Many victims of this crime are suggested to while they are asleep. I am victimized by continuous dreams that I like to call a progressive dream...this means that for years Junior creates a scenario then he goes back to it to add on to the story...thus a continuous dream with different scenarios....most of them usually sexual and what he thinks are emotionally scarring...
Since I met Christopher and fell in love with him the dreams always have something to do with Christopher not loving me or moving away from me or acting like he hates me or something of that nature. Last night's dream was no exception. In the dream, as they usually are, Christopher is living close to me but I can't get ahold of him...either I can't remember his phone number or he won't call me back or he ignores me...
Over and over I get this constant dream sequence as a way for Junior to feel like he is in some sort of control over our relationship. Lately Junior has taken to try to make himself look more like Christopher in my dreams....(I have to laugh)...Christopher is extremely handsome Junior is a big fat AIDS(no offense) patient drag queen type...who's feet are rotting off his body....there is no comparison at all!!! Then I wake up, my mind upset with Christopher until I realize it was all just a dream and that I still have the most handsome boyfriend in the world.
Lisa and Junior are, just as with Steven Frey, completely obsessed with my relationship with Christopher...they can't handle anyone loving anybody but them....and they have no idea what love is...so they have a sexual charge for ruining other people's relationships.
Christopher just has to believe in me and believe in us....and I will do the same. I am not dating. I don't want to. I won't. I don't have sex. I don't use drugs. All I want is to be with him...period. I found who I am looking for for the rest of my life...completely satisfied with whom he is.
So dream on Lisa and Junior....