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Tuesday, December 23, 2014

The More She Immersed Herself In The Gay Community...The Less Sex We Had and the More Police We Saw!!!


Having you arrested for not being interested is Lauries way of Mean-sturbating.  You can ask almost any victim of this crime what Laurie's biggest hang up is and almost categorically they will tell you it's sex.  She immersed herself in the gay culture, moving into the Warm Sands area in 1987 or thereabouts and apparently had an encounter with the AIDS virus.  She already hated gay men, I can tell you that, and this was probably the final straw.

What happened next is nothing short of scary and true.  For the next twenty seven years, Laurie appointed herself, the Chief of the Sex Police.  A group of men and women at the PSPD that allowed themselves to be implanted with RFID devices that linked them to the hundreds of victims of drugging and raping in the gay community.  In the middle of all of it was Laurie...watching every single thing she could and acting like it was her job to cleanse the area of those dirty homosexuals; of which I am one.

Oh the tales of horror the cops must have heard about all of us deviant sex criminals in the gay community.  Laurie knows everything that the gays do...just ask her.  The only problem is this...she's the same girl that tells everyone that she was once a famous child actress, a real estate tycoon, an exotic dancer, a City of La Quinta employee...a movie star...none of these were true either, so what made the police believe that this story was true.

I've said it before and will say it again, Laurie is absolutely hated by the gay community.  Whether she is using the name "Jessica", "Victoria", "Sara" or "Lisa" there are very few gay men that haven't heard about her and all of them despise her.  Her stories with us range from being "bisexual" to "lesbian" to "HIV positive" to "wealthy" to "a cop" and on and on.  Her stories never seem to cease to amaze me.  You see I know her...better than all of you.  I've seen her since I was 11 years old and I can tell you this...she hasn't grown up one single year since she was 12.  She was always hateful to gay men and always abusive to boys.  She was always far too sexual with people and she was never famous, popular or well liked.  She's just a girl from the desert whom thinks that Palm Springs is the size of Los Angeles...which she's never visited.

And oh the lengths she will go to keep you from having sex.  LEGENDARY!!!

I use to joke that people come to Palm Springs with something and leave with absolutely nothing...if they ever get out at all.  In all of the years that I lived there, I think that I was the only gay man I knew that worked full time or had a job...the rest were on disability from an HIV infection that probably can be traced back to an HIV strain that links to a local woman.  If you should be arrested by the police, Laurie is certain to tell them that you HAVE HIV or AIDS.  Something that she shouldn't know at all, but does because she spies on doctor's appointments and test results.

Laurie is know to frequent gay male websites used for online dating and she'll customize a profile just for you.  This way she can mean-sturbate herself all night long pretending that she is one of those gay men that she hates so much.

She'll go out of her way to find out whom you are dating to create a problem and will start some kind of rumor about you to keep any type of relationship from forming.   I can only imagine what she's told Christopher about me over the years which is why I installed a camera on this website so he can see me whenever he likes.  Laurie likes to tell everyone how "promiscuous" everyone else is...it's her way of trying to control everyone's sex life. 

She's been known to call the police and have them wait outside a home to keep someone from meeting someone else or to have them arrested when they leave, you see, in Laurie's world, sex between two consenting adults should be punished...Laurie hasn't granted her approval, and if Laurie doesn't approve, "that won't ever happen again".  As if she has complete control over the situation...and with her total control of the phone system and phone forwarding, she makes communication impossible.  I recall when I first met Christopher she immediately forwarded his phone so I couldn't contact him any longer.  Sgt. Anderson will recall all the phone calls I made to him after the sting operation he called off. 

I was scared for Christopher's safety and there is no way he wouldn't pick up my phone calls...the calls just wouldn't go through.

People call her a sadist or a masochist but what she really is, is frustrated.  Sexless, loveless, unattractive, allegedly diseased and without any kind of personality beyond brutal butchy bitch...and nobody likes a steady diet of "straight dyke".  ( That's a masculine heterosexual woman whose sexuality doesn't matter because no man or woman is interested ).  Trust me, my dislike for Laurie has nothing to do with her lifestyle...it has to do with her deathstyle.  The way everything around her turns to shit and how she just loves to experiment on men using this technology.  I've seen more than one man wither and die with Laurie screeching them to death every second of the day.  It's almost her calling card...turning a sane man into a blithering cowering zombie that can't do anything more than get arrested or sit around doing drugs.

On the Homo-caust level we are assigned number to these chips and are referred to as "that thing" or "that motherfucker" or whatever adam4adam screen name that she has reduced us to and boxed us in as.  She acts as though every man is disrespectful to women...even the married ones take a hit on this one.  I think that this comes from nobody understanding that it's not all women it's just this one!  She commands respect for her family, yet nobody knows whom they are.  She demands that you speak to her in a subservient tone as she is the master to your slave position.  The truth is that most gay men have sisters and we are usually closer to them than anyone else.  She just can't figure out why it is that nobody thinks of her as a woman.  I'll tell you the reason is because she doesn't act like a person, she acts like a bossy overbearing bitch.  If she were a man, she would still be a bossy overbearing bitch.  Her person knows no gender...and it isn't important anyways because you won't like her no matter whom she is pretending to be from day to day.

She thinks that all men are responsible for her lack of respect, but women hate her too.  We're just the easiest of targets because her desire is for women to be more like her in every way.

Laurie has appointed herself the Chief of the Sex Police for one reason...because she is infatuated with all things sex related.  She spends all day long thinking about it...and I think that has to do with her drug problems, but not completely.  I can tell you that she's always been way more sexual than anyone that I've ever seen, it's just the wicked turn it takes when she doesn't get what she wants and she never gets what she wants.  NEVER.  She'll tell you she's, "never satisfied sexually" as a way of trying to get you to be the person to fill that void in her life...as if any one human being could.

She's also got this thing about trying to use your own sexual past against you as if she knows all about what you are like.  This would prove stalking but beyond that the information that she's compiled is so unreliable that you couldn't trust it if you wanted to.  Take Steven Frey for example.  He and I were boyfriends, not sex partners.  To hear Laurie tell it, we were having sex all the time at his home.  You know something, there isn't a single bit of that based in truth.  I couldn't have sex with Steven or anyone basically, because she would forbid it with screeching and police interruptions if anything like that were to happen.  Steven will tell you all the same.

Laurie likes to tell people that she has hundreds of boyfriends that all turned out to be gay.  That's a convenient smoke screen for whatever she is really in to...and you don't want to know what that is.  She never finds out that they are gay later either...she knows straight up front that the people she has drug to her lair are gay from the beginning.  When they turn her advances away, she tells them, in a sour grapes tone, "I'm offended you thought I was coming on to you, I'm a lesbian" which she rejects later when someone suggests it.

Oh, yeah, then there is the rejection...once you've rejected her, you go on the, "this one is a problem for me list" which prompts a call to the PSPD at the first opportunity to have them arrested.  You see if you won't have sex with the Sex Police Chief, you are a problem...but you probably have good taste.  Police officers thinking that any one woman could have this many "small problems" to help her with are out of their minds.  The reason she has made so many gay men sit in a jail cell has nothing to do with crime, it has to do with rejection...you don't dare reject Laurie.

I ignored her for 25 years and look what she did to me.

There is so much more to be said about what Laurie's Grand Plan is but it is really a basic and childish one...if you won't have sex with me then I will take away everything you have and throw you in jail to show you that you can't reject me and get away with it.  If you have no other options, you'll have to bow to my superiority and give in for a charity fuck.  It just isn't going to happen.  Most of us end up in jail or the hospital.  That's Laurie's plan.  Complicated isn't it?

The second tier of her sexual conquest of all things men and women is her brother...if you can survive her, then he comes along and is just about the same.  Half the time she loves him, in an unnatural sort of way, and the other half of the time she'll tell you she doesn't know him.  She refers to her brother, Brian, as her "sister" and uses that whole gay shame thing to make him feel like less of a man.  No less apt to try to enslave a person, he's the prude to her whore.

Something of an enigma, I've only seen him two times in all of the years that he's been stalking me with his sister.  Contrary to knowing her for most of my life, I never knew he existed...or her other sister for that matter.  I only found that out when she filed a restraining order.  Her brother, as usual, is absent in that order...I guess she was in one of those, "I don't even know who he is" phases. 

The first time I saw him he commandeered a City Cab Taxi van and drove me 8 blocks from my home in Warm Sands to Steven Frey's home.  The trip cost me nearly $40 in fare...and I paid it because there was no other way to get out of it.   The second time I went to Steven's home because I feared that "Peter", whom Junior likes to pretend he is on the microphone, was strangely missing one night.  I went to check on Steven Frey and there...as I looked through Steven's bedroom window was Brian...almost naked, hairy and scared sitting straight up in bed as if he knew I was there.  Laurie must have stopped him from his nightly assault of Steven....I saw his face as clear as day and never mentioned it to Steven Frey...afterall, we had no sexual relationship to speak of.  Looking back, if I had asked him, I wonder if he would have denied it, known about it or been pissed that Brian had knocked him out and was "touching" him.

Steven was clearly unconscious at the time.  He didn't move and looked like he was dead.  I went over the next day to check on him...he was depressed and crying.

It should be noted that Steven developed third stage syphilis and was nearly dead months later.  Steven always told me to avoid Brian online whom called himself the Bayoudude telling me that he was using Steven's photos and that Brian had more STD's than a toilet seat at a rest stop for hobos.  Steven Frey refers to Brian LaTweeker as "Evil Stephen #1" whom S.F. knew lived right next to him in the Cat City Cove.  It would appear that Steve Frey has known him for a very long time and blames Brian for whatever happened with Jackson Velin and his family.  Jackson's family, has, in turn, been lied to about Steven Frey the same way Laurie use to lie to me about him.

Brian has an affinity for a slave.  For many years he thought of Jonathan Mendenhall as his "boyfriend", "best friend" and "only friend" but this friendship was one sided at best.  Brian would never ALLOW Jonathan to spend any time with Anthony or myself in the last few years of his "life".  He forced Jonathan to wear bikini underwear that were three sizes too big for him and wouldn't allow him to talk to Anthony or myself about him.  The three of us came up with code words to refer to Brian and Laurie so that neither of them would know we were speaking about them.  Anthony calls Brian "filthy underwear" and we call Laurie "toaster cozy" for her unusually gigantic vagina which has been seen by everyone I know...including Christopher Monti, God purify his eyes.

Johnathan was sleep deprived, food deprived, money deprived and, in the end, deprived of a place to live.  He was a shell of the man that I met almost twenty or more years ago.  There was no "life" in his life...Laurie took all of that away from him.  In addition his boyfriend died of HIV complications...perhaps attributed to the Blue Widow Strain of the HIV virus.  I fight this fight on behalf of Jonathan's Jared and Jonathan.  Both excellent examples of men that were educated, extremely smart, extremely well liked that Laurie destroyed.

Laurie's attempts to sexually conquest Jonathan and shame her brother by "stealing his boyfriend" is doubly sick.  A game played between Laurie and Brian is "the bet".  Where one bets the other that they can have sex with the target before the other...while the two spend time destroying the target's life.  Once again, if they won't like them sexually from the onset, the thought process is for the two of them, "make that person desperate enough to want at least one of us".  If there is nobody else in his life, he'll have to choose one of us.  Sad huh?

Some have suggested that Laurie is constantly looking for one of the victims of this crime that the pair have infected with the Blue Widow Strain of the HIV virus to re-infect her or him or both as a way of blaming the victim for their infection.  Clearly neither brother nor sister understands how that works...the order of infection is carefully kept inside the virus genetics...so even if a victim were desperate enough to actually have sex with one of them...god forbid...there would still be no way that the victim ever infected one of them.  In fact you can tell that one sibling actually infected the other.  I won't tell you which.

When Jonathan refused to cave into either's sexual advances...he would be knocked unconscious and punished.  His status of HIV unknown, I could only imagine that if he were tested his HIV strain would be a VERY LONG Blue Widow strain...showing reinfection after reinfection...after reinfection.  When the HIV policy isn't working Laurie and Brian got creative as they did with Steven Frey....wiping staph infected wounds all over their victims and, in one case shaving off Steven's eyebrows or injecting one of Jonathan's testicles with staph infected blood.  I saw the infection myself and there was no entry visible save an injection site on his testicle.  Anthony too had his eyebrows shaved off.  I had my front tooth knocked out and Laurie saved it as a "rape" souvenir.  Lovely people aren't they?

These "shameful" and sexual things that they trophy are, in a way, a calling card for your sexual slavery.  They are meant to keep you from meeting people and from looking credible.  They are hard to explain to some and embarrassing to boot.  This shows you the kind of sexual control that this woman seeks.  I've heard that other women experience bite marks on their thighs or boobs and some men have them on their butts.  This is how they mark their territory on the outside after the HIV has been injected inside.

It has been suggested to me that the injection of HIV/HEP C blood is a simulation for the ejaculation process that both Laurie and Brian do not seem to be able to have on their own.  Both are usually way too high and appear to be impotent and frustrated.

Violence is sex for both of these individuals. Brian will explain that he got violent to satiate Laurie violent needs for sex.  I, however, think that when you have two siblings that both seek to enslave a person for life that you have two violent offenders.  Part of the reason that I have been so well covered by my team is thanks to Barbara, my team member whom apparently has information and experience that kept her observation of this situation with me for years while I was in San Diego.  Apparently, and this is only an allegation, Barbara was also the victim of violence and knows of other homicidal crimes involving the pair, so when Brian was suspected of committing a crime in the Cat City area where Barbara worked, he left town to pursue me.  That came to another violent end when I was shot.  I will leave it to Barbara to explain that side of her story.

As for female victims there are only a few...but all remain steadfast in the belief that they were targeted with some kind of drug, raped, implanted and most infected with HIV and other STD's.  There is no shame in being raped when you realize that you had nothing to do with what happened.  There shouldn't be shame in any rape situation and all of my girls are beautiful and positive women.

The women were also subject to police intervention at their work and on their way home in the Cat City area of Palm Springs.

Apparently when Laurie feels slighted or shunned she uses lies and police connections to try to shut down establishments that don't like her violent and obscene behavior.  Laurie tends to get a bit too wasted and starts becoming grabby, obnoxious and sexually aggressive.  When that doesn't work she targets the workplace of the people she says she "hates".  Listening into their private conversations about her, makes her realize how unwanted her advances have become...that makes you someone she can't tolerate any longer.

Boyfriends and girlfriends of targets are some of the most tortured of all.  Most are eventually implanted and infected so the siblings can play little sex games with them.  Brian will tell one partner one thing while Laurie tells the other something different.  Playing with relationships and causing problems is sex for the two siblings.  They can't have happiness so they ruin happiness for everyone they can. Laurie's been doing this her whole life.  She's a drama queen and has sought to insert herself into my life using my sister, family and all of my friends.

You can even see this in her "relationship" with Sgt. Anderson whom has his own family problems with Laurie's lies, spying and hate.  She's approached nearly all of his police friends to have a contradictory effect on all of them.  Just like me, she claims to have been sexually active with him and former "boyfriends" him as well.  I have one cop buddy that actually thought that Bryan and Laurie were "married" because she told him this.  I have that text message saved.  Once she uses Bryan Anderson's reputation to entice other officers into this system, she then pits them against him and then there is no communication.  I can't even tell you how many times I dropped off information for him as my police contact only to have Laurie intercept those communications to keep him in the dark.  Fortunately I videotaped some of these drop offs and had my own mother witness my attempts to call him to let him know that I was in danger.

Once this woman named him as her "four year boyfriend" I could no longer safely contact him as my police contact fearing that he would behave the same as the rest of the officers that protected her slavery of gay men.  You can clearly see that she manipulated that situation against the law and without having her own attorney contact Bryan to ask him what my status as an informant was.  It is my understanding that Bryan knows M.Katherine Jensen, Esq. and it wouldn't have been at all difficult to describe my status.

Since M. Katherine Jensen and Comm. Best both failed to recognize the stay of the matter in the federal court and went ahead with a hearing that was stayed on that case, I wasn't allowed to ask the court if I was allowed to contact Bryan Anderson...so rather than subject myself to further prosecution and punitive punishment...I erred on the side of caution.  Afterall the court only had this woman's side of the story when it came to her "four year relationship" that ended when BOTH decided to end it.  The result of this end run was a warrant issued for my arrest on behalf of the plaintiff when the court could have heard from my police contact.

Laurie has spent her entire life trying to get to where she is now with me...isolated, without friends, without police support and near my own family...this is her dream come true.  This blog is the only way I've figured out how to tell all of you about how awful she truly is...she'll pretend to be some kind of "damsel in distress" but behind her back is a knife 12" long waiting to stab you over and over again.

Right Rae Fernandez?