Are you acting "reasonable" in this situation? It would be easy to understand if you weren't so let's take a look at that for a bit shall we?
It has been brought to my attention that Laurie has taken my statement about "needing to seek psychological attention" way out of context. I am not saying that I am crazy, I am saying that with what I have been put through by this police department, Laurie, her brother, and my own team and their families, I have many trust issues. Most of these people know that what I am telling all of you is the truth. Yet, I get absolutely no sympathy from any of you. I don't get a word of thanks or any "at a boys" or anything. The truth is that I am fighting a battle with you for your "reasonable actions" to an unreasonable circumstance, but does that excuse you from acting reasonable? I don't think that it does.
Laurie is trying to say something like, because he feels he needs to seek psychological counseling, "he must be crazy". Let's be honest...that is not the evaluation that a mentally disturbed person makes. I am the victim of a drive by shooting (with police report), gang stalking (with years of diary making), a rape (reported to the police and on the news) and many victims of electronic harassment that include my friends. I am the model of "post traumatic stress disorder" that has found one way to deal with my problems, by telling you online.
Am I afraid for my life? Well, I have emails telling me that "I'll disappear", "that I'm a victim of this crime", "that I'm behind this (Ken Frank), I've been arrested many times without any kind of normal justice being administered. I've discovered lots of missing money, problems with friend's cases, and I've got friends "dying online" all over the place. Yes, I'm scared. What would be a reasonable person's response?
Well, first of all, I think that a friend lets a friends' parents know when something is wrong. I know this crime to be personal to my family...look at the emails from Laurie. They are highly personal and they blame my family...that means I have to warn my friends families of the same.
If Jonathan Mendenhall's death is not real then he is in hiding from someone that he is likely in fear of. He has nothing to fear from me because he and I are friends, so whom is he afraid of. I know he told me he was afraid of Brian and Laurie LaTweek and the police retaliation for whistleblowing. I can understand lying low once someone has made you look dead online. That's daunting. After a period of time, however, that rationale has to expand to others....if he is afraid for his life, shouldn't I be afraid for mine. If Jonathan's family believes that he should be afraid and hiding, shouldn't I be? Instead, families of these victims are hiding the truth out of some need for secrecy, putting my family in danger. Is that a reasonable response for others to put me in?
I have chosen a path of honesty to save families from what I know to be a credible threat that has touched all of my friends' families, but they have not responded the same. Laurie takes that as a sign of support for her torture...but how does that jibe with Jonathan's fear? It doesn't. The reaction of my friends has been less than reasonable...I think it has legal ties to it. Bad advice is bad advice...if you have been asked to act unreasonably for YOU then YOU have to say that it isn't a reasonable reaction for me to stay this way.
I have a responsibility to the public and to myself. If I know that there is something wrong and I have experienced it, then I have a responsibility to say something about it. If the police are involved and won't do something about it, then I have to keep going until someone does. I would be acting in a criminal manner if I didn't. Laurie obviously wants me to shut my mouth about "her lifestyle", when it impinges upon my "lifestyle" she can fuck off. I have the right to live my life free from her influence...if she has been asked to leave and won't then I have the right to force her out.
I want nothing to do with this person and have spent most of my life NOT thinking about her. It would appear that she is the opposite. Everything I do seems to effect her. She gets angry and lashes out. She thinks that she has the right to take what I say and make it about her safety...believe me, the LAST THING ON EARTH I WANT IS TO SEE OR CONFRONT HER...she's dangerous...I'm a shooting and a rape victim, whether she is involved or not, she's the last kind of person that I need to be around. She's insensitive, gay hating, man hating and rumor mongering; regardless of her involvement or lack thereof, she is the wrong kind of wrong for me to be around.
Does that make sense???
