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Wednesday, November 25, 2015

You're So Vain, You Probably Think This Blog Is About YOU, Don't YOU?



Now I wonder whom that could be?  It certainly isn't me.

When it comes to shameless promotion of one's self with a complete disregard for anything having to do with what she's done, how she's done it and whom she hurt to get there, Laurie has finally reached the pinnacle of something...her own dementia.

I can hear her now, "This isn't who I am, it's the way Kevin is."  If there is anyone in the world out there that thinks I am writing and working on this project for free, day and night, and completely considering only myself and my needs, let me know.  I can guarantee you that I have put the work in to help almost everyone but myself to put them in a position of power over electronic harassment.  Sometimes I am so selfless that I forget what my life has been like, and that's a really good thing for me, and Laurie.

I've written countless times about this blog and it's intent.  There is a crime being committed against the LGBT community, our friends and people all over the world.  To date, I haven't read anything on the internet that comes even close to what I've put on here for the parents of the victims of this crime.  I've given solid examples of what this is like.  I've bled for this project. I've put my own sexual assault on the back burner for so long that people will question why, but there is a method to this madness that I think needs attention.  There isn't a single victim in this crime that hasn't been raped.  Not one.  Without a victim there is no crime.  There are plenty of victims.

I can't tell you how offensive Laurie really is.  If I did, I'd be sitting here all night giving thousands of stories about her "image" that she carries around with her like a compact to give herself a touch up every time the truth smudges her ego.  Laurie's natural ego beauty doesn't need make up, just a stroke in the right direction from one of her three lackeys.

There are stories about my personal experiences with the criminals that commit this crime because that is my story.  Only I can tell it.  I also have told you plenty about the experiences of my friends whom, I am certain, will have their own versions of what life with Laurie is like.  Recently, I've taken to asking them questions on this blog, not so that I can have their answers, but so that my team can hear their replies and thoughts with their permission.  It is a communicative device this blog.  It is a victims way of taking the isolated one way communication from Laurie to me, to hand to you what she is like.  She says it, I tell you what she says.

Laurie has yet to learn that her constant communication with me is no different than bugging her home with her own permission.  I don't want to be this person, but she simply won't shut up.  I can tell you at any point during the day whom she is berating, what's pissing her off and what she is doing about it.  It's not ESP, it's her big fat mouth.  No, I am not afraid that she will shut up and I won't know a thing, because with all of the meth she is using and her tremendous need to be right, she can't stop herself.  She's compelled to be a bitch.  She waited so long to drag me back to this desert to show me what she and her brother had created with this torture, she won't stop until something that she does kills me; that'll teach all of you won't it?

Win at all costs, even if it means losing...that's her real motto.  What she gains for an hour will cost her for the rest of her miserable life.  I don't think I've ever heard of a criminal admitting to an informant so much about herself trying to impress everyone around them.  The problem is that it's the criminal admitting this to an informant!  See the problem with that?  I was put in this position by Bryan Anderson because he knew what Laurie's obsession with me and my family was like.  He's heard about it from her for years.  He's heard all of the sniping and bad mouthing about my father, my sister and myself that you have seen here on this blog.  Some of it is word for word.  The other thing is that when she writes or says it, she is just as wired as I or any other victim is.  What she says and thinks is transcribed right along with her hateful messages.  Laurie is simply not capable of knowing what is real and what isn't any longer.

This blog is about empowering this community to stand up for itself.  It's about saving someone else's life.  It's about stopping someone from hurting a kid like I was when this started.  It's about my boyfriend, my Eagle Scout, my priest, my elder statesman, my best friend's best friend, my politician, the mother of my team and so many people that I can't self indulge nearly enough to keep them safe.  I have to make sure that there is someone looking out for them because to hurt me, Laurie points a "finger gun" at them.  (For the record a "finger gun" is just that Laurie, a pretend gun that you make with your thumb and pointer...she takes things way too literally)

I'll admit that the innovation of fighting a true crime using a blog in this manner is mine.  It's original and it is something that I am extremely proud of.  It is important to note that I would love others to do the same about their experience...especially Jonathan and Steven Frey.  Just go to Blogger.com and follow the instructions, it's extremely therapeutic.  (Can't you just see Laurie writing a blog for both of them now...I can see her little mind working as I type.)  I say go big, go public.  Laurie can't really call attention to herself the way she'd like to, you all know her too well.

I'd like nothing better than to stop having to write this blog, but too many other  people are counting on me.  When I do stop, know that it is because I am dead or the law enforcement community has finally stopped Laurie and Brian LaAsshole.

I ask all of you, is it really a climb to fame if your brother carried you and you rode my coattails the rest of the way?  I think it's just plain lazy.