet and so was my boyfriend. Two men that never had a criminal record prior to Palm Springs, that volunteered to help this department stop a terrorist. There should be better protection and better explanations for people like us not jail cells. The intimidation tactics used by some of these officers were brutal. They were illegal. They were not at all what they would have shown a woman in the same position. It wasn't all of the officers at first and then it was. The poisoning of my reputation for the sacrifice that I made with my career to help stop this crime was only worth it for one reason, because it was the right thing to do. That's called integrity and I know it may not pay the mortgage but it sure does earn you a place in Heaven.
There needs to be some kind of compensation made for the rookies that knew nothing about this crime, but they also need to be held accountable. People are human and make mistakes, but nobody is holding Laurie and Brian responsible the way they deserve to be.
Laurie would say, (excuse me for being crude) "Integrity never fucked me in the asshole" to wit I reply, and it never will.
