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Today's theme:
Boy did I make Lori mad today...all I had to do was talk about how much I love Christopher to someone from my work! It was like a shockwave delivered to the heart of my stalker. Lori must have some kind of weird thoughts going through her pin head tonight because she is twirling around like Linda Blair's head on a possession victim. What kind of lesbian is in love with a gay man to the point where she freaks out when he talks about his own boyfriend? Lori has some issues with reality and not knowing what it is. I know that Christopher must just cringe when she starts hearing that I don't have any kind of feelings for this high school loser! She's using yearbooks from Junior High School and high school to make up fantasies about some life she never had. I'm considering locking myself in my home again and not coming out. Total Single White Lesbian Female material. Calm down Lori, you've been dumped before...
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Tuesday, January 24, 2017

This Song Means The Most To Me And My Friends Who Suffer From HIV/AIDS - Thanks Josh and Tyler We Love You!


So, I just cried.

twentyone pilots is on tour again and, of course, I miss Josh and Tyler, who wouldn't? Then, of course, there are the new videos coming out and they are playing "My Chemical Romance's" cover of "Cancer".  If you know the song and you know how I first heard it, you know that I've told them that this song has so much meaning for me because when you find out you have HIV, like my friends all do that are electronically harassed.  Your first thought is, "I'm going to die".   The song is about a person that knows that feeling.  We all do that are living this crime.  I remember this feeling well.

I've told Josh and Tyler this.  It's about not wanting to kiss people you love because of the feeling of it being the "last kiss" and feeling like you've failed.  You feel like you failed them.  You lost the game of life. Here you are dying while they are left to watch you.  Is it the last time?  It's a feeling  that, when you get that diagnosis, you feel like you are going to die.  We all remember that feeling when you hear it.  Back in 1987 when I tested positive, it was the feeling.

Now it is different, but this song brings back so many memories.  The memories of not wanting to be that person that failed my family.  Whomever it was in My Chemical Romance that wrote it, knew something that someone else knew.  It's a beautiful song and this performance and cover does so many of our friends that died of AIDS justice.  It is a triumph for those of our friends that lost their lives that fought so hard to live.  I'm so proud to have known them.  I miss them so much.  I miss my friends that took those horrible drugs and told me not to see them while they slipped away so that I could remember them healthy.

This is a tremendous performance.  I just want you all to spend just one second thinking about someone that you love that has passed away today and loving the moment that they knew that you were someone that they were going to miss from their life...it's so important.  

Thanks, Joshy, thanks Tyler.

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