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Saturday, August 1, 2015

Sometimes You Have To Look At The Fabric That Makes The Costume To Find the Truth Instead Of The Sheep's Clothing

From a distance, and if you don't look too long, if it's dark and you have been drinking...you might think that Laurie is annoying but passable as an "out there gossip", but that's a whole lot of rose colored glasses you would have to put on.

If you really want to believe what Laurie will tell you over the phone or in an email, then you have to stretch your imagination, especially when she tells you "don't tell anyone else, especially Kevin".  So what's that last part about?  Why not tell me?  I have nothing to hide from any of you.  My friends know almost everything about me and I don't really confront people the way Laurie does.   So if Laurie has told you something horrible about me then followed it up with, "Swear you won't tell Kevin this", why would you believe her?  You don't hear me saying that I'm someone else and beg you not to tell her.  If she hears that I don't like her, that's perfectly fine with me.  I also don't ask anyone to contact her, confront her, commit a violent act against her or anything like that.  I simply don't mention her to anyone that doesn't need to know.

Did she flash you some kind of "bubble gum" police forces badge?  You know you can buy that kind of stuff online anywhere and they look pretty real, except, why would someone from a "special forces unit" that is super duper secret show you a badge or tell you anything about it.  Secret units don't have badges and they don't tell people's friends that is where they work.  Do any of you know how the FBI works?  They tell you, "I'm agent ________, Federal Bureau of Investigation"...it isn't like you see on television.  The Palm Springs Police Department certainly isn't Men In Black and why would Laurie be working for them?  If you know her, you know she's a fucking blabbermouth tattletale, not good stock to make a "secret agent" out of.  Trust me, the badge is as fake as her aliases and the story, pure fiction.

I guess when your whole life is a lie, it just looks normal.  You, as a target, parent, police officer or interested observer have to look deeper if you want to see all the lies that make up the truth.  I have nothing to hide.  I've told the truth and I have a history that goes from sixth grade all the way until now with this story.  I don't have to make up a single thing.  It's actually easier than it would be for Laurie to have to keep this person from talking to that person.  You can't imagine the Herculean effort she has to make to keep people from talking to one another and the threats to keep me from telling you.

I once kept her little gay hatred bullying a secret because I was too immature to know how to handle something like this.  My experience with Laurie, this crime, gang stalking, HIV, gay men and other things has come over time, from first hand experience as a victim of it.  I speak from experience when I tell you that there is no way she can lie her way out of what she's done.  She likes to shock you, say the most horrible things, twist the truth and pretend to be innocent, but innocent women don't do what she does.  

Let me ask you this.  If the REAL La Quinta employee had filed some workplace violence restraining order, wouldn't she mention that there was another family member of hers with the same name?  There was no mention of that from the person that filed the petition.  In this case the lie is a hybrid of one person combined with the job of another.  I did not go to high school with the woman that works for the City of La Quinta and never spoke of her.  Didn't know she existed.  Still don't know her and have no plans to talk with her.  I know one thing, she isn't the same person I went to high school with that bullied me; that woman is sitting on a microphone in a home dangerously near my home here in 29 Palms.  I know because I know her voice.  I know our history and so does she.  She talks about it.  I know what she sounds like too.  Can't you recognize a person's voice when they call you on the phone?

All the lies that went in to people believing her...I can't imagine.  I thought that my friends and her parents would be smarter than that.