Some of you will read today's post and think that I'm angry. I'm actually pretty calm and feel pretty good today. What I am not is impressed with anyone but myself in this situation. One out of all of us has acted and responded like a friend, a family member, and a reasonable person.
My concern for the safety of the public, the police, the victims, even Lori's own family has been put first. Everyone else picked themselves or Jonathan's family to take care of them instead of taking care of themselves. They've learned absolutely nothing about compassion, concern, atonement, or love. All they know is about how to hide and lie and use the other victims of this crime to make their life safe. It's always been this way. It took all of my friends to finally set Barbara free but do you think she paid any of that forward, not one iota. She did nothing but save herself and do little for anyone else.
I'm the person that has to ask for help for my friends in DHS. It isn't Barbie and her magnificent tits that is doing anything for them. I'm the person that has tried to help them find work or give them information about new medications. I'm the one that sings their praises and knows that they each deserve more than Barbara would ever do for them. She doesn't keep in contact with them because she's already used them up just like Bessie Smith and Missy did to Jeffrey. You know I never asked anyone for help until I asked Christopher and Anthony. Now they aren't even friends of mine. They are distant memories of friendships past that think that their life was far better off without me in it. I think they were right. I am better off without them. My friendships aren't as conditional as theirs are. Mine are real and important for the bad times and the good. All they care about are good times and what other people can do for them. I wouldn't do anything else for them. They don't really need it. They've paid nothing forward. Have thought of nobody but themselves and they've seen one of our best friends die because they didn't give a fuck. They couldn't be bothered to save his life or even tell him the truth. I did.
Some people are good at one thing. I know I'm good at this. I have the friends. I know who to talk to. I know how to put the ball over the end line. Jeffrey is the opposite. He lies. He covers. He goes behind my back. He used my team and my permission to do exactly the opposite of what I wanted done. Now it's a fucking mess for him, but that doesn't mean that I shouldn't have justice. That means his day of judgment is coming...and I'm going to be there for it every single step of the way.
Now that his obstruction has turned into elder abuse and fraud, I want all of you to know that I'm not fooled by this man who refuses to help his child. I am more dedicated than ever to getting to the bottom of the conspiracy that was Sedona, Arizona. Anthony, Jonathan and the rest should have known better than to fuck with me and disappear. I don't ever put up with that in my life and never with a friend. We have one common enemy and she is being used as a murder for hire because of Jeffrey's need for secrecy. He's a horrible person with a horrible plan. I hope you all see through him because he wants me dead.
