Beyond the "crazy" criminal ideas that she has. More than the "soap opera" like solutions that she comes up with to her massive problems. Aside from the way she diminishes the enormity of her crimes and magnifies the lies she makes up about other people. A conversation with Laurie is like a conversation with a mental patient. She can't finish a thought. The few she can finish are fraught with half baked ideas and innuendo with sexual references....but the overall feeling that you come away with is that somehow you have been made to feel more stupid because of the contact.
Never do I come away from a conversation with Laurie when I feel like I have dealt with anyone over the age of 13 years old. She is child like in her hatred of people making fun of her faults. She accepts no responsibility for any of her actions. Her blaming of others for her unrealistic entitlement syndrome is on the border of psychopathic. What you hear from her is a child like explanation of a massive mental health problem...that she tried for years to push off onto me.
I've known meth addicts for years...never have I ever seen or heard anyone so incomplete in her thought process. She can't foresee the problems that her immediate behavior will cause her in the future...it's almost like dealing with an underdeveloped child. Problem solving and planning are adult traits learned in childhood and developed through experience as an adult. Most people learn from their mistakes...Laurie tends to repeat them endlessly.
Today she blamed all of her problems on "Kevin Lawrence Bond"...over and over again I had to hear this one. Later she will claim that I did this to her...when, for decades, I completely forgot that she existed. I never thought about her....and would rather not now, but when you are faced with this kind of a problem there are two responses, ignore it or face it head on. I ignored it for a while, the problem got worse, so now I have to face it. For deciding to confront the problem, I've been faced with law enforcement seeing her as the victim...and treating me, like the problem. That's the position that the PSPD put us in. If you look at the facts however, you can clearly see whom was victimized and whom got away with lying under every circumstance. I benefited from nothing, never have, but she got to look like the "victim" even by breaking the law to do so. That's where I am pointing to her lack of planning...lack of foresight and lack of intelligence. To obtain her goal, she broke the law...and that's something that a sociopath does, not a law abiding citizen.
What benefit would I have ever had by threatening her? I don't know or like her, but for decades I never even thought about her...I'm gay so there is no sexual attraction. I was told she didn't work by my source so I couldn't have done anything intentional for "workplace violence" and the innuendos and idioms used on my blog were taken so far out of context that both the Assistant District Attorney and Deputy Fiebig should be reviewed for their pursuit of me. They are both questionable in their knowledge of what the law does and does not allow.
I won't ever be put in a position to defend myself as a victim of this crime. That has been going on for far too long in this city. Now I have the upper hand and I intend to show you how an intelligent man handles this problem with facts that point to a conspiracy, illegal targeting of gay men and informant intimidation in the case of Christopher and myself. Any decent legal mind is going to laugh at what the PSPD let her get away with. Even "The Young and the Restless" wouldn't use her story lines, they are just too stupid to script.
I will say this though, there is ONE THOUGHT THAT PERVADES LAURIE'S BRAIN, and it has for decades..."HURT KEVIN AND HIS FAMILY"! That's the one single thought that she has...it's been a theme of hers for decades...I don't understand it and I don't think it is rational, it is something that my team is VERY well aware of and something that she has instilled in Christian and Brian. Both men are chastised as "less than men" if neither of them can find a way to physically harm me. It's a dangerous situation dreamed up by an obsessed stalker that I have had nothing to do with.
