I can show you the threats. I can show you my HIV blood genetics. I can show you arrests without convictions by the same officers over and over again. I can tell you about what Christopher told me. I can show you Anthony's case being flagged with Steven Frey's. I can give you a witness to child pornography with sickening images. I can show you holes in Jonathan Mendenhall's walls. I can show you texts, emails, bloody clothing...but how can I convince you that there is a monster in the closet when you have been conditioned to believe that there isn't one?
I can show you scratches on the walls, a smell coming from the closet, blood on the floor...but making you understand that the monster is real...seems to take the monster herself showing herself...oh, she's done that too!
God put us on this Earth to live...not to die. We're all going to do that. It's how you take what you know is true and tell others about it that makes the journey worth living...so I remain, unbroken.
First, I want to start off by telling all of you, especially Angie Jolie-Pitt and her husband, that, indeed as I watched this film Laurie got excited. She was hearing and visualizing the torture that Mutshiro Watanabe, "The Bird" put Louie through was something that she'd LOVE to do to all kinds of men, especially me. The beatings, the disrespect, the torture...all play into her sexual appetite for hurting me...and other gay men. Laurie loves torture...and as I watched the film, I saw pieces of that story that reminded me of her all the time. The demand for "respect" where "The Bird" forced Louis to look him in the face, the forced him not to...very Laurie like. Demanding respect for Laurie and "her family" that most victims of this crime don't even know. You can see that in the questionnaire filled out pre-interview by Doug M. whom was even told to provide Laurie with $50,000 for "the company" to end his torture. Laurie uses a Coke bottle instead of a bamboo stick to beat her victims into slaves...then uses that online to schtick her rapes and victims telling them that "even losers get raped". To me that was an admission of guilt, not a shaming of the victim; in my case, me.
So, yes, Angie...Laurie enjoyed herself immensely as I pulled from the ashes what I could for inspiration. I have to do this often when I am trying to inspire myself.
Then it happened...Laurie's moment of sheer orgasmic pleasure and one that I knew she would take great pride in. Louie's captor, Watanabe, told every prisoner in the camp to "punch Louie in the face". His friends, his compatriots, his comrades...or someone else would suffer. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I HAD TO ENDURE THIS ONE...EVEN WITH MY OWN CHRISTOPHER? DON'T BELIEVE ME? Laurie even advertised for this to happen two months after my own rape...with a picture she took DURING THE RAPE...here it is in black and white:
How bold is this? Do you think that the detective in my own sexual assault case could even be bothered to check into this? NOPE. I had been severely sexually assaulted and infected intentionally with Hep C two months earlier and bang, right to my front door, came this post card with my face being punched out. ADVERTISING for violence against me...under the auspices of an ART SHOW? What in the world is this police department doing? The show "Perspectives" was contracted to run from January 12, 2008 through Feb 9, 2008...and do you think that one fucking officer from that department did anything to find out how a rape victim's face was being used as an advertisement for an art show depicting violence against gay men? Nope. Nothing. I even told the detective in my case that this was me, it bothered me, it wasn't something I posed for...and do you know what that asshole did? Nothing...not one fucking thing.
You can't imagine how many times that Laurie has told Christopher, my own boyfriend, to "punch me in the face". Many times. Hundreds of people have been sought out to commit a violent act against me. Remember, this photo came AFTER being raped and jailed two months earlier for reporting the assault. Five years after her brother allegedly tried to kill me in San Diego with a bullet. 20 years after being raped the first time and implanted with one of these tracking devices...and being infected intentionally with HER HIV!!! The police did nothing and would continue to do nothing to this very day!!!
Since she got away with that one...after I was asked to be a confidential police informant...she threw this on all of the doors of my apartment complex where I was "secretly living"...guess what? She got away with this shit again and yes, I did report it to the police and told them to tell Bryan Anderson, my police contact. What happened? Nothing...again. Civil Rights violations and informant and the PSPD being what they are...where is the protection? BTW...what she is describing on this flyer is what a "Confidential Informant" fucking DOES! It isn't illegal...it's the FUCKING JOB! What fucking "victims" is she talking about? Extorting my "victims"? Who the fuck? Steven Frey? He's the subject of the damn investigation Bryan Anderson.
So first she's advertising what she wants done to a rape victim/police informant, then she's telling everyone where to go to do it...did anyone catch that or do I need remedial law enforcement for these fucking cops? Is this Twat-anabe really calling "mortgage fraud" and tax evasion a "business investment". Bitch look up the Real Housewives of New Jersey's Teresa Guidice...she'll tell you how federal prison feels for people that use tax evasion as a "business investment"; see you in 18 months gurrrrrl, sorry bout it. Her husband will consecutively serve 41 months in federal prison after his wife gets out...for $5 million in fraudulent loan applications. How much money do you think it took to amass $412,000 in federal lien taxes for Steven Frey? Why isn't Steven in jail for this? Those bills came from 10 years ago...someone has to pay for the crime...it's either Steven Frey or Laurie LaLiar.
(This is the serious post so I'll stop the camp stuff here).
There is more. Remember the part in the movie when Watanabe pulls out a photo of the Olympian, Louie Zamperini, to mock him and to defame him in front of all the other prisoners...then to use him as an example of how far the Olympic star had fallen by forcing him to race against one of the other guards...mocking him. Watanabe was using Louie's fame, his goodness, his own life as a torture technique to show everyone else how powerful he was. Laurie is exactly the same. She's taken my own yearbooks, my college diploma, my fraternity certificate, my paralegal certification, my awards...all of that...so she can show everyone whom she has done this to. This is what Louie had shoved in HIS face:
Louie actually raced in front of Adolph Hitler...an American in Germany...an Italian American, whom had turned his life around at an early age to become a champion. I know that feeling...I had to do it all through high school with my own "Twatanabe" trying to hurt me every day she could. Yeah, I said it Angie, TWATanabe.
Louie had his own redemption by telling his story after his oppression...I have the luxury, sort of, by telling you about mine, during this crime. Here is Mutshiro Watanabe...coward...asshole...terrorist. Louie, I've read, forgave him. Watanabe, would never meet with him afterwards, after the war...the shame of an oppressor whom could not face the man that faced him down. A coward.
The Palm Springs police and ADA along with the County of Riverside, sought a warrant for me for showing you my oppressor and let her get away again with taking away my due process. Once again, Laurie, got to pretend to be someone she isn't. A cowardice move...by a cowardly woman/girl. I would love to put her hideous face on here and say...here she is...this is Lisa, but this fucked up police department would probably arrest me for doing so...they've thrown me in jail before for lesser admissions. So for now...she gets another free pass. Not a satisfying feeling at all.
Christopher will tell me, in time, that I too have to forgive Laurie. I know how he is. I don't know that I will. Now is NOT THE TIME for forgiveness...it's the time for me to convince you that there is a MONSTER living among us. The quest is to find out how to tell you that this is a race worth running.
I have a question for Angie and Brad...and the rest of you that saw Louie's story. You sat there and watched what he went through...at one point or many didn't you think to yourself, "I will never let another human being suffer through such injustice again if I can help it"? I know I did. I'm suffering...where are you?
There is so much more that I can draw from this movie and my life, but shouldn't more of you do more for me, the other victims, the other families...this CAN happen to you. If you could prevent being set adrift on the ocean for two months to starve, attacked, to die...wouldn't you? You aren't. Right now you are reading this and I am being burned by microwaves so badly that my skin is bubbling...my face is red and I have a heat rash on my back that feels like a third degree burn...it is my punishment for telling you this. I am hearing Laurie squeal with delight...and you aren't helping.
I need you to help. There is a real monster in the closet...will you believe me?
For Pete's sake, if not Louie's...get involved, please! Put pressure on Bryan Anderson and Al Franz...make them find and arrest her. The evidence is clear and convincing beyond a reasonable doubt. She is trying to kill me, my friends and my family and has been for a very long time:
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| Louie "The Torrance Tornado" and his brother, Pete Zamperini...good looking dudes, huh? |
