Christopher isn't to blame, but there are a few people that need to understand that I am not their play toy. You do not make decisions for me. You are not in control of Christopher or myself, so stop trying to be.
The decision to split informants wasn't Christopher's or mine, it was the decision of my team that did that...and neither of us is happy about it. The only person that can keep me safe and confirm what we are working on is Christopher and my team has fucked that up for the very last time. I am prepared to set out on a course of investigation that will destroy what my team has so painstakingly done to make it look like they were on my side....why? Because when I needed help, support, love and understanding during one of the worst periods of my life...my producer said "NO". I don't like him ever telling me "NO" ever again.
Now it's time for him to decide who's side he's on...the criminal or the advocate. I don't work with criminals...I don't like them and I don't have any faith in their ability to get the job finished. Mrs. Monti and Mrs. Mendenhall as well as my mother deserve better than this man is giving them and he knows it. The choices that he has made have been ill advised and dangerous to both Christopher and myself. He won't do what I ask and he won't listen to reason...all he does is look for a pretty smile and goes along with that.
He even ignores his own son, my best friend, when it comes to what needs to be done...that is also ill advised.
I gave my producer one week to have Christopher contact me...say Hi, I miss you, hang in there...and you know what my producer said, "NO" fuck Kevin....fuck him. That's the kind of person I have making decisions for me...like he's God or something. I've got news for him...he's not God and he isn't going to tell me or Christopher how to do the job that he can't handle.
