Lori wants everyone to know that even though she was a lying, cheating, bully, family hating scam artist in the past, she's changed. Um, but isn't that exactly what she said in the past? That's how she got away with lying, cheating, bullying, family hating because some people believed her. Not me.
Lori is a 50/50 personality. If you think of a football field, half of the field is one thing and the other is something else in direct contrast to the other side. She is this, but she isn't this. The two sides are in constant conflict with each other. One side can never beat the other or she will feel the loss. That's an impossible personality to ever overcome her problems. You can't have one side where Lori is a "concerned citizen calling the police about drug addicts" and have the other side becoming a successful dealer of crystal meth. You can't be a "concerned citizen" and become the "citizen" that everyone else is concerned about. It's a no-win.
Another example is her need to use the word lesbian. On the one hand, she has lusted and busted for the admiration of Missy Ericcson, for whom Lori has sexual feelings. On the other side, Lori absolutely hates homosexuals. That's a 50/50 relationship that can't win. If she comes down on LGBTQ, then she has lost any chance of sleeping with her object of affection, Missy. It's a no-win without any compromise, something that the 50/50 personality does not do.
Here's another thing. Lori loves gay male porn, but on the other hand, she hates men sleeping together in real life. I should know. My male porn star friends are really nice people and even though Lori watches them work in a film, in real life she can't stand that I'm friends with them. The object of her sexual lust seems to go from antique to extreme fetish. So is she a sexual beast or a sexual prude? She tells people that I (Kevin) is too vanilla, but on the other hand, she is super jealous of my sexual prowess...whatever that entails...lol.
She wants to appear to be all things to all people, with her in direct control of what they think about her. If you decide for yourself that you don't like her, which is the most common response, she'll go to extremes to eliminate you with a disease, a bullet, or a faked death. I've seen all three types of attempts used in my story with Lori. It would seem that she set up impossible situations for herself by approaching gay men for sex, then immediately telling them that she is a lesbian the moment that they turn her down. Of course, she is offended, but she knew the whole time that they were gay and would never sleep with her.
Lori has turned herself into a little old lady that bitches and complains about everyone and everything. She's the person that always complains at a drive-thru to get free things. Always! The bill is always too high. The room is always a mess and she deserves a discount if not a free night. She is the most non-citizen citizen I've ever seen. She doesn't work. She pays no taxes. She's a horrific neighbor. She is not really any part of society except a drug dealer. Yet Lori calls the police like she's part of some neighborhood watch for a neighborhood she doesn't live in. What is this about? It's Lori's way of hurting people. A deep-seeded need to make sure she hurts as many people as she can to "make her feel better."
I've seen the act for so long now that I've decided to call her on it. I wish more people would. She needs to be confronted with the truth and facts that can not be denied. I wonder what her story will be when it is all laid out factually? It won't be a fairytale-like she's told everyone, it's going to be a horror story that Wes Craven couldn't even write. Move over Freddy, there's a new nightmare in town.
