For those of you that have watched your father's die, I just want you to know that I am watching mine do that right now. I can see the color drifting, I can see the energy going, I can see the magic fading and I can see it fading every day. I can see it happening because of Jeffrey strangling us. I can see what this entire situation is doing. It's been Laurie's dream since she was a little girl. Ask everyone. She's been trying so hard for as long as I can remember to take my father away from my family.
Now she has Jeffrey and all of my friends helping her do it. Fucking cunt Missy. I can't stand that fucking bitch. I wish her own father would die...did I just write that? I guess that's how much I hate thinking that someone would do that to me and my dad that hasn't ever hurt someone. I could never do that to someone else's father. Bessie Smith is to blame for Missy being in my father's life...she should have to feel this pain.
What I am really not understanding is how little this means to the rest of you that I've helped, especially that thing I call a boyfriend. You have done so little for us. You should really have your whole family look at what you've failed to do. Years of nothing. I hope you are proud Christopher...you think that Jeffrey is someone to look up to. You missed out on an opportunity to know a REAL father. That man you keep apologizing to is a fucking pussy.
