For the first time since I stopped doing meth in five years, I didn't sleep a wink....might have been the searing ass pain from my operation yesterday or Laurie incessantly talking all night....or just thinking about Christopher all night long...or all three....
This whole thing just makes me wonder how in the world I got to be in this place....
What should I have done better?
Shouldn't someone besides me be arrested by now?
God I need to sleep!
