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Boy did I make Lori mad today...all I had to do was talk about how much I love Christopher to someone from my work! It was like a shockwave delivered to the heart of my stalker. Lori must have some kind of weird thoughts going through her pin head tonight because she is twirling around like Linda Blair's head on a possession victim. What kind of lesbian is in love with a gay man to the point where she freaks out when he talks about his own boyfriend? Lori has some issues with reality and not knowing what it is. I know that Christopher must just cringe when she starts hearing that I don't have any kind of feelings for this high school loser! She's using yearbooks from Junior High School and high school to make up fantasies about some life she never had. I'm considering locking myself in my home again and not coming out. Total Single White Lesbian Female material. Calm down Lori, you've been dumped before...
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Sunday, February 19, 2017

Motivation: I've Got To Keep Myself Motivated

With so much negativity and so little positive information, I've lost motivation.  It's true.  I've been really good at finding silver linings for everyone but myself for a long time.  My family is a major downer.  Everything is always negative when you talk to them.  Nothing is ever a good sign.  So when times get like this I have to really work extra hard at keeping myself motivated.  Lately there hasn't been much to be excited about.  Now I have to dig really hard to find something that is worth living for.

Today I have to make it worth living.  That's been the big time hardest thing.  I know that I can make a lot of excuses that, in reality, are good ones, but even then, it won't do me any good to rely on them.  Even when excuses are valid, they still don't give you enough motivation to get the job done.   I've learned that no matter whether you have a good excuse or a bad one, people generally don't do the right thing either way.  If you are excused, you still end up having to do the work anyway, it just ends up delaying the inevitable.  Do the work.  Do it fifty times if you have to.  It will only make you better at it than the next person that did it forty nine times.

The reason that I do this job better than anyone else is because I practiced it.  Over and over and over, Laurie taught me how to defeat her.  It's a good thing she's such a one dimensional person.  It taught me that there are absolutes to how she tries to hurt a person.  Once you have those down, you can attack the problem in many different creative ways.  I just hope that someone finds a different way than using me and my family from now on.  This way isn't my favorite.  Now I have to go and get the work done again.

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