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Sunday, June 7, 2020

June is GAY Pride Month: Remember to Celebrate Your Individuality and Rights


With everything that is going on in the world right now, I didn't want anyone to forget that right now is Gay Pride Month.  Yes, folks, there was a time, not long ago, when a parade for people in our community was illegal.  They began discriminating against drag queens even being allowed to participate in that kind of demonstration.  Now we can celebrate our pride without being arrested or in fear.  It is an amazing advance but we still have a ton of work to do for our community.

This project about electronic harassment will show more about how the police have targeted the gay community more than almost any other project committed to by a minority.  Some times, I can't believe God picked me for this role.  I certainly didn't want it, but now that it is here, I've learned that people like me can make the most sense to people that aren't gay.  I simply have the job of telling people that the Palm Springs Police, for nearly 40 years, were outsourcing information gathering through a girl that used military tech to spy on the gay community.  Nobody seemed to ever ask her how or where she got her intel from, but those of us that are infected and implanted know...it was from our own brains.

Now we all know about the famous picture that began this latest wave of protests by the black community right?  This one...but I want you to consider something...

I would like to add that I think this photograph shows a murder in progress.  I would never excuse this officer's behavior because it is excuse-less.  What if I could tell you something that might make you think again though...not that he isn't guilty or anything but how about something like this.

Let's say George here was implanted with a microchip from a rape that Lori committed so that everything he did Lori knew about.  Then let's say that this cop, Officer Chauvin, was also like some of the implanted police officers at the PSPD here in Palm Springs.  From what I understand there are quite a few.  Exclude Bryan Anderson who was implanted by his parents in the military before he became an officer.  So Lori, the girl that hates everyone knows where George is, that he is using fake money to buy cigarettes and that Lori hates him.  She would find out that Officer Chauvin was on duty and she would already know if he had racist feelings and a quick fuse.  She simply calls 911 or talks to the officer in his head, like many of you know I do, and he shows up...agitated.  Irritated!  Angry! 

What if Lori found out that Officer Chauvin was cheating on his wife and told him either you arrest this guy and take him to the ground or I'll tell your wife you are cheating on her.  Lori will give the cop's wife the mistress's name, address and where he has been meeting her.  In my case, Lori hates me so much she had officers pull up thinking I had a weapon on me, which was untrue, but they stopped and put gun inches from my face just for walking home.  I've already had one friend killed when he went shopping at the Big 5 Sporting Goods store when Lori told the police that Larry had a weapon.  He was gunned down in broad daylight on a day that I was supposed to be driving Larry.  Allegedly no weapon was ever found, but he was killed none the less.

This system of Lori bitching for hours and hours at a time can and does put police officers in an agitated state and they are not working with the correct information.  Officer Kelly Fieux can tell you how that ends up for the victim that Lori wants to be hurt.

So Officer Chauvin, who may have been content to arrest George Floyd, is now in a position to save his marriage or do what Lori says.  In Palm Springs, the cops have fallen on Lori's side way too many times and broken the law just to put people Lori doesn't like in jail.  Lori also likes to plant drugs on people and call the police.  She tells the cops that she knows where the drugs are in the vehicle because she or her brother planted them there.  The cop pulls over the gay man's car and they find drugs but the gay dude had no idea they were there.

I do realize that Officer Chauvin is a person and state of mind is important for his actions.   In our scenario, cops are sent out to find us and put us in jail.  If they don't, Lori might just tell the wife they are having an affair or the Chief that they did something wrong and didn't report it.  Lori is basically using personal information about police officers to effect them arresting her own enemies.  What if Lori started keeping tabs on a cop's kid.  She's done that before too.

I know it doesn't change what happened in the Floyd case, but in our cases, it does.  I was arrested six or seven times with no charges being filed.  Honestly.  Twice, the day after I reported the rape!  I didn't even report Lori...I gave up two names that Lori gave me.  The problem is that Lori tells all of the operators to watch her and me.  When they saw her rape me, they all knew so there were witnesses.  Lori got mad because she knew where her blood was placed that morning and that my skull was broken.  These operators knew that Missy and Lori played with my MRI's at the hospital twice.  I didn't.  I simply reported the rape, just like Bryan Anderson told me.  I'd tried a month earlier at the hospital but nobody ever showed.  I waited and waited with a smashed skull.

So this is what we, the gay community deal within Palm Springs.  It's not just racism, it's gaycism!  Now we can prove that Lori LaFond is the go-between the victim and the police.  Just like the criminal would be if she knew the victim's actions and the police that was prejudice.  It's a completely different situation than George Floyd, but an officer's state of mind has to be explained otherwise these officers that illegally took Christopher's blood while on the floor demanding a court order be sought are going to be in a lot of trouble.  We allegedly have that video from the department too.

The question I hear the most is, how could the police have a lab report with both Lori's DNA and Brian's DNA found on my bloody clothing.  I can tell you the blood came out of my ass.  You can tell from the clothing that it did.  If the police took the time to get the lab work done why would they ignore it.  That is a simple answer for me.  This department, including the current chief, has been using this system to gain arrests against the gay community for decades.  This would cause hundreds of cases to be reviewed.  If Lori was found to be the donor of the HIV tainted blood that was frozen and thawed for the rape, she could tell on them...so I was denied justice with a smashed skull and a whole lot of evidence that pointed to a male and female, brother and sister, that beat me and tried to infect me.

The cops were protecting themselves.  Why would there need to be a second DNA report from the Riverside Crime Lab if the first one said that there was no evidence?  It was the second report that Lori made that did that...it isn't even at the Crime Lab.

The police cut Lori another break because I am gay and they have done this so many times before.  That's all.  It's a hate crime and it shows that even with a postcard from the rape and a lab report that I was shown in person, the police still think they are autonomous enough to bury my life like a garbage landfill.

The thing is though that Lori already has a problem that the PSPD didn't know about.  You see while I worked for the Department of Justice, Lori and Brian kept me under surveillance for years while I was a deputy clerk.  This is very illegal.  They took pictures of the courthouse, the employees, the judges and magistrates, prosecuting attorneys, and defense attorneys.   They did this for years.  One fatal night, I came home from a friend's house and Brian LaFond shot at me from the back of a silver truck.  The bullet struck my driver's side door frame and missed me by about four or five inches.  That put the wheels in motion for me resigning my job there but only to protect my judge and the people I worked with.   The SDPD has the bullet fragment and there are lots of people in San Diego that watched Lori and Brian make this attempt.  The PSPD was working on me without knowing who I was or what my experience was.  I am no dummy.  I've worked for the best attorneys and judges and I have them at my disposal with the evidence we have from Jonathan Mendenhall and others.

Lori raping me for the second time, the first was when I was 19, 20 years later, was an attempt to quiet the people that already knew that she and Brian tried to kill me in San Diego.  From what I understand, Lori demanded that Brian kill me by her birthday or she would tell on him for something else he'd done.  It's just a really bad case of a controlling sister and a slow brother.  People also knew that Lori had a big part in setting the wheels in motion for my brother in law's death about a year earlier in 29 Palms.

Lori is one of those drug dealers that wants everyone to fear her but doesn't want anyone to know she sells drugs.  It's not hard to figure out, she was just like this in high school too.  Hell, I helped to supply her once with my boyfriend myself.  Of course, I thought it was for Jessica, but Lori was the person behind that character.  My brother in law told me she was his supplier.

When I was shot in San Diego, I hadn't really thought of Lori at all.  Then when my brother in law was killed, I was hearing information that wasn't correct.  Somehow, someway, he was getting information about my sister and Lori's uncle that wasn't true.  It drove my brother in law crazy and he confronted Lori's uncle who was advised by Bryan Anderson to arm himself.  Lori knew all of that and pit the two against each other on a fatal night.

I just want to remind all of you that I kept diaries for about 12 years before and after I returned to Palm Springs from San Diego.  It details my feelings about being stalked and not knowing what to do about it.   In fact, I kept the diaries for one reason...to keep my thoughts clear on what it was like to be stalked by people I didn't know everywhere I went.  I mean everywhere too.  It was all-encompassing.  My diaries were stolen and allegedly recovered by Jonathan Mendenhall.  They should prove to everyone that I knew I was being followed, but in my mind, I also knew it started as soon as I was mysteriously infected with HIV without having sex or using drugs.  It too was a mystery.  It clicked.  All kinds of weird things that people would know about me, that I kept to myself only, would suddenly be known to the people I was close to.  I had no explanation of how they could know stuff, but they did.

Now, I just want to show everyone what can happen if someone gets obsessed with hurting you based on a homophobic lifestyle.  It's pretty outrageous and hurtful.  I look forward to the day when I have a thought someone doesn't know about.



It's sad.