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Thursday, July 17, 2014

So What's The Deal With Laurie's Thing With Sibling Relationships?


Nearly every single person on my team has a story that has to do with Laurie and attempts by her to contact their sisters.  Some sisters were called, texted, facebooked and most of all, their photographs were stolen from us and put into some kind of sister collage collection...allegedly.

It is ludicrous to think,  IF the plot to have me shot at in San Diego involved Laurie and Brian, that Laurie wasn't behind that.  I don't know Brian personally and didn't even know he existed until I started working on this case.  Laurie, on the other hand, I had a very bad past with...albeit very short.   You know how you have an encounter with a person and that initial contact makes you want to have no others?  That's what I experienced.  It was a hateful attack that hit me at a very vulnerable time.  In retrospect, I should have probably said something to school officials, but back in those days bullying wasn't what it is today.  On second thought, saying anything about it might have made her worse...but I don't know how much worse it could be if she sent her own brother to find and stalk me in San Diego? 

According to my sources, she still thinks that one time encounter, made her powerful and she still thinks it is funny.  It wasn't.

All these years later, it is really hard for me to understand how something so hurtful and hateful could shape someone's life.  I mean, I can see how it might have affected me, but the charge that she got out of it seems to have shaped her entire psyche.  Now I am finding out that it is because it didn't affect me the way she thought it should have, this made her angry.  I, apparently, was supposed to have let that ruin my life.  It didn't in the immediate, but it would be the ground work for the shooting in San Diego all those years later.  Something else that Laurie brags about to people, allegedly.

Having been a year in high school before me, Laurie was familiar with my sister.  She was a decorated athlete and knock out blonde.  She's fun and liked to have lots of friends.  She was also really protective of me.  I never told her about being assaulted on my first day of school...I didn't think much of it.  My sister's friends all looked out for me and I let that event pass without much concern after a few weeks of feeling embarrassed.

Now I am learning about the woman that worked at the Gentlemen's Club on Perez road.  She's blonde, attractive, athletic and fun.  Someone that would have reminded Laurie of my own sister that she would recall to the girls that worked there on several occasions.  Apparently one of the women working there was one of my sister's best friends and someone with whom I spent a lot of time with growing up.  Hearing this, knowing I was already implanted and wanting to get the attention of Missy, the dancer...Laurie hatched a plot that only true crime novelists could dream of...but not me.

The dancer, Missy, was not impressed, at all, by Laurie.  She, like myself, found her to be obnoxiously rude, sloppy and mean.  Laurie's infatuation with this woman may have even triggered memories of my own sister that would have had nothing to do with her.  Laurie, desperate for attention from this beautiful woman, decided that it was time to use this system to track me down and cause something horrible to happen to me.  Perhaps an event of great catastrophe or just some inside information about me would give Laurie something to talk about with her girl crush?  

I don't know how she managed, but eventually the women from the club were knocked out and implanted just like most of the gay men in Palm Springs, so Laurie knew that the dancers and waitresses didn't like her at all.  This made her mad. Very mad.  Then she was kicked out of the Gentlemen's Club for her rude and obnoxious behavior...infuriated, Laurie turned her hatred towards me again.  Just like in high school, she would seek to bully someone that she'd bullied before, but she couldn't leave Missy's location...so she sent Brian to San Diego to find me.  That's when the gang stalking really started up full force while I worked for the Justice Department.

Frustrated by Brian's inability to hurt me...and knowing that I'd just moved into a new condo with a new boyfriend...Laurie's failures were magnified by my successes...and she was furious.  She apparently got so mad that she contacted my landlord and acted like she wanted to buy my rental condo out from under neath me while I was living there.  She even made an offer on the condo, allegedly.  I had to move...and she never bought the condo...it was simply to force me out of my beautiful home with safe underground parking.  The gang stalking went into high gear....

I moved downtown and then was shot at after a few months of living on the street level of a two story apartment complex owned by a friend.   That apartment was broken into several times and the yearbook from the year that Laurie graduated mysteriously went missing.  Pages from the scrapbook my sister made for me were gone too.  The apartment was flooded but there were no broken pipes and my neighbor started to complain about "loud moaning and groaning" coming from my apartment, but I'd done nothing like that...someone was getting into my home.

Then one night...about 1:30 am or so, I was shot at by a silver truck with a blacked out camper shell on the back...the bullet missed my temple by millimeters...it was enough.

The shooting shook me enough to not want to live there anymore.  My boyfriend moved to Portland and I was a nervous wreck...finally Laurie had a story to tell the girls from the Club, maybe now they would be her friend?  To me, finding that out, was sick...had this girl from high school really clung to this hatred for this long?  I hadn't thought about her in decades and wouldn't until Bryan Anderson brought up her name when my mom, dad and myself went to see him after a particularly bad night at Steven Frey's home.  That name, that woman, now it made sense.

Years of stalking and stories from "Peter DiMartino"/Brian and "Sheree Frey"/Laurie, now blended together to paint a very clear picture as to why these voices in my head were talking about my sister, mother and father like they knew them.

My own sister started to get inside and incorrect information about my drug use, my jobs, my friendship with Steven....she was mad at me for allowing this to happen.  Who could blame her.  I'd been successful and upwardly mobile...the golden child but now I was back in Palm Springs and struggling to understand what was happening to me.  My sister started knowing things that only Lisa could have told someone to tell her...and it freaked me out.  Our friendship rattled by the death of her husband and my own personal tragedy....

Then the rape.

Then the informant work.

Then the blog.

Then the phone call to my sister from Mark Finley whom had never met or even heard about my sister.  Where did he get that number from to call her...then the woman from high school did something else...she called and threatened my own sister and her kids saying something to the effect of "what I was doing was dangerous for my nieces/her daughters"....it was creepy...but now makes sense.

This is the same woman that sought a "workplace violence" restraining order against me and is still the only woman to try to shut down this blog.

I guess the point that I am trying to make with this posting tonight is the seriousness of the mental illness of this person.   Mind you, someone IS stalking me whether it is her or someone else.  There is plenty of proof of this.  When I attempted, as an informant, to eliminate this person as Lisa, after being told by Jonathan Mendenhall that she was...I was bombarded with hate.  No, "its a simple misunderstanding, what's this all about", just BOOOOOOOM!!!

Then I see pictures of this woman in Sedona at the same time that I was there...I know because of the women in the picture with her...almost all friends of mine I'd seen for the first time in 25 years only a day or so earlier...it's creepy.

Now I am realizing that Lisa has a thing for almost all of her victims' sisters, my friends' sisters....my boyfriend's sister.  Jonathan Mendenhall's sister, for example, is mentioned in his death notice from his step mom to me.  Christopher's sister is mentioned in the letter from Mrs. Monti's friend "Dave"...I just wonder if this woman actually thinks our sisters are her friends?  It wouldn't be the first time that Lisa thought someone was her friend that she didn't know.  It wouldn't be the first time that she'd imagined a relationship with someone with whom she'd only really known in passing or not at all.  What is her fascination with coming between my friends and their sisters and mothers?

Is it her own successful severing of relationship between her own brother and her own family?  I don't know.  I think that if she does to us what she did to Brian, her own brother, that we will all, in some way, become complicit with her demands, like Brian has.  An army of sister-less brothers all controlled by her.  Brothers whose mothers think of us as drug using losers that no longer keep in touch with them because Lisa has forwarded our mom's phones.  Out of touch because of terrorism, not because we don't care.  Does Lisa honestly think that she is going to befriend our sisters after she has trashed our lives to match her own brother's life?

Lisa is a "creature of habit".  Her successful destruction of her own sibling's family ties has bound him to her as her only family member left...and he does her bidding.  Our moms and sisters need to know something.  This HAPPENED TO US, not because of us.  We survive only because we are NOT LIKE Brian and Laurie...if you aren't hearing from us...be concerned!!!  None of my friends hate their moms or sisters...we love you...if you can't reach us, call Sgt. Anderson and have him find us...for far too long we've been cut off from our families and the love and support we get from them.  Luckily, my family is close enough to have saved my ass...I worry about Christopher, Anthony, Jonathan and Mark...all of whom have family far away.  When I tried to have an apartment for them to use as a safety net...Lisa fucked that up too.  

Don't give up on your sons...I chose them because each has a special talent that makes me work harder for them and for the end of this torture.  They need your understanding and love more now than ever...don't let Lisa win, fight her every step of the way.  Family will prevail in this situation.

The only commonality shared between Lisa and Brian and my friends' sisters is that they too all have gay brothers. All of us have partied with drugs.  That's the only connection that I can think of.  I look at the relationship now between Tracy Johnson and her brother Christian whom Lisa thinks of as "her best friend".  Is this simply a way to hurt Tracy?  Does Tracy know more about what this is like and what is planned for our sisters?  It is true that she is also implanted...she could be infected too...is this what Lisa's sick plan includes?  Perhaps Tracy Johnson would be the best person to ask...she seems to have been around the longest and knows the most when it comes to this situation.

So I'm wondering now, just how many of you police officers heard Lisa/Laurie asking you about YOUR SIBLINGS or SISTERS?  Do you think that there might be a reason now that you have read this?