The enjoyment of inflicting pain and humiliation on others, sadism, credited to the wealthy Marquis de Sade a deviant and colorful aristocrat that had more of a penchant for having fun than he did for family values. Enter Jeffrey Katzenberg, a man whose home was robbed, son was beaten and infected, business was infiltrated and monies were stolen from, but was still more intrigued by the pain and humiliation that people could inflict on a person than what criminals had taken from his family. It wasn't important to catch the thieves that had stolen from him as much as it was interesting to learn from them. At some point he became enamored of them, jealous almost, of the pain that they could inflict upon other people. He became obsessed with hurting me and his youngest son and his friends. He was smart enough to surround himself with his family and others that could watch his decline into depravity so that he wouldn't go too far, but, at the same time demanded complete control so none of them could do anything to stop him. Almost making them accomplices in his crime.
I don't know what good it does to include others in his negligence. Somewhere along the line you have to take the mad man out of the madhouse and keep him from hurting someone like he's hurt me. I've been whipped so many times mentally that my brain is numb. Do you know what it is like for your brain to go numb? You wake up in the middle of a dream already analyzing your dream. I don't know if anyone can understand what that is like. Literally, I'm in a REM sleep having a dream that Laurie is subliminally guiding, using her own characters, and my brain is analyzing what she is trying to say and trying to make sense of it, while I'm at rest. Only I'm not at rest, I'm analyzing...like I'm fully awake. It's like my body's asleep, but my mind is working on a tremendous math problem. It's not restful at all. I wake up exhausted.
To bolster this kind of torture. Jeffrey's personal assistant has been purchasing methamphetamine from the subject of our police investigation this entire nine years. Missy has been buying meth from Laurie this entire time!!! Yes, folks, we're investigating Laurie and someone from our own team's home has been buying meth from her the entire time. Absolutely FILTHY!!!! Jeffrey has been allowing his personal assistant to use methamphetamine for nine years in our police investigation...sitting right next to him. I should have known. NO wonder my head is racing. I have two meth addicts plotting in my head all the time. I'm sober and they are on meth. This isn't acceptable at all. This has been going on since the days of Steven Frey. I use to sit at his home and Missy would ask Steven to get meth to Laurie so that she could get some from him. No wonder she helped get rid of me at his home. She's part of the whole drug dealing scam. She is here to protect her drug dealer. Where better than from the middle of my investigation with Jeffrey? Unfuckingbelivable. This really isn't something that I would have expected from Marilyn or Jeffrey.
I'm disappointed. Look I know the two of them help addicts and help get people sober, but I never knew they would hurt a sober person to do it. I certainly didn't think they'd attack my family to help a drug dealer. This is the girl that had their boy arrested. I'm sad for him. I'm sad. I'm going to bed.
