Today I have some appointments that I have to take care of out of my small town which means I have to be extra alert for Laurie's ambush and arrest techniques....not very fun. By writing this I know what follows. All day long today, while I am taking care of business for this blog and myself, as an informant and as a person, I have to be aware of my surroundings. Making sure that I don't get hurt. Most people don't know what it is like living day to day with someone that hates you enough to kill you...for me, it's been like thirty years of being cautious.
It's 2:40 am and I am typing this knowing that tomorrow is going to be a very long day with Laurie and Brian thinking up more ways to "make Laurie happy". That means "making me hurt". I don't know how long this whole ordeal is going to last...it seems endless sometimes and some times it seems like it would go away in seconds.
Tonight she is mad about not being able to say she "did something" extraordinary with her life...all I ever hear is how common she really is as a thief. I hope this makes sense...I'm really tired.
