I'd like to take just one second of our time together today here on the blog to explain something that most people may or may not know. This blog has been described by my stalker as "self indulgent"...I find that to be the weak meanderings of a high maintenance stalker whom has spent the better part of her life trying to take away mine.
For those of you that are keeping track...my stalker has been after me since I was about 11 years old. She's tried to defame me to my ex schoolmates, fraternity brothers, college alumni, friends, co-workers, ex-girlfriends, ex-boyfriends, my family....and my bosses and co-workers. Most of you wonder, whom would spend so much time on someone that they obviously hate. I guess when it comes to that kind of hate, it becomes an obsession that is much like a competition for her. Remember, her peers are also people that "follow people" using this surveillance...so their opinion of her controls her day to day opinion of herself and me. Mostly though, she hates me and thinks that my death would make her somehow popular.
Self indulgent is what she's called this blog. You have to keep track of how many times she and her brother have allegedly tried to kill me, literally, and put me in prison. Up until I was about 35 years old, I'd never even talked to a cop that wasn't my friend. Since I was 11 she's tried to have me beaten up, infected me with HIV, tried to re-infect me with HIV and other diseases, had me stalked for over 30 years, had me shot at, tried to kill me with a bottle, raped me, followed me to Arizona to do God knows what, had my boyfriend put in jail....tried to infect and raped him or had it done....and a million other things...this blog isn't self indulgent, it is how I am trying to keep from being killed. If you don't believe me, read the next post and see if you'd like to have someone like her, "who isn't doing anything to me" following you around with a Coke bottle and a chip on her shoulder pad. Not to mention the stick up her ass.
I've got millions of other things that I'd like to be doing and not one of them has to do with her, her brother, her family or anything to do with remote neural monitoring....she just demands that everything involves her. She's a high maintenance stalker that requires every bit of energy a person has to devote to her....it's absolutely dumbfounding how one person could require so much attention. Nobody deserves this much of anyone's time. But this is all she does. Nothing else. She just sits around and hates everyone and everything...that's just whom she is.
So for those of you that would read this blog hoping to understand why she is the way she is, I can tell you that even her parents have no idea....she's just always been a total and complete, narcissistic bitch. Everything that goes wrong in her life, she blames on me and thinks I care. I wish I was on the other side of this planet...the complete opposite side of the world from her...but knowing her...she'd be right next door within a week. She can't survive without me...she thinks I'm her vehicle to stardom...or infamy. I want as far away from her as possible, but running away would leave far too many in the lurch.
That's all I have to say about her highness for now...please read the post below for more of what the police and hospital fucked me over on and why I have to fight just to be me.
